All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

hahaa
was out dinner with my family..
and i saw level 2 Joshua at Jacks place at dinner just now..
so qiao.
that time i also saw him at esplanade on valentines day..

lol.
just so qiao.

anyways.

dinner at Jacks and desert at Haagendaz makes my day..
everything just seem so happy for me once again =)

elim's amazing diet for 27th of Feb.

she had..
1) 2 pancakes from jollibean
2) 2 little cups of random honey lemon drink
3) i mcflurry
4) few random veggies from her soup at dinner
5) a glass of strawberry milk.

i'm amazed i survived.

omg la.
the few blocks in front of mine really look like haunted hdb flats now.
when i was on my way home.. i realise that they(as in government or whoever incharge of it) shut down ALL the electricity.. including the street lamps.

eeee. now i don dare to go home late already.
scary..
and urlele just told me someone tried to commit suiside at her house area today.

wad's the world becoming to...?

haha i'm in no place to say since i always wanna die.
lol.


spence just reminded me that i'm gonna become a nun.

ok random.

ICE CREAM IS LOVE!

NO MORE LONG JOHN FOR ME!!

i wanna kill myself..


anyways..
somebody said something about something that made me feel v hurt today. rather.kinda hurt.

cos i'm deciding where to go after church today..
and was kinda bored trying to think where to eat and stuff.. then i just said 'AH just go home and practice piano la.. since nowhere to go"

and this friend of mine very z.
he was like saying.. "practice got use meh? you practice already also like that wad".

what will you feel if somebody said that IN YOUR FACE?
although he kinda jokkes about it.. but i still think he very bu ying gai.
even though i know he's saying it half-jokingly.. but still. it kinda hurt me in some sense.

and i hate people like that.
trying to make you feel like shit then try to joke.
like what the hell.

okay whatever.
i'm very emotional these few days.. dont ask me why.
maybe i'm just tired.

haagendaz is love!

someone please chop off my leg.. or just hit me hard on the head..
must bbe because of all the stupid 'itchy-mouth
food i had in the afternoon-- "Long John Silver"
jialat. i promise not to anyhow eat man.. seriously kiiling me., maybe not physically but mentally!!

because i'm having a bad headache plus itchy legs =X
thats one of the reasons why i wanna go back to heaven =X

and i have alot of church stuff to do.
OMG i'm dying.
and nobody to turn to.


guess i'll just go to sleep and try to do them tml morning.
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went to recording in the morning...
was quite glad i learned some stuff.
probably because alot of people not there ah.. so i had to do the stuff since nobody can be aimed at.

but i had fun talking to our teacher justin and all..


had a quite fun lunch with a rather werid combi. but suprisingly lunch turned out good!
lunched with benedict,anwar,lele,teddy,aaron,justin yeo,spencer.
weird combi.. but funny conversations.

and the weirder thing is me,lele,spencer,anwar and justin actually hanged out in city hall area and sat down at ya kun to continue our talks..
i almost dint wanna go to jeremy's house because its so rare we get to sit down and talk.. and we talked almost about anything and everything.
its just.. amazing la.
hahah and the funny thing is. spencer is actuallly going to church tml'?
like. "WOW OMG, you're going to church'?
lol. well.. hope he enjoys the service tml! =)


anyways.. i was on the way to jeremy's house after i left the group.
and PLEASE. don take cab in the evenings and when its a RAINY DAY.
because you wont get yourself a cab.. and even if you do.. its got extra charge.
i waited for like 20mins? before a empty cab came by.. and i flagged it down on the road since the taxi stand is super crowded.

but i manage to get to his house in 10mins.. and had fun playing mahjong with lew yile and jeremy and his mum.
first time playing.. and suprisingly it turned out rather fun..
last time i use to hate mahjong cos i think it's such a boring and noisy game? like.. really la.. the 'washing' of the tiles,, all the "PONGS" and "HU!" that people scream from the mouth.. wah. it just meant NOISE to me.
but today's session wasnt too bad. cos there were no shouting or anythinng like that.
it was just purely game.

and shit. i think i'm addicted.
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i'm super tired.
dont wanna talk to anyone already.
GOODNIGHTS!

TUESDAY IS GELARE DAY!!

omg. sorry

and you know..
i'm suppose to be doing transcription now.. but i'm like slacking away..watching movie and drama.
omg. elim!! wake up.

but i finish my transcription.. only left the memorising part.. which i dont think will be easy. Lew Yiling. omg.



hahah.
was watching this korean drama serial called 'One fine day".
a rather nice show.. even though i only watched the first episode..

i saw it's dvd selling at blue max for $15.. so i tot i should go home and watch online first.. and it turned out to be rather nice.

and miss fu recommended me to watch "Sweeney todd" by johnny depp, and well.. co-actors/actresses.

the front part looks like something i'll catch in the cinema although she did tell me it was gore.
but the front part looks alright.. like something i'll watch.

hee okie enough of movies and stuff..

i want ice cream!!

ARHGG.

transcription is making me crazy.
it always does.
and the crazy part is not the 'doing' part.. its learning how to REJECT people.
its like got people keep asking me to let them copy.
its frustrating okie..
like you spend so much time doing on your own and people just get them and copy it.
what the hell right.
ZZ!

enough of complains.

have you ever dreamt of anything interesting before?
that day i was going home with jeremy and we had a rather interesting chat about 'Dreams"
as in those things you hasve when you fall asleep.. not your goals in life or whatsoever.

n we do hasve some dreams in common.


like.. i'll dream of myself crying( no idea for what), and he does too.
and

sometimes i'll dream of some people runing after me and i kept running.. to a no ended road.

i've also dreamt of places before. like i'll dream of this place.. then in the next few days i'll be at the exact same place.. dont ask me how i remember the place. i just do.

i've also dream of future people too.. iever dreamt that i was talking to this group of 2-3 people at somewhere.. but i have no idea where the place was.. then after a few years.. the same place,same people just appear. and flash backs of my dream just reminded me of them.

i'll also dream of my friends..
my loved ones.

sometimes i think its interesting..but sometimes just very scary.
jeremy told me he will dream of himself falling.. and he'll struggle to wake up.
to me.. i think thats scary.
lol.

but i think having dreams are beautiful things.. because you cant control them, and they are hard to repeat.
dont you think so?

hehe. SWEET DREAMS! =)

Valentines day.
busy,fun,exciting and tired.

had miss mona class in the morning.. and YAY! i got quite a number of questions correct. i'm super happy!
then off for lunch.. and met up with singapore pools people for lunch.
mr yuyuan really can eat. can fight with our sharlenee. i think they can become a couple already.

then went to somerset to deliver a bouquet of flowers for some girl working there..
omg. i walked from PS to heeren.
and the weather is humid.

but its okay.. quite worth the trip though.
wah v busy day..
got customer keep calling and asking bout their flowers all that..

then got home and went out to sell flowers with my brother since he wannna give a go at selling flowers.

we went to esplanade there..
and you know what.
we sat there for about half an hour then one ang moh walked over a buy from me.
before that i really wanna give up because the people just walked by us.. without even giving us a glance all those.
then got this china couple still say "eh. RMB can do? i dont have sing dollars" and its in those "i dont give a damn" kinda attitude.
ZZ!
i keep complaining.
hahah because its like so hot in the evening and nobody bothers to look at us at all.. wah really wanna give up.

then we went for dinner and all..
and decided to try our luck at just walking around..
and the bad thing is we saw other people selling flowers too.
but the good things is we sell cheaper, and our pakaging is better =))

and so me n my bro walked and walked and we ended up at boat quay area.
at first dint wanna sit down cos i said maybe walking around will be better..
but then we saw some people seslling flowers also..
so we decided to settle down.. anyway tired also!! been walking around.

even though i approach like 20 couples.. only 5 bought flowers for their couple.
and most of them aint ang moh.
suprising eh? i also thought i'll sell more to ang moh but instead i sold more to chinese and idian.

got one guy wanted to suprise his date so he walked up to me and asked me to walk over and give the girl the flowers.
although i guess that girl might not be his girlfriend yet.. but i think such things really score points for the guy la..
dont you think its sweet?!

oh and by the time it reaches 9pm.
i've already gone crazy.
my legs is going to break and my brain is like not functioning.
the feeling's like you're looking at the computer screen for three day threee night without sleeping.
and because of that i gave wrong change!
ARHG.

but its okay la.. only one dollar.. but i still feel bad about it.
becos this girl bought my last 2 stalks of roses because she wanna let me go home.. and i actually got wrong change for her boyfriend!!
zz.
blur.


ahh.
got this funny guy. he walked over and bought 2 stalks from me also.
my bro was saying..
maybe that guy saw me jumping up and down screaming "FLOWERS FOR $5" and i started singing an 'out-of-tune "flowers flowers flowers flooowerss!' in the army tune.
hahaha. and i was saying 'my leg wanna break' repeateedly..
maybe because of that reason.. he bought 2 stalks.
is that lucky or what!!


oh.
i realise..
actually most guys dont mind buying flowers.. its their girlpartner that doesnt want.
so.. it not the guy's fault!
and some girl's attitude really bad =X

BUT I HAD FUN!
but imagine standing and walking for 3,4 hours..
really feel like dying.
my mum still say she'll make more flowers for me to sell next year..

OMG.
next life maybe!
LOL.

HAPPY VALENTINES! =)

MONOPOLY!

the game that grew up with me.
was playing it at my teachers house with my church friend jsut now..
and we dint use any notes.

its kinda like credit card now..
cos my bro's gf bought a new monopoly.. and we're so lucky to use it.
and this version dont use notes already.
instead they use card and a 'credit card' machine.

its like that whole game is the same except that you use card to plus and minus your money..using the credit card machine they provided.
its quite fun la.. especially you keep holding onto the one property that your opponent wants to buy.
the feeling is.. DAMN SHIOK.
hahahaha.


ohh. i predict this year's V day's gonna be super exciting!
cos me and korkor decided that we shall hit the road and sell some flowers!
sounds like FUN to me!!
i mean.. its like that first time that Mr Lew propose such lame stuff.. but after i think thru it.. sounds like fun.
and i think it'll be the first and last time we'll be doing this kinda lame stuff because seriously we're not young anymore, and MR Lew is going NS soon, and we need some fun after few years of loneliness..
haha.
okok. i'm excited!! shits.

YAY. i'm taking my first order for this year's V day.
=)

I WANNA SIT FERRIS WHEEL!! =x


busy busy week ahead..
hate it.
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why must i give up something i like..
sometimes such things leave me sad-ed.
=(

get over it and move on elim.

CNY have been busy busy busy for me!

been to both my grandma house on chu 1.
talking to relative..cousins..
play poker, watch tv, eat all the heaty things.. normal CNY stuff.
then i went for movie at night with my cousin.

CHU 2.
go ah ma house for lunch..
then saw all my 'one year only see once' aunty and unclee.
wah.. its NOISY and CROWDED loh..
not heart warming =X
finally got a little peace after they went off..
talked to my aunty for awhile..
it's like the first time i talk to her properly since i was born.
not a bad talk about fashion and gossips all..and she's gonna bring me on holiday! yay.

went to some park..
its the norm routine for every year to go gai gai at some park with my parents..
the scenery wasnt too bad.
maybe i'll upload some photos if i manage to get them onto my com.

then went to new asia bar and dxo =X
with my church friends.
hiong right.
but it wasnt too bad also..
and new asia bar is like freaking 70 stories high up..
the scenery is super pretty!!
and it only takes a few seconds for the lift to go from 1 floor to 70th floor..
cool!
dxo.
normal. nothing special except one of the girls was quite high.
lol.

chu 3.
visitation to my teachers house in the morning..
then to church friends house..
then to Yum Cha for dinner with my relatives.
then to airport..
OMG. T3 is freakin big..
went to BK for some supper..
then home.
i'm super tired can.
out the whole day..
and tomorrow also..
WAH. lets hope i live till monday..


till then..
HAPPY NEW YEARS!

ANG BAO!!

i went to a movie today.. cos my auntie and cousin wanna watch.
i mean..
i only see them less then 10 times a year.. and its time for a good bonding..
and i got free movie to watch!
why not.
wahahha.

i have the urge to play basketball at the arcade! =X

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR! =D

ahh
Royce's chocolates are HEAVENLY!!
omggg.

caitou got a box for us to eat just now..
and it super yummyyy.
i dono how to describe!!
omgg!!
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i'm addicted to this songg.:

Way Back into LOVE by Hugh Grant Drew Berrymore:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ce_DxJFdgM4
I've been living with a shadow overhead 

I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed 

I've been lonely for so long 

Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on 


I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away 

Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time 

To clear a little space in the corners of my mind 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 

I can't make it through without a way back into love 

Oh oh oh 


I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine 

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs 

I know that it's out there 

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere 


I've been looking for someone to shed some light 

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night 

I could use some direction 

And I'm open to your suggestions 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 

I can't make it through without a way back into love 

And if I open my heart again 

I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end 



There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel 

I need inspiration 

Not just another negotiation 



All I want to do is find a way back into love 

I can't make it through without a way back into love 

And if I open my heart to you 

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do 

And if you help me to start again 

You know that I'll be there for you in the end

oh i forgot to mention.
i saw Little Broom downstairs again!!
sooo cute!!! =DD

look like the little broom in coffee prince looh. =D

shopping.
with a group of guys.
i realise this is the 3rd day i'm shopping already.
damn.
horoscope says i shouldnt shop because i might end up buying things i dont need.
yar i totally agree man.

cos i bought some jeans that i tot i totally shouldnt.
the cloth is like so thin.. then the length also too long for me..
omg why did i buy~~!!!
i regret man!!

but nvm.
i will wait for thursday before my cash comes back in.
wahahah.

desert at gelare with the guys aint too bad.. although we did waited for like 40mins for the stupid waffles..
but its still worth the wait! its super yummy!!
and i was telling jeremy..
we cant eat yummy things often.. because it'll just losee its yummy-nest if u eat it too often (:
ahh.
and i mistakely said 'maple syrup' for 'maple story'
omg.
and desmond have to suan me the whole night because of this.

the night ended with a bus ride with jeremy and mr lewyile..
and they had to talk about horror movies.

for your info.. miss lew here hates horror movies.
because i'll get scared.. and i dont pay to scare myself.
and i'm not afraid to admit cos its better to say it out then try to act brave then later get scareed in the cinema.

and jeremy was telling me about the storyline of 'Alone"
although i'm scared.. it seemed like a pretty good movie afterall..
and its super scary.
i can imagine the scenes in my head when he was telling me la.
omg. ok stop thinking lew elim.
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ok i dono what i'm talking cos i'm having a serious headache.
like my head's gonna explode.
omgg.
i wanna die.
i think cos i'm too tired..
z.
still have to wait for my hair to dry!!

*i say its too late to apologise.. its too late..~

yesterday i saw my li xinting at parkway.. first time i see her in 2008
then i saw mr buang when i'm having lunch today..
then i saw some random actor at town today..
then i saw jay chou in bugis promoting his new movie today.. yes JAY CHOU *girls pls scream*
then i saw my gan ma at katong.

omg.. i'm happy and satisfied =)

yesterday and today is/was pretty fun..
i get to go out with my church bro and sis and tease them about their gf/bf.
and did i mention huiting brought a v shuai didi to church?
omg. he's quite shuai.
double eyelid,high nose bridge,dimples,doesnt have that kinda 'air' around him.. and his jokes are funny.
omg where can you find such a shuai ge!
but too bad he's 3 years younger =XXXXX
zZZZ!

today was a fun day too!
i went shopping with my kor kor and the other brothers from church.. and my bro's gf.
quite weird to go shopping with guys.. cos from my experience.. guys dont like shopping..
but today the guys shopped LONGER then the girls..
omg.
and they cant make up their mindd.
wah we nearly died walking in bugis man.
bugis junction, then bugis village, then bugis junction again..
my leg's gonna break!

ahh. and that's when i saw JAY CHOU.. and his co-star. at bugis junction.
even though it was drizzling, people are still taking loads of photo.
and my mind went crazy whenever i see a star in singapore..
i took shaun's hp and started to snap..
but then... blame on my height.
cant see no shit..
everyone's like blocking me everywhere i shift.
i move nearer.. the people seem to grow taller..
in the end i gave up.
but still manage to get a glimpse of him =))

happpy!!!
yay. jay rocks lar.

then we went to katong because the guys wanna CUT HAIR.
thats when i saw my gan ma.
she shifted her salon to katong.. =)
missed her quite abit cos haven been seeing her..

ahaha all of them cut hair loh.. so weird. but they look shuai-er lar..

ohh!! i tell you.
the 'foodcourt' underneath Roxy Square sells damn good ban mian.
seriously goooood!!
its very werid because the 'foodcourt' is in a damn ulu place, underground.
and it reminds me of those underground betting place they show in drama series.
haha and why i keep putting "" on the "foodcourt?"
because.. the "foodcourt" only sells steamboat, banmian and drinks..
so its not considered a 'foodcourt'
but the ban mian is really nice la!
and cheap!!

although the weather today's not very good.
but i had funn.fun fun!!

yay. and my mama bought new shoes for me.. then i no need to spend money lerr =)

ahaha.
my dad watching 'Just Follow Law'
CC--> Cover ca-ceng
BCC-->better cover ca-ceng
hahhaa. dots.

and i love Muthu.
and Jay Chou =DD
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oh yea. and i tink i know too many 'Jason's until it's hard for me to communicate.
like..
yiying's bf is called Jason
Paul's friend is also called Jason
my class has 2 Jasons.
omg.
why so many Jason?
lol

okie this is random.

yesterday.
fun fun fun.
and amazing.

lol
i was on my way out from my piano lesson..
then i heard the 12 o'clock church bells ringing.
i tot the sound was so beautiful!

then i met the princesses for lunch..
because i happen to be around that area..
a rather nice lunch as always.. except we're short of lele.. if not it'll be a 'reunion' lunch.

cos it was raning in town..
so we had to think of alternative ways to go back..
so i had to take 65 home although i dont really like it cos it takes so long to reach my house!
but i took anyways..
and i fell asleep on the bus.. as always.
wah. yesterday was the best sleep i ever had man.
imagine it was raining.. and you're in a bus, sheltered from the rain. and you're sitting alone..
normally i'll get woken by those people who sat beside me..
but yesterday nobody sat beside me..
so i manage to sleep throughout the whole trip..
=)
although i might sound like a pig.
hahah.


reach home for awhile.. then i went out again.
stupid right.

anyways.. i went to meet my princesses again!
nahaha.
went to eat teppanyaki at wisma..
which was ..OMG nice can.
super niceeeee!!
can fight with tampines one.. although i think tampines one might still be nicer.
but it was a satisfying dinner man.

after that was the funny part.
imagine 3 girls going to a Thai Pub.
hahah and really! i went to thai pub.
cause we had nowhere to go..
then yorn dont wanna go to those places where we sit down and chill because there was only 3 of us..
and we had no other plans so we just went to this Thai pub that yorn always go to..
and suprisingly it was quite fun.

but of course at first i'll think to myself.. 'how fun can it get? thai songs and weird people in a ulu place.....?"
hahah. although it was really fun.. the place was quite ulu! cos it was in Golden Mile complex.. and the building's quite old already ya..

went we first step into the pub.. me and jasmine was like telling each other
"eh, this place look like a classy Ge Tai, as in those high class ones!'"
haha! but it really look like lar..
singers, dancers, live band.. quite a number of ah peks..
and i think only me,jasmine and yorn are the only young ones there.

but the music was quite good.
techno, rock, pop. english chinese thai.
pretty interesting lar..

then me and jasmine started to gossip about the singers there..
'eh is she a guy, eh she got go for breast sugery not? eh she very skinny ah.."
ahha all these stupid things keep coming out.
i think we high.
ok no.. i think Jasmine's high.

and suprisingly there's not much sleezy people there..as in the guys there are all quite decent la.. no those luan luan lai kind.

good company, good entertainment, good people.. FUN =)

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