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i think i am stupid.
i think i seriously am.

when i came back from St Pats.. although i'm tired.. i went for a run downstairs.
the weather's too good to miss man.
and u know..
the purpose of running is to keep fit.. and also..
to try and slim down.
KEYWORD: TRY.

and so i went for a half an hour jog..
and i came back.. rested for an hour and dinner was back.
so i ate dinner.
i think it was because of the run.
i ate my dinner.. and one slice of bread with curry. and yoghurt.
i think i ate ALOT can.

and i'm not suppose to?
cos the ultimate purpose of that run is help me burn fats (since my beloved brother keep saying i got fat cheeks =X)
and i ate all that 'fats' that i burned during running, back at dinner.
stupid right.

then while i was studying..
i encountered quite some technical terms that i dono.
so i went online and check all of them
and being the stupid me.. there was quite a number of them..
and so i check until i sian already.
then got one stupid question i dont understand i went to ask ang.
and guess what's that question?

"Whats the difference between a amplifier and a speaker?"

stupid question right?!
i think anyone can answer me loh.
diaos.

why am i so stupid!!


i guess i cannot slack anymore.
all the slacking make me lazier and use my brain lesser. =X

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last friday after the rehersal i was asked to go to this monthly pastoral care thing organised by my church.
at first i was unwillin cause i was soooo tired (remember i slept on this guys' shoulder while i was on the way home?LOL)
ahh. but my papa insisted so i just went.

then i tot this guy's kinda experiencing what i'm going thru now..
so he was saying that his current job is kinda slack.. bosses all very slack.
even when he wants to work hard.. abit hard also cos his boss just ask him to relax..
prob cause his bboss is ang moh la.

so.. he was saying.
he isnt too used to this kinda slack life cause his previous jobs all require him to be fast worker.. suddenly its like he got too much free time for himself until he dono what to do.
face wife and children everyday( since he gets to work at home most of the time).. he feels HE's the one being a burden to them.. not them being his burden.
hahaha. funny right.

then he was saying..
sometimes he just think about random stuff during hiis very free Free time..
to think about things like "what if this job made me gotten use to the slacky habit.. then if i wanna change job i cannot get us to the fast pace how?"
things like that..
so he said that too slack also caused it to be something he stress about everyday..
he needs to constantly think of things to do to occupy himself.

its kinda funny because everybody wants what he's doing now..
(just practically slacking la..and gettting paid)
but he's worried that if he slack too much it'll become a habit.
lol

then after that i shared with him.
actually i'm also facing the same thing.
many people want the kinda life i have now.
just go to school.. do the things i love..
then slack.
no homework..
no projects.
exam also slack slack kind.

but sometimes i dont really want it?
ahha sometimes really feel too free until i think life has nothing for me to live for.
everyday is..
wake up..
schoool..
lesson..
talk rubbish..
arcade..
dinner...
home..
thats it.

like not productive at all ah.
so i can feel the stress he's going thru.
sometimes i also feel stress what.
if the school so slack.. then i learnt nothing at all.. next time how am i gonna work?

all this kind of things.

aiya.
huamn very weird de la.

slack also stress.
too much work also stress.
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lol.
anyways i'm going to bed after typing so much.
deprived of sleep cos i've been playing mahjong on viwawa.com
hahaha.
tml got exam ah..
prepare to die =XX
NIGHTS.

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