All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

my friend just asked me what am i gonna do on my birthday..

and guess what i told him?

im gonna sleep.

seriously. i need sleep. and would kill for a darn good one now.
really needed to replenish myself but it never happens.
and here i am again..3am in the morning typing rubbish.

i was woken up by the "dong dong dong!" on msn when my friend replied me.
i fell asleep.

and i fell asleep at the tanah merah bus stop just now while trying to wait for brother to come..
fell asleep standing somemore.
damn cool right.

im so damn ridiculously scary.

hahahha.

anyways no need to wish me,
my birthday is 2mths away.

and

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!

im enjoying my life now.. as im struggling to stay awake =)

i think im just being emotional now cos i am listening to emo songs..
and also looking at my convocation photos.

time really flies..
and its really just another few months where we'll all split and find our own directions in life..
and its really very fast that i got a diploma already.

i dont know what i wanna do in life.
and i felt lost.

but im happy that i've meet great people in this new year.. that i dont feel that im alone anymore.
thru these 3 years, really saw alot, experienced alot.
and i thank God for each and everyone of them, and each and every moment..

i really treasure those times alot.. and i will keep it deep in my memories =)

OKAY. pardon me.
i think its because im looking at my convocation photos and listening to korean emo songs..

anyways my recent addiction.

EVANESCENCE..

"Forgive Me"

Can you forgive me again?

I don't know what I said

But I didn't mean to hurt you



I heard the words come out

I felt that I would die

It hurt so much to hurt you



Then you look at me

You're not shouting anymore

You're silently broken



I'd give anything now


to kill those words for you



Each time I say something I regret I cry "I don't want to lose you."

But somehow I know that you will never leave me, yeah.



'Cause you were made for me

Somehow I'll make you see

How happy you make me



I can't live this life

Without you by my side

I need you to survive



So stay with me

You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.



And you forgive me again

You're my one true friend

And I never meant to hurt you



FAV SONG ON MY PLAYLIST.

i feel emotional so i wanna share stuff.

ahaha okay im not emotional.. just felt v blessed.


recently my life have been going thru a big roller coaster..
not only because of school. but also because the people i met and loved.
just suddenly school seemed fun with you people whom ive only known for 2 months plus.. and you showed me a different side to everything.

just as being emotional isnt being helpful to my already busy schedule..
im glad that i have loads of friends there to help me get thru it.
im truely elated and really appreciative that they appeared before me..
before i knew it..
i already gotten thru most rain and thunders.
half the battle won with a happy heart =]

although there're more to come in the next term, semester, future.

i hope that all of them are there with me to brave the storm and embrace whatever that came.
im happy that im loved.

thankyou friends, u know i love u all too =)


*now playing- Sober by Kelly Clarkson





And I don't know

This could break my heart or save me

Nothing's real

Until you let go completely

So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving

So here I go with all my fears weighing on me



Three months and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers



And I don't know

I could crash and burn but maybe

At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me



Three months and I'm still breathing

Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in

But I know it's never really over, no



Wake up



Three months and I'm still standing here

Three months and I'm getting better yeah

Three months yeah, three months are hard

Three months and I'm still breathing

Three months and I still remember it

Three months I wake up



Three months and I'm still sober

Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

hello people im back.
AND ALIVE.

got people complain i never update so im back to update.

my life's been crazy.
but fun.
and exciting.
and full of surprises.
lol

but all in all. IM SUPER DUPER BUSY but having fun.


lets see whats going on recently..

met some cool new friends in school.. and that made my life in lasalle kinda happier and crazier..
and school is uber busy. proj,presentations,writings,emsembles. THESIS.
i think the work load now is 3 times of foundation + level 1 and level 2 add together.

i think i never done so much work in school before.
and we're only 7 weeks into the semester.

BUT.
its fun with fun friends around.
so im actually not grump-ling.

AND i think i slept less then 20 hours this week..
mon-thurs.. 3hrs each day.
u all go multiply. i lazy to count.

dont u think im superwoman+iron lady?
hahaha.

YOU SEE ARH.

if you take a normal person's sleeping time.. ie. 8hours aday.

8hrs X 5 days = 40hours of sleeping time

but i slept less then 20HOURS.
which is less then 4 hrs days.

SHIOK.
LOL

so im actually SUPER-IRON-ELIM.
eee. sounds v weird.

im not made of metal pls.

but actually.
this week is no fun at all..
its like im awake but im not.
then constantly wanna sleep. anywhere and everywhere.

on thursday was the worst cos i already had not enough sleep.. but i still have to stay up cause i need to hand in my thesis's draft on friday.

so i had to stay up.
and i MSN until i fall asleep which doesnt usually happen.
haha.

then i suspect i got insomnia.cos i'll sleep at wake up every.. 45mins?
very bad.
so i look like a zombie each and everyday.

i think they should recruit me to join the TWILIGHT crew.
i can be Edwards' little sister or smth

haha.

OKAY anywways.
i think i got my life back by sleeping alot this two days.
which is not enough.
but still.. SLEEP.

dont wanna get out of bed lah.. wahpiang.
u know the situation is like in primary 2. when we just started to go for morning sessions..
then have to wake up at timings like 6am in the morning?

YEA exactly same situation.
throw tantrum.
then keep using blanket to cover.
then snooze the brain for 5mins then mum will scream at the top of her voice to wake u up again.
HAHA, maybe not so exaggerating but then.. u get the idea.

anyways. i think and hope that i'll be alive this week before i start to get busy again and come back here to blog tell u guys that im alive and by that time. i think is 2010 already.

LOL.

okay ive done my job. so u kknow im alive.

oh i wanna tell u all one thing,
i think my brother is damn funny.

cos we have 2 laptops now.. and so he's using my old windows one.
and he was playing this damn noisy trance music which i cant stand.. so i ask him to change.
cos at the same time i was listening to Kelly Clarkson.
so it kinda clashes.
damn noisy i ttell u.

then he tell me "then what u want me to listen to? DIsney?"

but acutally he always listen to Disney..and he even ask me to help him find those Compilations of Disney songs so he can buy and listen =_=

and suddenly he was playing this..

Lion King "i just cant wait to be King"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXs8OS6EdAE&feature=PlayList&p=F1A2848A0AAA4AD3&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=1


Hakuna Matata..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KXs8OS6EdAE&feature=PlayList&p=F1A2848A0AAA4AD3&playnext=1&playnext_from=PL&index=1

Tarzan "You'll be in my heart"



HE DAMN KID lah.
but he's my brother.
hahahha.

but.. those songs are really memories.

he can still tell me "you know that Lion King's sound track is like top 10?"

LOL..

oh man he's listening to Savage Garden now.
wow.

TRANCE~

okay imma write my song now.. see u guys.
thanks for reading this rubbish update which i dono what i was typing.

LOVE~

OH HAPPY 20092009.

the date today la.. U SLOW~~

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