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hello im back.

just feel like blogging cos i think my blog's abit dead.
and not really lah. since i just wanna crap about stuffs.

yar. stuffs.


just a quick update about my life.

somehow.. i dont know why.
i somehow feel i lost the meaning of life once again.
yes. again.

remember how i was so lost in the past month then i picked myself up because God showed me the light.

then now i'm like.. lost in myself again.
like i dont know what i want, i know im busy but feels very empty that kinda thing.

how to say leh. i dono la.
you just interpret it yourself.

its just a very empty and bad feeling that i dont think anybody should feel.
especially when im a christian.
especially when im serving.
especially when im one of the leaders in church.
especially when im.. living with God in my life.

im not suppose to feel that way right.
maybe i've just been living for myself, thats why.

i think i've been numbing myself with many many different things now.
really.

somehow i feel people are all leaving me.
like. shanwei's in australia. although i dont really talk to her already cos the timing quite different for us and she talks to brother more. well i miss her.
and brother's going Ns like tomorrow.
everything's like going so fast i dont have time to catch them back.
and now i will have one less person at home to talk to me.

and dont ask me why i go to work, go to church, go to GA rehersals.
i seriously dont know okay?
say for money or whatever.
i really dont know.

anyways wanna thank this wonderful girl in my life who's always there for me whether rain or shine, happy or sad.
THANK YOU URLELE!
u'll never know how much i appreciate your presence at the most crucial moment.
thank you alot and i really dont know how to thank you more. =))



i think i'm so emo nowadays because i've been reading this series of book written by this author who named herself "orange"
ok i know tis is kinda bizarre but her stories are quite close to me, and they're funny to begin with.
i love funny story and touching story lines.

anyone who wanna borrow can tell me..
but warn u all first..
its a chinese novel in traditional chinese character!
lol.


幸福，從來就不是一個人的事

我們，卻總是自己就做了決定


喜歡是友情，愛則是愛情
而我，喜歡妳，也愛妳，
可否，妳的愛情，我在裡面


因為，有些人，錯過了就是錯過了
而妳，則是我，不願錯過的那個人

。
。
。
「喜歡和愛要怎麼分辨？」
『簡單，喜歡是友情，愛則是愛情。』
「喜歡有可能變成愛嗎？」
『就像你和云瑄哪。』
「那愛變成喜歡呢？」
『就像我和你囉。』
「兩者有可能同時並存嗎？」
『那對方肯定是你錯過不行的人。』
－－所以，為什麼不把握？

i think im gonna buy her book again!!
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anyways.
here some of the few, and v few photos of me and my childrens and the wedding i've been to and dadadad.
will upload more when i'm not that busy!!





I LOVE THEM!!







bride =))

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