All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

been slacking the whole week i totally forgot about school and the stuff we need to do.
hah.

anyways..
not gonna talk about school stuff.. since its gonna be boring.

FRIDAY.
finally out after 4 days being at home, and everywhere else doing nothing.
been to Khatib to play..
PAINTBALL.

thanks to anwar for organising, and thanks to the guys who decided to come at last.
and also 'thanks' to the guys who agreed to come and then pangseh at last min.

but overall.. paintball was.. erm.
hot,sweaty,fun,crazy,tiring,CS-like,dirty,smelly... and lastly. DAMN PAINT-FUL.


but i kinda enjoy and not enjoy it.


hahah. cos firstly..

i think this sport is more suitable for guys since they're more towards sweaty and crazy running kinda thing..
and also its quite war-strategy based kinda game.
and also.. you have to shoot properly and know who to shoot.
hahaha.

and its painful.
i kena 3 orh-cheh already. can u imagine.
and im forever hiding behind wooden boards.. still can kena shot.
3!

and my friends were amused at the orh-cheh cos they're incredibly weird looking
hahah.

but overall.. paintball was quite fun la. and it was rather short and sweet.
the game was only like 1 hour or so. and we had breaks in between somemore.

PAINTBALL = PAINTFUL.


but the place where the paintball game was held was damnn nice!
and relaxing..
a very nice place to just sit down, read a book, and chill.

they have basketball court there somemore..
and a small sandpit to play beachball i guess.

and the toilet was CLEAN.
i was amazed.
lol.


i dint take pictures of us in the mask or what cos was too lazy and dirty to do it..
but took photos of the pplace and them playing bball..











































AND TA-DAH! my BIG ORHCHEH!

hahah

Day 1:



Day 2:







PLUS muscle cramp cos i hasnt work out for a long time..
haha

but people who wanna go play paintball..
dont let this frighten you.
i guess it's really a guy game cos all the liked it.
and its really quite fun, minus the pain..


so this is my PAINTBAL DAY! =)

i feel kinda weird now i dont know what to say.

tell me how to face you.

又是个睡不着的夜晚。。

又失眠了。。

失眠真的很痛苦。。
很痛苦。

可能因为在想很多事所以睡不着。。

我真的想很多。。

就最近我就有这个句子出现在我脑海。。

“人因梦想而伟大”

可能最近太多人问我“毕业后要做什么”。。
搞到我真的快疯了，又必须逼自己去想，去回答。。 所以自己也有些疯了似的。。


最近。。
我真的很想去台湾
很想离开家。。


“人因梦想而伟大”

WHY ISNT KFC 24HRS!?

anyways i think im going on a food blige.
i cant stop eating man..

chum liao.
and i dont know whhy..

dont say im fortunate just because i dont grow bigger.
cause it really doesnt feel good to have junk food going into your stomach.
not very nice.


i just ate chicken wings and garlic bread like.. 3 hrs ago and im hungry AGAIN!

damn.

i need something to occupy me so i dont feel that i need food all the time..

eeee.

but im HUNGRY! =x

he's just not that into you.

yes. dont doubt..
i watched it when it was in the cinemas today.

was anticipating it.. but wasnt really what i expected.
wasnt that good but wasnt that bad either.
had some good laughs.. and also there were some scenes where you'll think "WHAT?!!"

i'll rate it :3 out of 5 stars?

prob i guess it was from a book talking about relationships therefore it's weird to make it into a whole movie thing.

i thought it'll be better if it was made into a tv show or smth.

but oh wells.. it did cover the real issues that girls and guys nowadays are facing, whether or not you're attached or single.

and to think of it.. some girls are really similar to the ones in the movie..
except that we wont go out with just ANY guy.
guess asian girls and culture aint that open yet.

a movie to watch only if..

- you're damn bored on weekends
- you've too much $$$ to spend
- you're interested in the movie
- you're interested in the hot actresses.

to think of it.. i dont really like Scarlett Johanson?
i dont know. just dont like her..

its like how you see a girl on a street and you immediately know you dont like her look and feel..

haha.
yar.. i dont like S.J.
i think she feels fake.. and look fake tooo.

SAW ALLURA ON THE TEEVEE.

so happy for my friends even though i know im only watching them on screen..
but im still exxcited!!


anyways..
somehow the following song sounds like a good breakup song..
or a good healing song.
hahaah

ENJOY.



用力抱着 by Fish Leong

我心里也有的忐忑 时间跟我说会好的

决心放好了 这一次非你不可

若这不是爱 那有过的是什么

寂寞时你像个贝壳

闭上眼 你倔强地摀住双耳

背对背地坐着 我们用沉默在拉扯

看谁的泪先输掉拔河

爱我时你不够严格

总忘了 能够牵手多么难得


我不怕生命有挫折 不怕回忆会有皱折

唯有你说要放弃 我不愿附和


你心里有多少忐忑 交给我去用力抱着

双手还有热 或许能唤起你的不舍


有一天我们伤的心会愈合

心里的忐忑 抱着慢慢就会好的

感动都有了 还有什么不认可

不准我们把爱 给走成了坎坷





多少恋人不费唇舌

在一起 却说服彼此不适合

我懂得生命有沼泽 懂得爱会失去光泽

只是在你怀里是 快乐的抉择

你心里有多少忐忑 交给我去用力抱着

双手还有热 或许能唤起你的不舍

有一天我们伤的心会愈合

心里的忐忑 抱着慢慢就会好的

感动都有了 还有什么不认可

不准我们把爱 给走成了坎坷

我心里也有的忐忑 曾经你也勇敢抱着

思念还有歌 唱着我无法对你割舍

相信我们伤的心会愈合

心里的忐忑 时间跟我说会好的

决心放好了 这一次非你不可

若这不是爱 那有过的是什么

happy.
and sad.

happy!

because..

the video that me and lele did for class turn out well.. which was a big suprise cos we really thought that it'll be so bad since we dint have enough time to clean up some parts and do the levels..but still.. im quite satisfied with the results!

happy!

because.. its THURSDAY!
no la.. because i PASSED MY FINAL THEORY TEST. with just ONE GO!

yay! im uber happy laa!

cos i dint really study for it.. and one day before that i was still struggling whether or not to go for it..
since the time also clashed with the time i teach piano. dint wanna trouble my boss to change the timing..

but i was glad i did Go!! cause i passed it!!

anyways i think that FTT is soo much easier then BTT!!
cause BTT needs to memorise more stuff while FTT no need!
woohoo. i can officially learn driving w/o having to worry that i'll fail FTT!

yay yay yay!

thank God also! cause i've been praying damn hard before i took the test.

God is Good!!


Happy! becausee..

the cab uncle say i look young for being a teacher!
hahahaa..
like Sec school

yay!! *flies up into the skyy*
******************************************************
Sad. because...

I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO MINIMALISM PIECE!
tml have to hand up..
i feel like running away from class man..
really.


im listening to Bjork now to get some ideas.. but her songs are.. really minimalist.
but actually im getting use to it.

BUT IM SO SCREWED!!

i had a wonderful day.. but still i feel depreseed cos i dont have a single idea of how to do the piece!

and i got Prayer Meeting to attend tonight!!

DAMN!!

okie praypraypray!

hope everyone survived FRIDAY the 13th..

AND

the BIG "V" day without any accidents.. except burning a hole in your pockets (for those attached i mean)

of course now i kinda understand why adults hate V day.. especially those single people.

1) you pay for what you DONT get on V day.

like.. you pay double for a dinner for 2, but u dont get extra service, you dont get better food, and you see more people sitting beside you.

2) you see more-than-enough couples on the road as compared to normal.

need me say more?

3) you'll be the odd one our if you're NOT carrying a flower(be it a stalk or a bouquet)

im serious.. except for this year i guess.
cos flower prices went up.. so more people chose to forgo this idea of getting the girl flowers..
but than.. it used to be..

IF YOU'RE NOT CARRYING A FLOWER, YOU'RE WEIRD~

okay correct me if im wrong.

4) people simply jack up prices jsut because its V day.

yar same point as 1.
except that i'm one of the people jacking up the price.
come'on. i dont print dollar notes for a living, i need cash too..
but i've already gave all the discount i can give to my friends.. so i dont think they've got anything to complain about =) im such a good friend~ *bleah*


oh well enough about complaining.. im becoming one of the little ah ma's who keeps going on and on about V day.

but this year.. abit weird for me cos its the first year that i actually hate it.
haha i dono why also..
maybe singapore really too many couples already.

oh well. i spent my V day sucking people's pocket money.
haha well not really but then.. yeps. i went to sell flowers.

not really as good experience as last year but the sales wasnt that bad afterall.
i actually dread selling flowers because simply:
1) i've grown out of it
2) it's gonna be so damn tiring.
3) the number of rejection i'll get compared to the number of acceptance.

but oh wells.. since my mum was so insistant that i went to sell flowers.. i did actually went.
but now with my cousin and my beloved qiqi and a couple of church mates.
quite fun thou despite tiring..
although we dint manage to finish selling the flowers.. we're all very happy that it was over.
hahaha.

some photos of beautiful flowers that mama made and some snap shots of the flower selling..
















THE BIG FAMILY OF COIN POUCHES =)))

















see..left so many bouquet..




the guys who tagged alongg.



MR LOO.. who bought the last bouquet of flowers from mee. heh



SHOU GONG LER!









THE AFTERMATH...
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