All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

as im half-a-step into MAY..

im laughing my jaws drop.

i mean. serious.
today is ridiculous la.

the ktv was quite funn and funny too. when the 'he-ying' came in for 'Wei le ni er huo"
then..
JB dinner was damn ridiculous cos we keep laughing at a weird colleague who like to link his words back to what we said 15mins ago..

like the whole night sia!
then we kept asking whether his gf is a archaelogist anot..
cos only archaelogist like to piece up different stuff from history, eg. dinosaur bones.

whatever came out of his mouth is like history.. and we had to piece it up one by one to understand what he said.

archaelogist.



then when i was on msn..
people keep asking me to watch video on youtube.

oh man, laugh until my jaw wanna drop already.

and xinting can tell me andy(of britain's got talent) is doing a TREE DANCE.
haahaa.
she's obsessed with trees.. after she watched her LOONY BUNNY IS FINE BENNY LAVA.!

hahahahaha
what the hell is wrong.

HAHA I THINK IS ME.

cos im like laughing infront of my comp, and its 1am now.
crazy.

我要你现在，喊出我的名字。。。

i hate singapore's weather nowadays!!

haven even step out of the house its already very warm.
when i finally step out.. im already perspiring man.

omg. and when im outside.. i realise im constantly looking for airconditioned places.

and the hot weather make me lose my temper more easily.

like today.

argh dont wanna talk about it.

and!!
smokers make it worst!
the earth is already so hot.. then we already have global warming and all those.
they still can happily smoke away like nobody's biz!

omgggg.
i seriously wanna kill them.

whats wrong with all these people.
they smoke, they spoil the environment, they spoil their own body, and it makes them SMELLYY!!


urgh, no brainer.
zzz.
i hate smokers!

i hate april i hate april i hate april.

manymanymany things is happening to me i dont understand why.

just let me rot =XXX


and i just realise..

lemon = NING meng.

NOT.

lemon = LING MENG.

my life is kinda screwed up lah..
but nevermind..
music makes up for everything...


this slow song by Wonder Girls (yes.. the one who sang 'Nobody')
very nice..

WonderGirls- Saying I Love You
Enjoy!


Lyrics | Wonder Girls lyrics - Saying I Love You lyrics


Lyrics.. for those who're blind..

Non nul naege malhaettji wae saranghandan malhaji anhnyago

Nal saranghagin hanyago



Gunde nan malya jomdo dalkomhage joldae ijulsu obge

Yonghwasoge yonin dulchorom gobaek haryogo



Gidaryosso hwinnunul naeeje

Malhalge nol wihae akkyo duwottdon gumal



Saranghae haessalboda nunboshin noye misorul nal anajudon

Noye dusonul saranghae saranghae



Yaksokhae na joldae nol ttona jianhulge

Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge



Mwol guri mangsorinyago guge guri oryobnyago

Nae mamul dutgo shipdago



Gunde nan malya jomdo tukbyolhage suchyo jinagaji anhke

Gu onu nalboda arumdabge giokdwidorok



Gidaryosso hwinnunul na ije

Malhalge nol wihae akkyodowottdon gumal



Saranghae haesalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon

Noye du sunul saranghae saranghae



Yaksokhae na joltae nol ttona jianhulge

Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge



Han sungando nowa ttorojigo shipji anha

Negeangyo shigani momchugirul barae

Na irohke nol sarangae~~



Sarangaehae haessalboda nun bushin noye misorul nal anajudon noye

Dusonul saranghae saranghae



Yaksokhae najoldae nal ttona jianhulge

Irohke nul neeyope sosona malhalge



Nol saranghae nol saranghae



Saranghae saranghae

Nol saranghae

hi all.
dont worry. i'm alive.
well. not exactly. but not dead yet.
loads of things on my mind.. so wont really say much.
im fine..
thanks for all your concern! =)

somebody wrote this to me..
and seriously i was very touched.

thank you =)



你不滅的希望將像那霧氣一樣, 只要再次起霧, 曾寫在玻璃上的希望便能再次顯現. 看似遙不可及的夢想, 只要有信心, 終日必能實現, 所以別輕易灰心放棄!!!




真的，谢谢你。

elim needs a sign..
please.


*listening to DBSK's emo song..

i was watching the horror movie "Alone" just now with brother.

realise it was the movie that urlele wanted me to go watch with her..
haha but i was scared.
then..

suprisingly i wast scared by the movie loh.
guess because jeremy told me the story before thats why.
but thai horror movies really kept better suspense then jap ones.

and Alone was one of the nicer horror show ive watched cos of the storyline.
and very sad..
even though i tot the ending was kinda crap

but the main actress is damn bad la.
i wont go and kill my mum and sister just to get the guy i want.
ultimately.. they're my family.

even though the guy i like likes my sister.. i wont try to break them up
really.
and i kinda hate such girls.. do whatever they can to get what they want.

but oh well.
alone's a nice horror movie with good story line.

hi all. im alive after 14 hrs of sleep.
i broke my record and dint went to sleep for 36hrs yesterday.
lol

oh well.
yesterday was a tired and depressing/emo/sad day for all of us.
cos it kinda meant the unofficial last day of school for us.
which meant we graduate already.

yes.

sad right.
and on the last day we still have presentation.
worst.. i think everyone is tired out from the presentation.. cos not alot of us went to sleep the night before
hahaha..


the lunch was ok.. i think i was too tired to be sad already.
overwhelmed by tirednes.
the girls felt kinda sad..

then on the way home anwar replied my sms.. then thats why i was v sad.
and i cried on the bus.
like draama show..
and it was raining outside -_-
haha..
but seriously i will miss the times we had together..
cos we were.. afterall, 3 years of classmates.
3 years leh.

yaloh.. all the best to all of them..
its time.. for me now..


TO DECIDE WHAT TO DO!
arhg.
i think i'll rest first..

and my dreams wont die.. for the moment.

i just realise i grad before 20.
haah sounds young huh.


for people from lasalle.. if u can see this..
KEEP IN CONTACT WHOEVER YOU ARE! =)
dont forget me ah.. if not..

LOL.

and

*it came back.

HI ALL..

its 5am in the morning! YAY.

i look like zombie now. woohoo.

3 down.. 1 more to go!
ENDUREEE~

LETS GO FOR MAC BREAKFEST AND PRATA SUPPER!

its 3am now..
and im still doing my project stuff.. since like 7pm?
crazy right.

but by hook or by crook i have to finish by tonight if not i cant sleep.
i have a bad habit of finishing things first before i sleep.. which i dont think is very healthy.

i've been sleeping at 4am everyday..
and waking up like 9am to go to school, do my stuff.
crazy life..
its like i hasnt sleep at all man.

and now i think im like old people.. im tired, but i dont wanna sleep, i cant sleep.
even on buses.
its actually a bad feeling.

people who know me knows im a sleeping pig.
i sleep alot.. anywhere and everywhere.
i can sleep standing, sleep in the bus, train, even today while i was taking my test.

and cos of these few weeks, i cant sleep well anymore.

hope this week ends, but dont really hope it ends.
i miss my friends already..
and should i or not..

somebody pls show me the light..
please =X

ONE - Dong Bang Shin Gi


was doing my Golden ears training and stumbled upon this song..
pardon me for the korean stuff i've been posting.. guess ive been hit badly by the 'Korean waves"
hahaha.

but yar..
DBSK'S One..

anyways i was in popular today..
saw some girl crazily looking at DBSK'S Mirotic.
and *SQUEAKING*

thought what was she squeaking at.. so i ignore her and looked at the "Top 10" list that Popular has..

suprised to see DBSK'S Mirotic album there so i picked up and see..

turned around..and actually the girl was squeaking at the same album.
okie -_-.

i was attracted to the CD too but i wasnt like her..
and it was placed on the "TOP 10" list what..
so i just went over to see.
it costed freakig $30.95 pls.

for Mirotic, and Wrong number..
that same album with those songs..
scarily expensive lah.

but yar la..
the point of this post is..
THIS IS GONNA BE THE LAST WEEK OF SCHOOL AND I FREAKING HAVE AN EXAM TML!
BYE.

ONE lyrics-- KOREAN VERSION:

Hero]
Nega kumkwowadon neiri onuse yogi gude jabun sonuro nukkyojyo
ochomyon nomu molji molla marhaji mothejyo sumgyowadon gu maumdo morun chero

[Xiah]
Guden otton maumingayo gu nun soge bichwo on onjengae miremajodo
moduga da ne goshingayo nan saraina bwayo kamsaheyo modun gol gajyossuni

[All]
Someday I'll lay my love on you baby I don't wanna lose it now

[Micky]
Just one nopuningol

[Hero]
Onjenga uri mannan nalchorom

[Xiah]
Nega saraganun han iyu

[All]
Ojig norul wihan mampunin nal

[Max]
Aljanha

[U-Know]
Jinannari nege marheyo onjekaji yongwonhal su inun saranginji

[Max]
Harue kutheson onjena nal gidaryojwoyo hengbogheyo iron nol saranghalsurog

[All]
Yongwonhal su inun goryo sesang onu gosesorado

[Max]
Just one nopuningol

[Micky]
Nesalme hanbonpunil gu sarang

[U-Know]
Baro gudebakke obdago

[All]
Nanun algoisso midgoisso

[Xiah]
Yongwonhi

[Hero]
Olmana manhun saram sogeso nal chajanayo jigum gudeui gyothuro gayo

[Micky]
I pray for this love to be true sesang onu gosesorado
miss you my baby you

[Max]
Jogum do nege momullojwoyo

[Xiah]
I shigandurul nomoso gojidmalchorom

[U-Know]
Dallajinun meillo

[All]
Someday I'll lay my love on you baby I don't wanna lose it now

[Hero]
Just one nopuningol

[Max]
Onjenga uri manna nalchorom

[All]
Nega saraganun han iyu ojig norul wihan mampunin nal

[Xiah]
Aljanha


JAP VERSION:

Me ga sameru sono tabi

Kimi ga iru　Sono koto wo tashikameru

Ano koro no boku nu ha ienakatta

Kotoba ga afurete ittai yo



Naze boku wo yurusu no?

Nandomo kimi wo namida ni shizumeta no ni

Hohoemi kaesu no ga kotae nan da ne

“Arigatou.”

Sore shika ienai



Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Mou donna kaze ni fukarete

Mayoisou ni nattatte

Tatta hitotsu tatta hitori

Kimi wo



Mada sasayaku kokoro

Hontou ni aishitsudzukerareru ka, to

Kanashimi kara saki ni wakeaeta ne

Kimi shika dekinai sonna koto



Eien to nadzukeyou

Namae no nai ai wo

Just one futari de

Mou donna kotoba mo iranai

Sono hitomi ni chikaou

Kimi no soba ni isasete

Zutto



Chiisana kisekitachi ga

Bokutachi wo musubiawasetanda

kitto



I pray for this love to be true

Ushinaenai kimi wo

Miss you, my baby you

Boku no subete wo kakete

Kimi dake no sora ni niji wo kake

Futari de watarou



Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Mou donna kaze ni fukarete

Mayoisou ni nattatte

Tatta hitotsu tatta hitori



Kimi wo





Translation:



Everytime I open my eyes

I assure myself that you are there

The words I couldn’t say back then

Overflow now and fill me with pain



How can you forgive me?

Although I brought you to tears so many times

You gave me back a smile

“Thank you.”

That’s all I can say


Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Whatever winds I had to face

And if I’d gotten lost on my way

There was only one

You



Still my whispering heart

Is questioning if we really can continue to love

But when you were sad, I could share your pain

Such things I can only do for you



Let’s call

Our unnamed love“Eternity”

Just one Together

I don’t need any words

If you swear before my eyes

That you will let me be by your side

Forever



Small miracles tied us together

Certainly



I pray for this love to be true

I cannot lose you

Miss you, my baby you

I will give my everything

To cast a rainbow upon your sky

Let’s walk across it together



Someday I’ll lay my love on you

Baby I don’t wanna lose it now

Just one　My only one

Whatever winds I had to face

And if I’d gotten lost on my way

There is only one



You


personally i prefer the jap version more..
laalala

HI.
I THINK IM HAVING GASTRIC NOW.
blooddy hell.

2am in the morning lahhh.
and i NEVER EVER HAD GASTRICS LAH.


i think its the buffet..
plus im tired.

ARHG. ITS DAMN PAINFUL.

i think i should just sleep
=XX

I HATE GASTRICS.

I AM HUNGRY I AM HUNGRY I AM HUNGRY!

im so super glad today was over?!

nono THIS WEEK.
damn tiring week..
next week will be worst i bet.

but i had fun today!!

TODAY was brother's early 21st birthday celebration for him..
im so glad about everything..
people,food,game.. even the present we bought.

busy day but fulfilling =)

although only some of brother's close friends came.. not all.
i think he was somehow happy but still disappointed.
if it was me.. i will feel sad too.


but i think he was happy enough cos almost all of my relatives came..
and loads of ang baos and presents
hahaha.


ANYWAYS.
my friend say i can be event planner..

why not!
new job prospect!

now i realise i can do alot of other things other then recording and stuff.
YAY.

alright im hungry and tired i wanna sleep.


**NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU!

IM SUPER SCARED OF THE EXAM ON MONDAY.
SHIT i think im gonna fail =XX
HOWHOWHOWHOWHOW!!


*sings thinking of you~

OMGGG.

i jsut wasted an hour of my life..
watching a movie on channel U.
totally waste my braincells and time trying to think what the story is talking about.

seriously.
its the first horror movie that made me feel like sleeping lah.
z.

should i or not..
ahould i or not..
should i or not..

sometimes i wish i gotta go NS.
=X

SINGS.. "NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU.. YOU~"

okie lah..
today not so into that song..
more into BIGBANG's Lie.

"IM SO SORRY BUT I LOVE YOU YEO GOH JI MAR.."

FINALLY THIS WEEK IS COMING TO AN END.
you have no idea how much i wish it would end.
i've been sleeping at 4am almost everyday.
imagine the tiredness and irritating body i have.

oh well..
today is kinda considered a relaxed day for me cos 1/3 of my assignments are kinda done.. now left with the major MAJOR one.
which im also damn scared i'll screw up.
pray for me ok!

by the way..

was scrolling thru the songs.. and decided to listen to some chinese and english pop cos i've been listening to too much Kpop.. until i think i can speak their language.
oh well maybe not. but i was definitely quite crazy over it.

Jolin's New Album.. 花蝴蝶.




wasnt particularly interested in it..since i've grown out of the Jay & Jolin Era (somehow)
but out of curiousity just listened to it.
and it kinda kept to her old style..
remember "Mr Q" and “假装”
yea.. some where along that sort of songs..

and one slow song that i kkind got attracted to..

[妥协]

你总爱编织谎言

我负责配合表演

所有改变 只为了进入你的世界

这情节 重复了一百遍

才发现 是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界

不能轻易犯规

所有时间 都是先给了你优先权

不自觉 爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解

抱着你 不让你飞

历史不断重演 我好累

爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界

我不能轻易犯规

所有时间 都是先给了你优先权

不自觉 爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解

抱着你 不让你飞

历史不断重演 我好累

爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡

我不想再为你掉泪

我了解 不会再仍在徘徊

开始自己的明天

爱到妥协 到头来还是误解

抱着你 不让你飞

历史不断重演 我好累

爱到妥协 也无法将故事再重现

你也想退后一点 我躲在我的世界


Tuo Xie 妥协 (FULL CD Version) - Jolin (Tsai) Cai Yi Lin

not really the melody cause it just sounds like any ballad..
but i kinda like the way the lyrics is written.
so yupps.


ANOTHER ONE IS..

Katy Perry's [Thinking OF YOU]

was in Gramophone just now with lele and stumbled upon her songs..
kinda interestedd so i did a lil search.
turn out.. it wasnt so bad..
as you know.. i dont really listen to english songs since.. i just dont.
but this song is nice.


Thinking Of You - Katy Perry



Comparisons are easily done

Once you've had a taste of perfection

Like an apple hanging from a tree

I picked the ripest one

I still got the seed

You said move on where do I go

I guess second best is all I will know

** Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes **

You're like an Indian summer

In the middle of winter

Like a hard candy

With a surprise center

How do I get better

Once I've had the best

You said there's

Tons of fish in the water

So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips

I taste your mouth

He pulled me in

I was disgusted with myself

**Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into...**

You're the best

And yes I do regret

How I could let myself

Let you go

Now the lesson's learned

I touched it I was burned

Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him

I am thinking of you

Thinking of you

What you would do if

You were the one

Who was spending the night

Oh I wish that I

Was looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Looking into your eyes

Oh won't you walk through

And bust in the door

And take me away

Oh no more mistakes

Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

Over...



NICE RIGHT.

im quite emo now..
cos my BBF is over..
BYE BYE YOON JI HOO =X

no more drama to fantasize already..
well. time to concentrate on work this week i guess.

=)

i wish i was superwoman =X


LAST EMO SONG before i go..


Brand New Day - 사랑같은 거
Title: [Saranggateun geo/ Love you]



seolma uriga heeojigedoeljul mollasseo

geu ttaen mollasseo

neoman ttaragadaga neoman barabodaga

ibyeori oneun geol bojimotaesseo

ije sarangeun nunmuriraneungeol arasseo

cheoeum arasseo

neomu geuriwoseo han beon miwoseo tto han beon

beoreutcheoreom jakku nunmulman na

**maeumgateungeo gaseumgateungeo

naegen charari jebal eobseosseumyeon jokesseo

gieokjocha sarajyeo deoisang niga saenggangnajianke
apado apeunjureul moreuge


gyeou imankeum saranghada tteonabeorilkkeol

naege ongeoni

neoreul wonmanghamyeo haru geurimyeo tto haru

sandaneunge neomu himideureo

maeumgateungeo gaseumgateungeo

naegen charari jebal eobseosseumyeonjokesseo

gieokjocha sarajyeo deo isang niga saenggangnajianke

apado apeunjureul moreuge



neoneun sanggwaneopgetji amureochi anketji

neouigyeote nugunga isseultenikka

ijeoyamanhaneunde babogatgedo ajikdo

wae neoreul gidarineunji



saranggateungeo ibyeolgateungeo

du beon dasineun ije na hajianheullae

sangcheomani namgyeojyeo

ireoke gaseumeul da manggateuryeo

apeugeman hae



ireonapeumiramyeon

jugeodo dasinhalgemotdoenabwa

ireoke ulligiman hanikka

ireoke himdeulgeman hanikka

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EMO SONG..

the clock on my computer says "12.25am, 02/4"

im eating my lunch/dinner noww.
crazy right..
the last thing i ate today was pao pao cha and kaya waffles..
that was 3pm on the bus..


and for the first time..
i broke the record of staying in school until so late.
me and urlele left at 10.41pm.

crazy shits.
and i bought dinner home.

for awhile i tot i was gonna faint in the train.
lol.


today was a funn day..

in the morning my papa was looking around for his keys.
for like 20mins he was shuffling around with things.
walk in and out of the gate(he used my mum's keys to open the gate) to see if he dropped it somewhere.

then like keep looking for it..say really ridiculous things like 'wind blow away already!"

hhahaha.
then when im finally ready to go out..
i saw a small piece of paper lying on the floor near my door..
so i picked it up and saw..

"dear neighbour.. i saw your set of keys hanging on your gate yesterday night..
so i locked the gate and threw it into your silver unbrella thats on your gate"

HAHAHAH.
then its super funny.

i nearly wanna shout...
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS.

lol. but it was too early.

oh wells. this year i manage to prank 2 guys.. not bad right.
hahah..
HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

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