Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Drive me thru the monsoon, to where it's safe.
Drive me thru the rain, from all the pain.
Drive me anywhere, with you in my life..
cos keep driving on, until the end of time.
YAY.
i've just created another song.
no lah. rubbish. but i think its rather meaningful to me since i love the rain soo much.
yay. i saw him today.
and H dint sms me today.
woah. i think really relax alot loh.
everytime he sms me i'll go crazy. cause in the first place i dont wanna reply, and secondly i dont know what to reply.
his sms-es are all so dramatic.
anyways church's driving me crazy
maybe these few days im having exams and then work is so much..
and then alot of things occuring.
im losing my drive lah.
its irritating to get people come up to tell me she dont want this dont want that.
hais,
sometimes i think i shouldnt have just went into so much serving?
its like.. i really dont feel God already..
although im still praying and stuff.
but he's not there anymore.
im scared one day i'll just crumble and die...
anyways its 215am now..
i just finished reading my notes.
and im so dead for tomorrow cos im so unprepared.
although im not panicking now..
i think i'm gonna be when im in front of my papers.
im so screwed.
if i just fail for this semester its gonna be very sad..
somemore my video confirm fail already.
ah its a sad month.
im thinking....
but everytime i think it wont happen.
and i hope everything goes back to foundation times where everyone is happy.
but sadly time has changed everything
ok im gonna sleep before i continue to write crap..
goodnights!