Friday, May 16, 2008
i'm watching this "Coma" show on channel U now.
erm. its weird cos i dont watch horror shows.
i dont like to scare myself actually.
but then..this Coma show is like scary but not scary.
maybe i'm not that afraid now..
its like sometimes you feel more scared then other times.. and there're times where u dont feel scared at all when you watch horror movies?
hahaha now i'm not feeling scared.. lucky.
cos i'm alone in the living room.
watching this stupid bloody dark hospital story.
dono about what la.. talking about this girl who can see ghost i think.
aiya.
dots.
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was at Ah bao's bdae celebration just now..
the little girl is 17 this year!
woohoo. time passes really fast!
its like we just called her 'ququle'(her nickname) 'yesterday', but its like in the blink of an eye, everybody is growing up.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH BAO! WELCOME TO THE HALF-WORLD OF ADULTS =)
anyways. i wanna say something.
cos i was talking to Qi just now while walking.
and she was telling me that she might move in to hostel.
z.
its nothing bad, im happy for her..
but my heart just went sinking cos i just realise nobody whos close to me, is gonna live in the east for the next half of the year.
lets see.
Qi staying in NUS hostel cos her house is just tooo far from school.
miss fu going overseas for maybe 2 1/2 years.. =x
mr lew yile going army in oct..
and if i add upp,
mr shaun loo is going ns in july..
then wait till drunken koh goes into army, and haolong goes to army leh..
fellowship will be nobody-less.
i'll be LONELY AGAIN.
why always me?
i mean i'm not trying to act emo or what..
just that the thought of my closest people not close to me, and leaving me for awhile really saddens me.
i'm someone who needs friends around me.
and the closest of closest cannot leave me.. if not i'll be very sad.
hais.
what to do.
see what will happen in these 2 years loh.
ahhhh i'm feeling so sad already! =(