All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

heard this in the office and i think its damn addictive.

Apologize
I'm holding on your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say
But I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down
But wait...You tell me that you're sorry

Didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat(But that's nothing new)
Yeah yeah

I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry like an angel, heavens not the thing for you,
But I'm afraidIt's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologizes, it's too late


Woahooo woah

It's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, yeah yeah
I said it's too late to apologize, a yeahI'm holding your rope
Got me ten feet off the ground...

today's boxing day.
as in..
really BOXING DAY for meeee.
and what a 'good' christmas present.

traumatising man.
the scenes still in my head loh.

someone actually shouted in my face.. and i did mention that i hate people to shout in my face.
but she really.. hais.

lucky my mood still alright today..
and i think everybody in my office v traumatised.


okay there's this girl in my office who always talks.
(ermm. i dono how to describe her lar)
anyway..
apparently she's having bad mood todayy..
and so suay i just happen to step on her toes.
lol.


okay shee was doing the calling while i was finding my stuff..
so as always she'll finish her calling and ask me whether got other stuff to do anot..
then this morning she already very bu shuang tell me 'PLEASE DO SOME CALLING, THERE's ALOT TO CALL'.
ok fine..

then till afternoon i was still finding my stuff to match..
then she suddenly came and open my pile of letters saying my superior want the stuff and ask me to find them quickly.
cos i'm sick of finding my pile.. i went up to open the pile of letters which was for me.
and i tot she was being nice so i dint say anything..
then she started going sot and ask me not to open all the letters at one go.. instead open them one by one and find the original matching the documents.
so i was abit fed up with her attitude also.. so i put down the letters which i was intending to open and went to another table.
then she started going craazy.
omg. the craziest thing i'm gonna see this year i think.
she started shouting at me saying i keep walking around,never do work and i'm not productive and stuff.

then i kept quiet for awhile.. wanting to let her calm down.
but instead she continued with her nonsense..and apparently not stopping..
and she kept scolding the f word u know.. it's super irritating.
so i shouted back at her asking her whats her problem.
she really got on my nerves loh..
i bearly shouted vulgarities in her face.
i think we nearly fought..
but dint lar... cos 'caitao' stopped us..
pulled us apart.
then i went to the toilet to cry.

cos i feel she very unreasonable.. and she's being very ridiculous lar..
if she dont wanna help me call she can jsut tell me nicely..
and not shout in my face.
and i hate it when people shout in my face.
eeyer. its like very tramatising..

i dono larrr.
somemore i think i also very what loh.
lol.. i kick the dustbin cos i was very angry at people shouting at me.
poor dustbin.

anyways..
what a stupid day.
zzzzzzz.


lucky lele gave me a hug! =)

STUPID BOXING DAY.

i dono how to face that girl lar..
i rather not see her for the rest of the year =XX

just right after my last post..
my desktop crashed.
so zun right..
urlele say i can predict the future.
haha.


but thanks to miss fu for lending me her laptop to my bro..
i can finally blog for awhile while waitinn for my bro to bathe..
i miss my commm!!!

zzz.

anyways...
MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!



this year's christmas had been pretty quiet..
except that i had quite alot of fun during carolling..
because the house i visit all prepared good food!!
which means i must start my exercises sooon =X

ahhaa but ham and turkey plus log cake really rocks la!!


this year's christmas was quite nice because i get to spend it with my church friends..

last year wasss.
oh i was at home last year..
then was asked to go shopping at Ikea.. for rugs.
hahahah. funny christmas day shopping at Ikea tampines but no doubt fun lar.
i still remember Ikea Tampines just opened loh.. i think on 30th of nov 06.

okies i dono why i remember such stuff but i do.
Melvin just asked me whether i'm feeling rich..
dots. ot at the moment but i do hope i'll feel rich when school re-opens!!
when u have cash...everywhere u go you'll feel wind.
ahahha dots.
i'm crapping.

oh shits.
my brother's out of his bath tub.
.....................................


i got so many things to check lar.. sians.

and the feeling of going back to work feels like shit!
double sian-nessss..



i'm off to watfch my Witch You Hee on channel U.

take care everyone..
thanks for reading my last entry on 2007!!

HAVE A BLESSED NEW YEAR!! =))

i have this feeling i wont visit here for a long time..
so..
i'm gonna wish every one...

MERRY CHRISTMASS!!
and a
BLESSED 2008!! =)

dont you agree that the weather affects your mood..
and how polariods are like memories?

its like how sometimes some people or somethings are tend to be forgotten just like how polariods photos vanishes after years?

and the weather these days are making me moodyyy.
but i still love the weather =)


anyways.. the above are random statements.
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sometimes it really makes me wonder why guys will become gays, and girls will become lesbians.
somehow i agree with their thinking-cum-point of view.. but sometimes i think they're abit weird.
how can you like the same species of people with quite similar thinking and feelings as you?

but come to think of it..
its hard to find partners who can think what you think.. and feel what you feel.

maybe thats why lesbians like girls.
they understand how their girlfriends feel and can use the most effective way to cheer her up..
not like guys.. who can never really guess what a girl is thinking, and might just end up saddening her more instead of cheering her up...
but of course.. they'll get all the weird attention when they're dating...

well. thats my point of view for lesbians.. not that i agree with them dating girls... but i think i do understand why they choose to like girls instead..
oh ya. and i did heard of some stories where they got rejected/dumped too many times by guys thats why they chose to become lesbians.
i kinda pity them though.. its like they've lose all the trust in guys.. and it takes soo much for them to trust another guy again..

oh wells.

oh yar.. so..
i was talking about lesbians.. i should talk about gays too right?
hmmm. nothing special about them but i find them especially disgusting.. no offence though.
haha maybe i'm not a guy.. i dono what's going thru in their mind.
i still dont understand why guy will like guy.
theres like.. no link?

guys are like girls..
they go shopping too..
they spend unecessary money too..
but why?!
omg. and to think of it.. some gays are really good looking and hot.
i mean seriously..

dont you think so?

in anyways..
i still think its great for a person to fall in love with the other sex..
not the samee sex.

*the above thoughts was just random speech. but please do feedback if u find it interesting.
wahahha =D
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i cant wait for friday!! =)

i think polariods are so cute =)

why...

do i feel so lonely..?
=(

my brother told me that he thinks that guy called 'tang yu zhe' very shuai.
which i dont agree.
i dono. maybe different people have different perspective bah.
he say that guy got this 'aura' around him that makes him appealing.. which is quite trrue..
but i still dont think he shuai.
hahaha..
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ii met a mad man on the bus just now!
rather say he's mad.. i think he's psychotic.
hm.. maybe i was exaggerating..
but he really creeps me out!!


because i was on the way to meet jack and joseph for pool..
i took a bus from my workplace to marine parade that area..
because the bus took super long to come... everybody started rushing to get up the bus once it arrive..
and i hate to sqeeze with them.. but cant afford to wait for the next bus.. so i tot i'll just try and get on the bus..
so this nice uncle keep asking me to move up one step so i wont fall off the bus when the bus uncle open the bus door at the next stop..
and then the conversation started from there.

he started telling me where he worked and all those..
and he asked me go his work place to work as temp..
and talked bout random stuff like my school.
and then he asked bout where i stay..

at first i tot he was just being nice talkin to me..
then when i wanna get down the bus he was like saying..
'eh what time you reach home..is it convienent to talk online.. or smth'

EEEEE.
ok i totally freaked out.
what the hell.
lucky i alighted.
if not i'll just slapp him..
ok kidding. but he really traumatized me so much i was stoneing throughout the pool session.
dots.
lol.

but i'm safely home.. and i dint meet any perverts.
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oh ya.. i think those people answering the phone to 'sports betting' is super eng la.
they sit there and read newspaper and watch tv.
super good life!
not like me and urlele.. running around answering calls and doing paper work.
even going for lunch after the lunch hour.
and everytime i walk pass.. i quite envy them la.
wahhhh.

ok done with my complains =D
back to watch my ai qing mo fa shi!!
=)

have a happy weekend =)

oh i forgot to say!
my pretty cousin went malaysia last weeek!!
not fair one.. she never jio me goo.
eeeee.

my mama still can say it's because i working.. thats why never ask.
pi la!
working is just an excuse! not a reason!!
AHHH i wanna go malaysiaaaaaaaa. why cannot!!

and my cousin's photo's are super nice!
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oh yar..
i was watching 'Witch Yoo Hee" (forgot the name..) just now on tv..
it was a rather good show...
quite funny..
except that.. i dont think such girls exist in the world..
even if she does.. she's either not rich, or lesbian, or no guys will wanna stay near her..
but no doubt.. i respect such girls..
i think they have their own appeal lar =)

and i think that actress has a super fake face!
haha no offence but i think her nose is super fake..
although i love her eyes.. i still think it went under the knife *shrugs*

but i love the show!! =D
and i think that "prince lu' is still super shuai!
i like this 'air' around himm..
aiya dono la! he just look damn shuai to me... at least compared to other korean actors.
oh. won bin's shuai too.
=D

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i'm addicted to this song!


☆罗志祥--好朋友☆
☆词 曲:kang.hyun min☆
像两首节拍不同的歌
却又同时被爱情合奏
旋律勉强着
愉快不能够假装快乐
你心中有宽阔的天空
空气还稀薄
曾经等待因为会改变什么
你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

如果爱情是五线谱
我只希望用全音符
吟唱出爱上你
那完整的幸福

当你的心没有耳朵
即使我为你唱着歌
你也只看见我哭了

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心
还会不会寂寞

曾经因为等待会改变
什么你总会属于我
但是最后时间证明了
你只喜欢我

你说我比较像你的好朋友
只是不小心拥抱着
你道歉你难过
于是我给你笑容
谁在乎我的心ho 还会不会寂寞

你说我是你最好的朋友
却不应该再拥抱着
你退缩你冷漠
于是我放开双手
不在乎我的心会永远的寂寞呜..

☆.☆献给永远走在一起的朋友=)

i just think the lyrics is quite meaningful =)

happy day ahead everyone!!
T.G.I.F! =)

been coughing like mad these few dayss.
probably because i dint get enough water and rest after my mission trip thus the illness.

i lost my voice for like 3 days already..
and couldnt really talk much..
AHH that feeling is terrible.
and i'm still coughing like mad =XX

why am i sick!!


lol.
nevermind..
one reason to smile today is.. tomorrow's friday!!
another reason to smile is.. i love my uneatable lollipop larr! so super duper cuteeeeee =D
another reason to smile is because i'm going for my previous company's D&D with my laopa!!
wahahaa.
yay. i'm happyy.
and its near christmas!!
time for presentS! =)
but sadly.. i got no money to spend this year..
stupid salary taking forever!!
but never mind.. its gonna be alot when it comes.
wahahah.


ok i'm craving for ice cream now.
shits.
cookies and creams please!!

i had a bad day at work.
dont remind me.. and i'm feeling v sad.

dont ever shout in my face. i mean it.


lucky God gave me reasons to smile after all day at work..
he gave me two 'uneat-able lollipops' and ah balling home.
yay.
i'm happy enough for noww=)
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sometimes i really hate holidays..
and i'm sort of hating my life right now
i dono.. its just a random statement.
perhaps i'm feeling damn tired already.

i just feel that my life revolves around work, home, food and sleep.. and of course church..
i dont practice for nuts.. might as well say i got no time..
somemore now december..
so many stuff. so packed.

and then i cannot think of a very good reason why i'm working so hard during holidays..
i'm not really hard up for cash.
but then those stuff i wanna buy is just a 'want' and not a 'need'
so.. yar
sorry ha..
sometimes i just feels like shit. so i'll complain abit more..
maybe the working environment is different now..
maybe i'm just tired.
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my friend's complaining about her boyfriend to me.
sometimes i just feel so helpless because i cant do anything to help her..
and i cant give constructive comments..
i can just listen to her talk..
and the worst thing is.. i know her boyfriend.
then i'm like stuck in the middle cos if i speak up for her boyfriend then i'll feel like she thinks i'm siding him. and she'll feel like "wth"
but if i rant with her.. then i'll feel like shit cos i know her boyfriend's not like that at all.
AHHH.
why is relationships so problematic!!

why do quarrels exist in this world!
=XXX




dont shout in my face.

its been so long since i took bus home from toa payoh..
i think ever since i stopped woring at jurong.. toa payoh just seems like another place in singapore to me..

when i was wallking to the bus stop just now..
i kinda miss the feeling of alighting from my company bus at tpy to go to town..
and i miss the days where i sit around with my colleagues talking about random stuff..
those were the days..


i was sick today..
so dint really talk much.. cos i kinda kinda lost my voice =[
but it was fun talking to joycelyn even though my voice wasnt really there.
she's really a nice girl to chat with.. and its suprising that we had quite a lot of things in common =)
i really thank god for letting me meet her though =) because she can be such an encouragement to me..

anyways..
i need people to go watch Enchanted with me!!
i've been wanting to watch it since my bdae.. but dint find anybody who's free...
and also my schedule is super duper packed.
tell me if you wanna watch ok!!
=DD


have a God Blessed day =)

me in the office.. working like mad! the photocopier not good de.. =X keeps choking on papers. lol


me and Ang, with Sam at the back.. at marina bay steamboat =)



my ugly haird.. and lasalle's fake green grass patch. on the day where i was back for Simple Plan's mini concert..




my name made with noodles.. done by the talented mr Jason Angs.

WAH i feel like eating roti prata!!

heeeeees.

and i'm watching "Cat in the Hat"

some childish show i watched years ago in the cinema.. which is showing on channel 5 now..

hhaa. stupid show..

shucks.
i'm sick.
coughing like mad.
probably i dint have enough sleep for past one week, plus the mission trip on sat. i think i overworked myself thats why.
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went to esplanade to watch Astreal's performance on friday...
it was pretty good!
i think some of the songs very nice lar.

but i think the music was too loud for my ears ah.. lol maybe cause i was sitting near the speakers..
and the girl sitting beside me keeps rocking the row of chairs, so i'm practically shaking through out the showw.
lol but no doubt i enjoyed myself =)

too bad i had to go on mission trip next day.. so i cant join ang and his friends for supper.
and i only ate lunch that day.. so i was starving
=X


mission trip was v fun.. and very tiring lar!
imagine taking care of hundred plus kids from nine to five.. and organising games and other misc stuff for them..
super tiring..
everybody was stoneing when the whole thing finished..
lol.

and i was sleeping everywhere today..
on the car, in church, sermons, choir practice.
omg. i've been this tired for soo long..
not even when i'm working..
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was talking mummy lifang that day..
and just randomly she told me that lovers in love will just treat other people aroud them transparent.
haha.
random but super true.
looking at the lovers around me.. they really treats people like me, tranparent.
brcause they obly have eyes for each other.
wahaa.
they's just practically tooo many couples popping up liao larr.
alot please.. like 7 of them?
ohmygosh.
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i'm happy =)

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