All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

busy busy busy weekend...

friday did some shopping in bugiss..
realised i haven shop for awhile =)


Arab street is a interesting place.
the feeling it gives me is like.. relaxes and unfamiliar, but yet close.
i dono la.. but its nice to visit all these weird places once in a while though.
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practice in the morning on sat at 9am.
then church meeting at 2pm.
fellowship at 4pm.
wow.
rush like mad.
from north to east.

i was so tired on that day i start to blabber weird things while havin dinner with the usual fellowship gang... which is known as 'PIGS' now due to mr LEW YILE.

i dont know whether is it because of the tiredness or just siimply because im crazy.
i start to play this 'How many meh meh jump over the wall' game..
and the 'Fiddle Diddle likes ___________ but not ___________" game..
but refuses to tell them the answer to the questions..
that leave them frustrated and all and start to tease me thru out the dinner!..
Z. especially mr lew yile.
he's really A PIG..
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had a small performance at padang..
okay not at padang itself.. we perform at somewhere near the river near esplanade -_-ahaha. although it was fun.. we still missed the other 3 people that was suppose to make us complete =X

when it was starting.. abit cock up cos i think we're all nervous.
it was after all our debut performance.
haha. but after it got better and we tend to relax more and enjoy ourselves =)

it rained abit in the afternoon and the floor got muddy!
and my jeans had like brown spots loh!
so annooying because it's white and its' soo obvious!!

oh yar.. anyways..
we're hired to play for this BikeAsia thing..
where we saw some harley davidsons...and cute but weird looking bicycles!!
will upload the photos when i get them back from Wangma.



oh ya.. i was saying it rained abit in the afternoon right..
yea.. so we went to hide under this bridge beside esplanade..
and one of the guys with the weird looking but cute bicycles came to talk to us..
a very friendly angmoh with cute hair..
but somehow i think his hair look like spider legs.. the cuter version
hahahaha.
and so qiao. we're all from Lasalle..
he's at the design side la.. we're music side.
he's a rather interesting and funny guy lah.. he was tellin us..
because he got this weird bike,and he rides it to school everyday..
then one day..
some one from the upper level came and tell him that he's not suppose to park his bike at this particular place in the school, but park it at some faraway bicycle rack.
so he was like -_-" okay..
but in the end he parked it in the school's basement carpark.. for FREE.
cos bicycle what.. you wanna fine also cannot fine.
haha but his bicycle costs 6k.
so.. better not mess around with it..
haha when i think of his hair i still think its damn cute!
lol

but great performance!
oh yar i tell u something.
channel news asia came to shoot the bikes and all..
and we happen to be in it..
then right..
when i watch the news on CNA.
its was like.. freaking 5secs only loh
and i don really see us.
hahah.
whatever la.. we enjoy the performance can already.

after that..
the guys went to eat all the free food there..
and the brownie was v nice! but too bad its the only food thats not free. =X

after everything i went home with anwar..
and we pass by the Padang.. where we saw alot of people.
because they having a trial F1 'race' there.. with only one car(or whatever you call it)
super packed wit people can!!
i was so hot so i decided not to stay and watch..

then we went to marina square cos i wanna pee.
haahha. because i dont like all the moveaable toilets.. i dono why.
Call me CLEAN FREAK.

then i decided to go and look for chen xiuqi at the hotel where she works..
but i guess i went into the wrong hotel again cos i dont see her and her reception desk at all!
so i'm gonna try again next time..
but the hotel i went in.. (which i just realise is 'Meritus Mandrin" and not "Marina Mandrin" -_-") was super nice can!
and they have people who open the door for you to walk in.. and people standing at the lifts telling you which lift came first and so you can take.
and they GREEET !! not like most ungrateful singaporean.

i dono why i'm so affected when people dont say 'thanks' and all that.. it just affects me abit.
i was telling anwar singaporeans are so ungrateful when it comes to the polite-ness.
where did all the orange-lion campaign thing(oh u remember this orange lion who was the mascot for the kindaness week or something like that) went to!
everytime i press the lift for people in school or open-hold the door for them, people just walk right thru it without saying thanks.
i mean.. its simple action loh.. and you dont open your mouth to say it..
i think their mouths are made of gold man.. scared the whole jaw drop when they even utteer a word. "GOLDEN WORDS'

but anyways.. the hotel's v nice and quiet.
=)
then anwar told me.. he feels v weird walking with me.
not that i'm chinese and he's malay-indian or what..
it because....
We're wearing the exact same colour.. top to bottom.
hahahaha.
then he was like saying the guys at the hotel who opened the door was giving him weird stares..
haha
just because we dress in the same colour doesnt mean we're couple ok
hahaha. and he told me he wont wear the same colour as his gf cos he think it's gay.
lol. interesting.

ahh then talk all the way home..
too many things already..


then i went to church.
omg i'm so tired man.
when i play the piano its like.. no emotions at all because i couldnt really think lah.. brain too tired..

okay i think i better go sleep before i get my migrains.
fun day!!
good nights people =)
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Some very late photos of the sentosa outing we went last year..





















And some Fish and Co moments =)

WAH i'm tired and hungry right now.
got up at 730am to go for piano class..
and i nearly fell asleep while playing can..
somemore its a 2hr class..

met urlele up to buy stuff..
had fun walking around..
but i think its the weather that made both of us abit cranky..
because we start to 'niam' non stop.. lol.

it was fun walking around arab street..
its like kinda fun because its not a place we'll visit often..
and we saw loads of textile shops.. and i told her we can go be fashion designer.
ahaha okie what i'm typing is not making sense because i'm hungry and grumpy.

ah just wanna share something quick..
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GOD WANTS YOU!

ALL OF YOU. NOTHING LESS.

God doesn't want a part of your life. He asks for all your heart, all your soul, all your mind and all your strength. God is not interested in halfhearted commitment, partial obedience and the leftovers of your time and money. He desires your full devotion, not little bits of your life.

Do you know the true meaning of worship?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WzqCyt8dxPY

Matt Redman, a worship leader in England, tells how his praise taught his church the real meaning of worship. To show that worship is more than music, he banned all singing in their services for a period of time while they learned to worship in other ways. By the end of that time, Matt had written the classic song "Heart of Worship": http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pgs79jgEyPw&feature=related



I'll bring you more than a song,

because the song itself is not what You've required.

You search much deeper within

than the ways things appear.

You're looking into my heart.





The heart of the matter is a matter of the heart.


Please click on the YOUTUBE links.**
Blessed are those who read this.



=)
whenever i'm feeling the pressure of serving and trying to please HUMANS..
God always opens another window for me.. and trying to teach me in all other ways.
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oh yar..
urlele told me she nearly change her blogskin to this.
OMG this is freaky..
you know when she's on the bus and her mum called..
then i just randomly guess what dinner her mum buy.. and i was CORRECT.
i think i'm a psychic.

and we always sing random tunnes on the SAME beat and SAME timing.
scary righttt.
i think MR Justin's correct about us sharing the same brain man..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ryeErR6xOWM
SHE'S DAMN POWER LAH.

okay i'm going to sleep..
at 9pm.
because i'm going to be a good girl from now on =)



i miss this drama..
and the people in it..
every part of it..
=)

changed blogskin!
was feeling quite bored with the old one..
and this skin took me v long to do ok!
haha.

sometimes i wonder why people like to keep secrets?
for fun?
haha. maybe bah.. i like to keep secrets too.. but always have to urge to tell people that i've such a big secret with me
haha. but keeping secret is hard okay..
when you're talking to somebody who's the friend of the one who called you to keep a secret.. then must be cautious so that we dont leak out any part of the secret =X
haha.. and jay chou's 'Secret' movie very nice. okay sorry.. not that point.
esp other people's relationship..
not 2-timing or what la..
but when somebody dont want others to know about him/her being attached..
i think.. its just hard to keep it a secret between themselves.
cos suay suay you'll meet your friends on the streets one loh.. and i'm not kidding.
its rather accurate
hahah.
ok enough about me talking about 'secrets'


anyways..
i was home early today.
and i was watching Tyra Bank's talk show.
just nice today they were talking about love and relationships stuff.
i think im a very weird person.. i like to talk/listen to all this kind of things.
no matter is love story, or other people's love relationship or mag gossip or what.. i'll always be the interested one..
more interested then my friends.
haha can call me KPO Queen in a way la..


so the talk show was talking about LOVE.
and they were saying love and chemistry is science.. and its science that stimulates how the brain thinks and works.
omg.
love is love la.. what science and all.
i just think is crap..
like.. use it from the scienticfic method to measure?
LOVE IS LOVE OK! (don argue with me)
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ZZ!!
its 11:15pm already and i'm hungry.
cos i hadnt eat dinner yet..
and i ate my lunch at like.. 5pm?
and it was only 3 tako pachi and one bubble tea.
sians.
HUNGRY.. until i could bite off a arm. =X
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my friend just showed me this video about this korean girl.
as in.. shes a singer.
and she sing DAMN GOOD OK!
and she's like.. around my age.
whatthehell loh.
she has really good voice, and awhole lot of attitude =)
just go youtube search: Younha.

haha enjoy..

iamhungryiamhungry i want to eat (sing to the tune of san zhi lao hu)...




HE's SO CUTE.
okay enough about shuai ge.
he's the shuai ge of the day..
when i find more shuai ge then i post everyday ok!
haha..

i go practice my pianoo ler...
=D

met my ex-colleagues for dinner..
nothing much.
but it was nice catching up with them..

omg my brother almost hang-ed my laptop man.
if he does he's really a PIG.
luck it's okay now.
thanks to the genius me =D

ahhhh.
i'm so tired because i've been sleeping at 3am these 2 days..
damndamndamn tired!!

nights.

okay i was home early and i got noting to do so i went onto facebook.

i seldom get onto facebook.. (unless i have time to spend) because i got TOO many requests..
so everytime getting onto Facebook is such a chore when i see all the requests.
ahhaha..
anyways.. i was doing this quiz about "What singer are you"..

and my answer is..

BJORK.


the quiz says...:

You're a bit crazy. People often don't know what you mean, and sometimes it's like you're a bit retarded, but that's because they don't get you. But that is because you're actually a genius...


WAHAHHA.
quuite true ahh.
i'm really siao at times and people dont understand me
but actually i'm a genius inside =DD

whenever i feel happy at the start of the day..
i know bad things is gonna happen at the end of the day.
=X

dint know my sixth sense is that ZUN.


actually not really 'bad' things..
but just sad things that affected my mood abit.

i got this church friend that told me some emo stuff.. that i dint understand..
but i kinda get it why she's sad..
sometimes i really feel very helpless when people tell me they're sad..
i just feel so useless..
even though i try to confort themm but then it doesnt seem to help..

then i was trying to do my transcription..
my laopa came to talk to me online.
then he was like quite sad.. because he finally gonna change job.
i mean.. he's suppose to feel happy since he always wanted to leave the jurong job for better jobs..
but he told me he was sad.
because his direct supervisor was quite sad he's leaving.. and he also feels that he let his supervisor down since his sup always think he was a good worker.. unlike other people who thinks my laopa is jus a bad boy who always fool around.
hmm i dono la.
somehow i felt sad also.

i hate it when i get affected so easily..
and i feel so helpless when i cant help them..
=(


anyways.
i think i'm gonna be happy again because jason angs is gonna send me some prata!
yay!!

=)

goodlucks for transcription tml elim!

i saw that mi lu bing guy at Fish and Co glass house today..
i think he's call nick or whatever.
but i think he looks gay
hahaha.

no offence to all milubing fans!


anyways..
i got my sec school mate's number.
kinda happy cos i've lost contact with him for awhile..
but still manage to get his number though.
he was such a good friend of mine until we stopped talking when the sec 3 streaming thing puts us in different class.
but i'm glad we're in contact now!
lol

i think it's so amazing.
just 2 weeks ago i got my contact for my childhood friend..
now i found my sec school mate's contact.
GOD'S SO GOOD =)

i watched...
Step Up 2 and Water horse yesterday.

step up 2 was quite a sudden decision because we had a four hours break between lessons and so me and lele decided to go for movie since there's been some great movies up.
well. i prefer step up 1 though.. although step up 2 is not bad.
the story lines are quite the same but i think step up 1 was bit better
i dono.

maybe when i watched step up 1..
it was a new, and nobody-has-does-this-kinda-movie-about-dance thing..thats why it was attractive..
and also perhaps when i watch step up 1 it was very long since i watched a movie..
you know like.. the feeling of stepping into a cinema once in a long time just feels different.. you'll somehow feel that the movie you watch is nice?
i dono bout you.. but i always experience that.
like one movie in 3 months always make that movie memorable..
rather then a movie once every 2 weeks.. somehow i'll forget the movies i watch.. if i watch them too frequently.

okay looks like i typed too much rubbish.

so..back to step up 2.
it was nice la..
the dance moves and all..
but it's more street style kinda moves.. compared to step up 1(which is like more style dancing and artistic feel, they put more emphasis on the moves, LOL)
but it was good nontheless.

i think one reason why i like step up one was also..
because there's this irritating girl(think she's about sec school age?) sitting beside me.. making me lose concentration.
hahaha. okay cannot totally blame her but she was annoying ok.
first she started to cross her leg then move around in her seat while watching the movie.
then every part the dancers move.. like touching their body or showing panties or bra or whatever she also "EWWW EWWW.."
oh kissing scenes she also "EWWW"
i mean first 2 times its okay. but thru out the whole movie can.
not as if she hasnt seen this kind of things in other movies.. or in reality.
dono whats there to be disgusted about.
lol it was a pain sitting beside her hor.


haha but other then her the movie was great la
the movie makes me wanna dance again!

rating: 3 and 1/2 starts out of 5!!

next we watch another movie "Water Horse, Legend of the Deep"
apparently Jasmine and Sharlene's idea.
but it was not bad..
and i dono why Jasmine and Sharlene cried?!
hahaha.

u guys heard of Loch Ness Monster?
ya the story's somewhere around that line.

haha the girls cried while the monster was being shot at.
lol.
me and urlele was like -___-"?
lol but they were so cute la.. this kinda thing also can get so emotional.
i think Jasmine cried like 3/4 of the show man.

i think its a rather touching show..
should watch.. if u like fantasy kinda children's love for animals thing. okay i dono how to put it.
jus watch it if u like the poster!
haha.

3 and 1/2 out of five stars!
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today was late for transcription cos i hang out late yesterday..
me and the girls was playing this childhood game "2-0-5, or er-ling-wu" outside cathay.
hahaa okokokok i know we childish..
aiya but thats what puts us together what..

wah really cannot under estimate sharlene man.
she really hit very hard!
our palms all become v red after playing with her lo.
lol.


but anyways..
i reach home like 12am yesterday.
and then woke up with slight headache.
actually dint wanna go school but teddy woke me up with his call.
z.
but i went and it was alright la.

after that went to eat chicken rice with the guys.
aiya.. their everyday routine is
1)school
2)chicken rice
3) LAN.

standard.
anyways..
me,lele,spence,soap and rossi was at tau huay shop after chicken rice.
and spencer started to talk bout christian stuff again.
lol
i think the talk started cos lele was asking him "will you really name your son "Jesus?"
then he was like "why not.. "
blah and the conversation went on.

then suddenly out of nowhere..
rossi was liike..
"jesus is a lamb right?"
(me and lele was suprised cos we really thought rossi knew some stuff about the bible and all that)
WE: "ya he was.. how u know?"
ROSSI: "because MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB!"
omg, we nearly fainted.
lol

we really thought he was talking about Jesus talking about Jesus sacrificing for us.. being a Lamb and all those..
but he came up with sometime so lame but super funny.

haha. the friends i have.
lol

anyways..
meeting xt and jack for dinnner.
gtg! =)

i think i am stupid.
i think i seriously am.

when i came back from St Pats.. although i'm tired.. i went for a run downstairs.
the weather's too good to miss man.
and u know..
the purpose of running is to keep fit.. and also..
to try and slim down.
KEYWORD: TRY.

and so i went for a half an hour jog..
and i came back.. rested for an hour and dinner was back.
so i ate dinner.
i think it was because of the run.
i ate my dinner.. and one slice of bread with curry. and yoghurt.
i think i ate ALOT can.

and i'm not suppose to?
cos the ultimate purpose of that run is help me burn fats (since my beloved brother keep saying i got fat cheeks =X)
and i ate all that 'fats' that i burned during running, back at dinner.
stupid right.

then while i was studying..
i encountered quite some technical terms that i dono.
so i went online and check all of them
and being the stupid me.. there was quite a number of them..
and so i check until i sian already.
then got one stupid question i dont understand i went to ask ang.
and guess what's that question?

"Whats the difference between a amplifier and a speaker?"

stupid question right?!
i think anyone can answer me loh.
diaos.

why am i so stupid!!


i guess i cannot slack anymore.
all the slacking make me lazier and use my brain lesser. =X

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last friday after the rehersal i was asked to go to this monthly pastoral care thing organised by my church.
at first i was unwillin cause i was soooo tired (remember i slept on this guys' shoulder while i was on the way home?LOL)
ahh. but my papa insisted so i just went.

then i tot this guy's kinda experiencing what i'm going thru now..
so he was saying that his current job is kinda slack.. bosses all very slack.
even when he wants to work hard.. abit hard also cos his boss just ask him to relax..
prob cause his bboss is ang moh la.

so.. he was saying.
he isnt too used to this kinda slack life cause his previous jobs all require him to be fast worker.. suddenly its like he got too much free time for himself until he dono what to do.
face wife and children everyday( since he gets to work at home most of the time).. he feels HE's the one being a burden to them.. not them being his burden.
hahaha. funny right.

then he was saying..
sometimes he just think about random stuff during hiis very free Free time..
to think about things like "what if this job made me gotten use to the slacky habit.. then if i wanna change job i cannot get us to the fast pace how?"
things like that..
so he said that too slack also caused it to be something he stress about everyday..
he needs to constantly think of things to do to occupy himself.

its kinda funny because everybody wants what he's doing now..
(just practically slacking la..and gettting paid)
but he's worried that if he slack too much it'll become a habit.
lol

then after that i shared with him.
actually i'm also facing the same thing.
many people want the kinda life i have now.
just go to school.. do the things i love..
then slack.
no homework..
no projects.
exam also slack slack kind.

but sometimes i dont really want it?
ahha sometimes really feel too free until i think life has nothing for me to live for.
everyday is..
wake up..
schoool..
lesson..
talk rubbish..
arcade..
dinner...
home..
thats it.

like not productive at all ah.
so i can feel the stress he's going thru.
sometimes i also feel stress what.
if the school so slack.. then i learnt nothing at all.. next time how am i gonna work?

all this kind of things.

aiya.
huamn very weird de la.

slack also stress.
too much work also stress.
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lol.
anyways i'm going to bed after typing so much.
deprived of sleep cos i've been playing mahjong on viwawa.com
hahaha.
tml got exam ah..
prepare to die =XX
NIGHTS.

today is sunday.
which happens to be Ireland's national day too.
which happens to us that we need to perform at ST Patricks day at Raffles place today.

abit different experience from last year because last year we performed with the people we know and had fun with.
this year was with a bunch of strange foundation people and some pro from level 2.
the day started out kinda weird because it rained.
then when we're about to start.. the hot sun came out.
which left us quite sweeaty.

but i think last year was alot better?
because this year's people was different.. and
i dint have enough time to practice the grooves. its like.. going down un prepared.
its been bout 1year since i last touched percussion man..
and i realise i cannot dance anymore =XX
i cant groove while playing.. thats a v sad thing =(

i think this years' ST Pats is only for me to go there and collect free T-shirts.
thats it..
i dont think i enjoyed myself though.



abit more to go.. only abit more!
tml got exam.
so people reading this please pray for me and my friends okay?
its been awhile since we had a test/exam.
based on last week's suprise test.. i think i'll do badly for this coming one.
not emo or wad.. just a sixth sense.

i hope nobody *choy* fails this test because i seriously hope everyone in my class passes and goes to level 2.

ahhh. my break is over..
back to my books.
see u all =)



and i heard from alot of people that Step Up 2 is GOOD! =)

today is the most tiring day i ever experienced in these few months.
i was so tired!

had to wake up early in the morning to go for recording session at commonwealth..
as i slept late last night.. this morning was hard for me.
but i manage to sleep abit on the crowded train.

oh yar.. this morning.
this irritating indian aqua was sitting beside me.. and he was practically staring at me!!
cos i board the train at tampines..
the train was already quite crowded.. and thank god i manage to find a seat.
beside this aqua.
HE KEEPS LOOKING AT ME!!

oh i hate people to irritate me in the morning.

like.. he practically stared at me head to toe.. then when i look at him he still look!!
i dont know whats his problem lah.

but luckily he got off at tanah merah.
if not i sure ask him whats his problem. =X
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recording was quite fun.
and luckily it was good!
we're all very satisfied =)
good job team mates!!

managed to snap some photos using wang ma's cam.. thanks to her =)
XIE XIE WANG MA!
some were quite funny..
like.. thhe guys did some pose that looked like a boyband
hahah.


was off to woodlands to practise percussion..
its been so long since i had this excited feeling about it!
and i had fun!!
so long since i played percussion with other guys..
thanks to soap.. we manage to play percussion again!!
=)
ahh. but the residents there complained and police came to chase us out of the carpark(the place where we're practicing)..
zz.
but heng ah. we finish learning the song already.. only left the polishing part =D
percussion is fun!


after these two huge events..
i starting stoneing..
think i used too much brain power..
very tired.

and i slept on the bus..
and i actually slept on some guys shoulder again.
omg.
lucky he's asleep too..
and before he realise.. i already woke up.
phew..
why i always sleep on strangers shoulder one!!
=X



when i arrive at tampines..
i saw another percussion group playing some grooves near the mrt station.. and alot of people was watching.
very cool sia!
how nice if soap's percussion can become so publicised.
lol.

but i think playing on the streeets is quite cool..
i missed that time we played in chingay!!

wwah i'm tired..
bedtime!

goodnights =)

elim lew feels like eating a prata now..

elim lew just practiced 2hours straight of piano.
WOW i amaze myself sometimes.

elim lew is very tired.

goodnights =)

it kept raining these few days..
i wonder why.
its not the rainy season..
and its suppose to be sunny and hot.
maybe because of green house effect and sea level rising..
thus causes the condensation,evaporation rate to increase.. so more rain..
or isit that the sky just loves to cry?
hahah.
i kinda miss those Qing tian where i can just sit anywhere i like and not get my ass wet.. or shoes and skirt wet while walking in the rain.
oh and i love qing tian.. not even sunny days. cos sunny days are too hot for me.

oh wells. humans can never be satisfied.
when its hot and sunny and nice.. people complain its too hot and wants a huge rain.
then when the huge rain came down.. people starts to complain its troublesome to get out.. their clothes wont dry. blah.

HUMANS.



anyways..
i was in town today.
cos i went to school in the morning.
which i totally dont feel like.. because i was at jeremy's house with miss fu,shaun and my brother.
and it was really fun just us alone because jeremy's parents went overseas.. and we seldom had such time together.
so i was quite sad that i had to leave them to go home =XX
arhg.
anyways.. so i was in school for 1 boring hour doing nothing except to listen to boring lectures which talk about electronika stuff.

ohhh.
i'm taking part in St Patricks day.
really missed those days where we played at chingay and st pats last year..
we had so much fun!
but i think it wont be so fun already for this year..
cos i'm stuck with a bunch of people that i dono.. and a bunch of seniors that i dont really talk to.
damn..
i'm so lonely.
but i'm happy to be playing again =)

me and lele went to ajisen to eat lunch.
its nice once in a while.. =)
and then arcade.
i realise these few days we're just chiong-ing arcade everyday.. without fail.
maybe just like the guys in our class... going to the arcade is a ritual, like them going for LAN.
LOl.

anyways.. was suppose to meet jeremy and my bro for movie one..
but i decided to go home because they haven called.. not until 430.
so i practically waited from 12-4.
lol.





ohh i was drenched on the way home.
cos the bus uncle dropped me one stop earlier.
he tot i wanna alight at that stop.. despite the fact that he already pass that stop.
zzz. so i bo bian get down the bus..
and the minute i step down.. the drizzle quickly became huge droplets of rain.
so i had to walk home in the small unbrella i got.
and i was quite drenched from all that walking cos my house is quite a distance from the bus stop.
ahhh. i got super black legs when i reach home loh.

my house area was practically covered in misty grey..
an awesome sight =)


ohh.. while i was on the bus..
ii kept myself awake cos i tot it was too bad a sight to miss!
to be sitting on a bus looking at rain droplets falling from the sky and hitting your glass panel... and you yourself not getting wet.
beautiful =)
but i fell asleep after all.. sigh.
lol

and the reservoir looks really nice when its raining..
its just like one big pond covered with rain droplets.
nice!

okay i figured..
i like rainy days too..
=D

finallyyy.....
finish watching yet another drama serials.

haha.
ending?
expected.
like always.

and they live happily ever after
hahaa.. something like that la..
but the show wasnt too bad..
like.. kinda inspired me to like fashion designing more then ever.
i used to like.. and i love it more now =)
Tokyo Juliet! =D

i finally gonna finish watching Tokyo Juliet..
FINALLY.
waiting for the last episode to load.

ahh. breaks up can be so sad lah =X
the last second episodes really very sad.. i nearly cried infront of my brother.
haha. but the break up was really quite bad.
lets see what will happen...............

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
why dint i go bugis today!!!!

i wanna see my shuai ge.
heard they're here in singapore thru the tv.

ahh.
my WU ZHUN.
and my CHEN YI RU.
=XX

okay enough about fantasies.
i know i wont see them for another few months.
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I SURVIVED THE CAMP!!
and i thought that was a miracle.
lol.

let the story begin.

i initially dont wanna go for the camp cos i tot it'll be some stupid and lame camp that talks about undefined leadership stuffs.
to me.. that kind of 'leadership' courses are just super boring and bo liao.

and to make me dont feel like going even more is..
1. my brother's not going.
2. one friend of mine has work on saturday(since the camp is on fri n sat.. there's no point going for 1/2 a camp)
3. another friend of mine went for holiday and just realise he cant make it back in time.
4. another has GP exams on monday..
5. the people i have to go with is... 'no comments'
lol

so. yar.. its quite a turn off since all of my friends aint going last minute.
but i HAVE to go if not its hard to explain to my church's elder.. who paid for me and all the others who signed up..
initally it was made compulsory for ALL committee members... and only me and the chairperson going.. kelian right.

and the day started with me waking up super early on fri morning to go for my piano lesson and then work in school..
then i went home to pack stuff and watch abit of drama before i left.
and i figured out i was gonna be late.. and i dont know the place.. so i took a cab.
and its bloody 12 bucks.
and i dint alight at the church.. i alighted at a nearby mrt station which reads "Farrer Park".
and that place is neear to 'little' india with 'little' people(i reckon some people wont understand this cold joke.. except for some exceptional ones X))..

and i got quite scared.. cos its like another geylang but with different types of people and more construction workers.
so i called my chairperson and ask her where's she.. and guess what. she's still at home waiting for cab.
omg. and we're gonna be super late.
but anyways.. she was nice enough to take cab and fetch me at farrer park mrt.
and it took us quite a bit to find the church..
and it was just beside this shop call "Muthu's Curry".
i'm suprised there's such a shop in singapore. lol.

but anyways..
the camp was alright..
the people there are qutie nice..
except i feel my group leader is quite holy..
ahah but i can understand why. because he really needs alot from God to carry on running.. he also have quite alot of commitments in church thats y.

we had worship and all. and its quite cool la.. cos i seldom go to church which have drums( cos maybe my church too traditional)
but i've never heard of the songs they sing..
and the sermons' pretty okay.. but i think i could focus more if it was shorter.
its like.. 3 sessions of sermons, 1 and a half hours for each.
i nearly died can.
the games and all.. alright la..
cant expect alot from a 2 day one night camp.

but i think the people there are pretty nice..
i think i was v weird.

i bought my sleeping bag there.. cos we were told that we have to sleep on the floor.
but then unfortunately my chairperson left her sleeping bag accidentally on the cab..
so i lend her the bag since i found a comfy chair to sleep in.
and so we had lights off.

then i woke up at 3am and still hear her talking to another sister..
so i dint care..
and i went to sleep on the floor, with my bag as the pillow.
dont ask me why.. i just did it.
i guess it was an act on unconsciousness.
and the floor's pretty hard.. (okay i know this is common sense that the floor is hard =x)
then after like dono how long.. i went back to sleep on the chair again.

haha. and i was amazed that i woke up at 6 plus?
and i had the best sleep ever in any camps.
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the food isnt too bad either.. its catered food.
hmmm. other then that the camp's pretty alright.
met loads of nice people..

and guess what.
I SAW MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND THERE!!
and i was super excited la.. until now.
imagine u haven been hearing from this guy for 10years.
TEN YEARS leh.
amazing..
then he suddenly pop out in some weird camp that i initially dint wanna go.
see how amazing God is.

and of course chatted with him.
and i was v happy la.
cos in the past.. the only way i know that he's doing well is thru his dad.. but i dint see him at all.

and after 10 whole years then i see him again.
so super cool..
and i'm really happy.
and thats the best present from the camp i guess =)
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after the camp.. i went home to put my stuff and went out again.
haha. after drinking like coffee n tea in the morning.. i wasnt tired at all la.

so met miss fu jeremy n my bro for dinner.
and..
my dinner was a tub of Ben's and Jerry's ice cream.
hahaa cos i wasnt really filling hungry.. and i was feelin' dessert.

so i shared a tub of ice cream with jeremy.
and we finished it in like.. 10mins?
super fast lo.
when i reached out for another scoop.. the whole tub's gone.
lol.

but we had fun sitting at the beach talking.

and miss fu dont wanaa go taiwan!
z..
she was persuaded by jeremy to go bangkok instead!
AAHH. not fair.
but i'll try my best to persuade her to go taiwan!!

lol.

alright i think this is the longest post i've ever typed.
half an hour.
wow.
okay back to study!
=)
I'M SO HAPPY!

yesterday...
was such a suay day loh.

in the morning while trying to catch a bus.. i nearly got knocked down by it.
and kena scolded by the uncle for being irresponsible and scaring him cos i run infront of his bus..
i also dint do it on purpose what... cos i really late.

then in the afternoon..
while crossing the road..
nearly got knocked down by a car.
zzz.
soo suay.

unhappy things aside..

i hope Sam liked his present!!
all ang's idea..
but i think sam really liked it =)

ahh.
i'm going for the stupid camp!!
i dont wanna go can..
zzz la..
anyways i'll be back tml.
so yar..


=)

i ran in the rain yesterday..
barefooted.

with urlele.
it was quite fun actually..
runnning barefooted in the rain is actually more fun then just playing in the rain.
haha. dont worry. we're healthy people.. dint fall sick =D

it was a last minute decision actually..
cos we were walking to the bus stop, and we need to cross the big road to get there..
and it started raining while we were on our way there...
and it keeps getting biggerr.

and we were stuck in this sheltered walk way between paradiz and The Cathay.
we stood there for like ...15mins? and the rain dint seem to get any smaller.

so we tot it wasnt v smart to continue standing in the walkway for the rest of the day (what if the rain just dont stop for hours?)
so urlele suggest that we'll run barefooted to Cathay to wait for the rain to stop.. and meanwhile we can catch a movie or something like that..
so yupps. we just ran in the big rain.
getting wet of course..
but then.. it was really a new experience for me =)
v FUN.
u guys should try it sometime.

and in the end..

i got quite wet just running that short distance..
and a wet foot and legs.. cos my jeans were soaking.
wet hair..

but dry slippers and lots of FUN.
lol
dint regret running la.
since drama shows always show that girls like to play in the rain..
not for me though.
now i prefer to run in the rain already
haha. call me 'sicko'

anyways..

歌曲：放不下
歌手：龚诗嘉 专辑：东方茱丽叶电视原声

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龚诗嘉
词:徐世珍曲:方木雄编曲:tim ngoh

你好吗
你的夜是不是跟我的一样漫长
是不是
还把我给你的爱好好戴在手上
要坚强
我常常对着镜子里的人大声讲
虽然说
孤独的想一个人好像一种惩罚
msn上太多的路人甲
偶尔你也该上来说说话
想着你的温柔
想着你的模样
我放不下
都说过了再见
我们各自飞翔
各自长大
抱紧爱会挣扎
放开爱会心慌
神也很忙
到底要实现哪个愿望
离开你那麽傻
可以后侮吗

风很大
怕你又穿得太少会让自己着凉
我很棒
一个人换了灯泡房间变得很亮
每一天
发生的事情我都好想要跟你讲
爱很怪
什麽都介意最后又什麽都原谅
ooh心里最深的牵挂
越想遗忘越不能忘


this song is suitable to be played during rainy days..
or rather rainy days on the bus..
i dono. this song just came up.. and i tot it was v nice to listen on rainy days.

haha anyways.
it was one of the songs from Tokyo Juliet.
that show still super nice =)
alright time for schoool! and some lunch..

oh before i forget.

HAPPIE BDAE SAM!!
although u might not see this.. but yar.
lol.

SEE YOU PEOPLE!
:)

i realise drummers are all hardcore thinkers.
i dono what made me said that.. but i just feel that.

lol.
from the few lessons with my teacher..
just made me realise that without hardwork.. he wont be where he is today.
i think he's super hardworking la.. even though he keep denying.
and he thinks alot.. tries out alot of different patterns, read up alot.. go to alot of gigs. gain alot o exposure.
how i wish i have like 1% of his hardworking-ness and passion.

and he was sharing with me that day..
if any band join any competition.. its a BAND's effort..
everyone in the band must try to work together and bring out the band's song. instead of working 'individually' as oneself in a band.
what he was trying to tell me is that..
he'll give more points to a band that dont really do well individually but plays excellently as a band..
rather then give more points to a band that do well individually but tries to outdo each other in a band and think they'll win.
the ultimate motive of playing in a band is not trying to prove you're damn good.. but its to see how u can play together as a band.. and work with each other.
and bring out the passion in you.


i really think he win already..
such profound words.
dont u think its so meaningful?
and i'm so fortunate to have my teacher telling me all these things that i never ever thought of before.

i once thought that.. perhaps all the good musicians come to play together in a band will be the band that shines..but his words changed my perception of 'playing together in a band'
maybe perhaps.. all the good musicians in a band might not really be a good thing.. because they might just try to outdo each other.. and wont play as good as they should be, as a band.
=)
i'm so fortunate.




anyways.. i'm super slack these two weeks i feel like killing myself man.
i'm not studying.. not doing work, not reading... sometimes i ask myself why am i alive.
it seems like my goal for now is different again.. and i think it'll be always changing.
damn.
sometimes i feel like i'm in the worng course.. but i still wanna do music..
but sometimes i feel so helpless that i feel like just not doing anything.
aiya.. maybe i'm just not feelin all the stress.
like.. i'm suppose to hand in an assignment soon.. but i'm here typing all these shit.

anyways.. i think my course people really slack la..

and i hope i wont screw up my concert on thursday cause i heard some guys in my class screwed up today =X

aftermath of vodka is giddyness.
aftermath of sadness is emotionless.
aftermath of elim is randomness.

















tokyo juliet really very nice lar!!
and shuai ge rocks =D

i wanna watch:

P.S I Love You..
The Leap Years
Jumper
Step up 2
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i just realised i burned my one week holiday watching drama serials instead of studying!! =X
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i had an interesting talk with korkor on the way home talking about magazines articles..
about how those teenagers like to send those "i'm confused" letters to 'Aunty Agony'?
hahaha. i think it was a pretty funny talk.

he was saying those 'boy boy' or 'girl girl' likes to write things like..
"Dear Aunty Agony..
I had a very good guy friend in school, we're the best of friends! he's a nice and funny guy and i slowly realised i fell in love with him. just recently he confessed to me! what should i do?"


ahahaha, and i used to think those letters were interesting.
keywords: USED TO.

and yesterday night we were talkin about ghosts and the movie "The Exorism of Emily Rose"
its weird me and my brother can talk about such things..
i think i'll be super lonely if he enters NS, which is going to be in a few months time =X
i'll miss my brother!

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