All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

ohmygoddd.
I FEEL VERY OLD LAH.

was at one of my church member's house just now for pastoral care/cell. whatever u like to call it.

and he's a teacher, so he invited his students over for some visitation.
and i was talking to them since the elders in church wants me to talk to them..

so they were like making fun of my age cos im older than them
kena called DAJIE nevermind, its just the age thing that kena make fun of.
damn. now i know why they say a girl's age,weight,height is a big SECRET.

and i cant really talk to them..
its like i dont get what they say, only some parts.
children nowadays are weirder than those of our times i tell u
but this church friend of mine has funny students..
they are really quite funny lah..

now i know what they mean by 代沟

im facing that now..
SHIT.

hahahha.
anyways.. to all my loyal readers/fans/favourite people..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
10 MORE DAYS TO GO! =))

some guy just couldnt understand God's salvation and than start to talk even before he knew wad was going on.
i just feel stupid by thinking about his words.

if you dont know much about this person, dont judge as if you think that you know this person very well.
if you dont have faith, dont say other people dont have faith.


aiya. but whats the purpose of talking to you when you wont even listen?

when its time, its time.

dont you people think there are too many people getting together these days?
like there're loads of couples when you walk outside on the streets..
and friends are like really getting attached.

lol.
random thought.

wish..
and your thoughts will come true.

and i was thinking of anna on sunday..
and i saw her on sunday!
cool right..
hey it wasnt intentional ok!!
God made us meet.
lol.

anyways i had a bad dream on sat...
which kinda scare me alot now.

maybe i've watched too much news on the wars between kaza and israel..
or heard too much stories from deacon kuanyou..
or read too much news on the bangkok gun shooting incident..

i dream i was in afghastanistan, with my friends..
ive no idea why i was there..
then while we're buying bread for lunch.. gun fire started out of no where..

we were terrified, and i ran.
then i got lost with my friends and was alone.
then i found myself hiding at some place with the people living there.

then i was found with the rest of them and was held hostage by the terrorist.
damn it was scary man.
to think of guns pointing at you and threatening your life, willing to die at any moment.

at that point of time you might be thinking what i'm thinking right?
nope im not thinking about my family. i also dono why.
i thought of God's salvation and His judgement.
then i got scared.
not of death but of judgement.
it seems like i've not lived the best out of my life till now.
everything i did was for myself.. and all i could remember at that moment was all the lies i told, all the bad attitudes i gave my parents and all that crap i did in this 19 years of life.
THEN SUDDENLY i had to be judged.
im not prepared.

so anyways i dint get shot down, but did hear real gun shots although i know they're fake ones.
i manage to run awaay and got united with my friends..
and then..
NOPE we dint catch a plane nor stay at some guarded ambassy..

I WOKE UP, and was very terrified.
and of course tired.
FIGHT WAR LEH U THINK WHAT!
lol.


but somehow i think God wants me to re-think my purpose on earth and really reflect on my life..
re-assure myself that im saved before saying things like "i wanna die"
yes i say that all the time last year but not yet in 09.

and God wants me to think what i can do for him.

"For God so loved the world He gave his ONLY SON."
who's Jesus Christ, who washed away my sins, who saves me when i just believe in Him, who gave me strength to carry on, who loved me, who gave me faith and trust and all the good things on earth.

all my friends who're reading this..
guess u have to start thinking about your purpose in life =)

ohman. its 330am in the morning.
NIGHTS!

i've always wanted to drive a car..
if i ever get my lisence..
ever since i realise that i'm gonna have to pay adult transport fees from JUNE 2009 on wards.
damn sad lah.
im gonna miss the days where i paid only 45cents to take a bus.
and im definitely gonna miss my CONCESSION!

give me back my concession!!

travellingg in singapore is.. expensive man.
thats why i wanna drive.. cos i dont really see a difference in paying for petrol compared to paying adult fares.
and even though i have more to think of(COE,carpark,fines,paying for the car,maintainance etc) if i really ever intend to drive, i think i'll work hard towards that goal.

oh well. tell me whats NOT expensive now?
damn.

oh anyways..
im just here to share my dream car.. somehow.
why somehow?
because the car/vehicle(cause its not exactly a car,its more of a van) is not manufacturing anymoreee.
HOW SAD IS THAT!
huh. im damn sad now..


anyways i'll just show u guys some of its glorious moments =)





ITS SUPER CHIO LAH!



CAN SEAT SO MANY PEOPLE AT THE BACK! SF PEOPLE WONT HAVE TO WORRY IF WE GOTTA TRAVEL AROUND..





HUH MY DREAM CAR.. NO MORE.

oh well..
i can stick to my old option..
which i have one parked at my house carpark downstairs now..
but sadly i dont own it..





somehow i have a liking to abit-vintage cars, plus squarey ones.
hahaah i also dono..


i think i can continue to dream on..

dreaming~~

Amist all the busy-ness i feel in this century..
i've decided to give people some laugh.

SEE I SO NICE =)

ok laugh your heads off.. HEADLESS PEOPLE!
lol.

okay.. my newest newsst photo thanks to urlele..
i think the centre-parting one looks freaking funny, and i look like a weird nun on a bus..
ahhaha.






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the ultimate one which left me and urlele laughing non-stop..

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OK BYE HEADLESS PEOPLE!

seriously..
seriously..

why would somebody wanna get ink on their body?
i dont understand..

its like you get art on your body and the price you pay is pain and a lifetime of drawings on your skin?

huh i really dont understand why people wanna do it..

is it really to feel pain?
or they did it in remembrance of someone they love?

guess i'll never understand the philosophy of it all..
just like how i can never understand why there isnt a 'CUTTED' word in the universe.

haha.
tatoo?
no thanks.
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was watching Campus Superstar..
was quite suprised at their voices when some of them sang..
and was quite disappointed also.. because i thought the one who can sing, dont really can.

but anyways.. i think both the little ones, Ai Jia(C2) and the little boy Jarod has HUGE voices in their little body!

C3 Rachel has good voice.. but then i think she still needs practice bah.

i think C4 cant sing.. haha im sorry.

and i like C6 Joselin's attitude. heard of her like even before the competition start.. i think she has very good voice, not disppointed at all.
now it depends on whether she can maintain her standard thruout the competition..

i think she'll go far loh.

haha i think i prefer 实力派 singers compared to 包装派


but i was suprised at how they were affected when their friends dint do very well.
well i guess they had good bonding ever since they got into the competition that they dint realise it's a competition.
innocent kids.. which is a good thing.. because they dont realise how corrupted the world is.

haha..im watching the results now..
i think everybody already has in mind who'll be voted out la hor..
so just watch for the excitement.

wahhaha.
see you.

everytime when i have things to do..
my microsoft office had to crash.

well im living in a world of unpredictable.


its 330am now.
gosh i'll look like a zombie tomorrow.
well i just come here to complain only..

nights.

i realise im the only active blogger in 2009.

why nobody update about their lives one?!

anyways i hear screaming downstairs.
no, its not roudy people,
nope its not gangsters..

beside my house's a school..
and so school means..( NOPE, DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT, NOT GHOSTS)



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yes,CAMPPPP!!

OMGG.
ITS BEEN SOO LONG SINCE I HAD CAMP!
by that i dont mean church one lah..
school camp.
although ive only been to two of my school camps..
i definitely miss all the fun, all the dirty stuff we do, all the getting-to-know-you-better kinda activites.
not forgetting all the cheers and teachers..
and sabotaging.


OH I REALLY MISS SCHOOL!
=X

why do i have to grow up so fast!

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went to watch the FIRST MOVIE OF THE YEAR with Sister Urlele.
hahha.

guess what..
the last second movie i watched is also the first movie i watched in 2009.
yupp.

those who know me well might have already guessed it..

TWILING! (AGAIN)
itss.. OMG. still nice.
the scenery,lines of the actors and actresses..
fighting actions.
still engaging.
and i still give it a high rating!
4 out of 5!!

although after i watched the "sound design for LOTR" in lectures, thats why i dont think the sound effects is that good.
but i think the songs/soundtracks for Twilight is still nice and listen-able and able to make me tap my foot to it.













there'll be more tomorrow. when the 3 girls meet again.. then it'll be the day the photo war starts..
LOL.

I REALLY WANNA GO TAIWAN!!
PLEASE? =)

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL！！












THIS IS A FUNNY CANDID PHOTO.





THE NORMAL CRAZY STUFF THAT WE'LL DO



HEH.



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I LOVE MY GIRLS =)

IT ALL DEPENDS.


☀ FT 혜현 says:
n whatcha gonna do
☀ FT 혜현 says:
work? uni?

[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
ahhaah
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
both?!
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
like it depends if i pass
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
then it depends whether which uni has my course
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
and again it depends on whether i have e money
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
lol
[lameness.com]*maybe i cant be who you are says:
so IT ALL DEPENDS
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first day of school..

happy to see all my friends..
and quite satisfied with my timetable this sem although its still slack.
but im already preparing my heart for all that projects thats coming! must chiong already!

and i was talking to my teacher this afternoon cos he wanted to see me and some of my classmates about some of our grades.
although im happy that i passed, i knew i dint do my best.

although i passed, but it wasnt a really happy pass cos it was just rather border line.
and im at my 3rd year, i really should buck up.

and to my damn suprise suprise..
i got rather high passing marks for other subs except for the heavy weightage project.
heavy weightage lehh

if i did better for it, i guess i wouldnt be meeting my lecturer already..

then i damn sian
hahah but i know its not my fault and i stopped blaming myself already.
but i think if i did something, the end results will be different.

but.. aiya.

why is life full of regrets?
haha.

nevermind, i should look forward and buck up!

LIFE IS FULL OF SUPRISES!

haha i talk until like very optismistic but i think my view of it will change soon when i get all my work.

ahhhh.
i got stuff to do now..

HAPPY SCHOOL RE-OPENING FOR ALL MT STUDENTS =)

im having sore throat into the 4th day of 2009.
how happy is that..

anyways tml's school re-opening which meant my last final sem..
NOOOOOO.
i dont wanna graduate... =XX

i'll miss my friends..
=((
just by thinking about it is sad.

ok shant talk about the crazy imagination i had.

ITS 2009!!

new wishes for new year!!

so many things had happened during the holidays and its passed so fast!
but im glad i did grew up a lil after i know about the stories.

ohmygod.
im writing crap on my 2nd post.

alright i shall keep my words to myself,
and try to shou shi xin qing for my last sem..

CHIONG AH! =))

hello 2009!

haha before i began with any weird posts..

me and my friends agree that..
2009 IS A FREAKY YEAR!!

you'll know why..

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