Sunday, April 20, 2008
i think God is really amazing.
its funny how he sends 'angels' to me.. and kinda be with me and makes me happy.
just when i'm feeling low spiritually,and all the sermons and words from the bible dont seem to work on me anymore..
the brothers in church came and talk to me..
its weird because i'm not close to them, but it was a refreshing experience =)
just when i'm starting to get tired of going to church, of serving, of everything on saturdays and sundays..
God wanna make me feel happy for going to church, simply by people.
Just when i'm feeling lonely in church, cos kinda ALL of my sisters are either attached, or busy, or working..
i'm so fortunate to have my brothers in christ.
Just yesterday we're out celebrating shanwei's bdae..
and after everything all of them seem to disappear.. then i start to feel abit lonely again.
then i'm lucky to have jeremy on my way home.
its kinda weird because.. although we grew up together, we're not close, and until now.
and it was just recently when my brother always goes out with Ms Fu, then he'll ask jeremy along..
then i'll be asked to go also.. so then from there i knew him better, more comfortable with him.
so.. yesterday because everybodu left (my brother send Ms Fu back.. so i was left to go back alone)..
i was standing at the bus stop talking to jeremy while waiting for my bus..
and then i think we had so much to talk about.. he actually took a bus with me and we sat at my bus stop and talk until quite late.
i mean its really really hard to get someone to talk to you about anything and everything, and somemore when its the time where you really needed to talk to someone.
so i thank God for him.
although i reach home quite late.. but i was happier to have someone to share with me.
and just JUST...
i went supper with jeremy and other brother Guocheng.
because both of them came to night service.. so i just accompany them to eat..
and since jeremy had straight bus from simpang.. i took a bus with GC to tampines to change bus.
on the way we were talking about life and all.
then he suddenly ask
'how are you?'so i just sid 'ok loh.. nothing much'
but he's v weird.. he's kinda those very sensitive and emotional guy, you know? so he'll come up with those weird emotional questions..
haha so he was like
'you're not always as happy as you are on the outside right?'yar.. so we talk until my bus came.
i feel alot happier cos whenever i'm sick of somethings.. God will always provide me with something else.
so when my sisters aint there.. there're still brothers =)
i feel so lucky!anyways.. Thank God i pass the theory exam!
although i have confidence i'll pass.. but i wont pass with high pass.
so.. okay la, results are as i expected.
nothingg to complain.
ERR. got.
i wanna
COMPLAIN.URLELE'S SCORE SO SUPER HIGH!
I DONT WANNA FRIEND U LIAO LELE! =X