All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

i've known him for six years.
i've known her for four years.

they never fail to keep me laughing.
and never fail to know what i'm thinking.
the crappiest bunch of people i've known..
been through all the hard times, and good stuffs together..
thank you both for the wonderful time and cute present =)

love you both!

[the.long.affair.inc] =)



went for dinner and then chilling out at Barstop.
still a very nice place to relax and listen to good music.
they had a new extention out from the second floor! super niceee.
had a very nice time with my two besties while drinking some weird drink.
lol
and saw my friend there.
she was rather shocked to see me there but we were happy to see each other =)
she gave me a hug! =)

hmm. long day tomorrow.
goodnights..
oh yar..

HAppy Birthday SOAP!!!

i'm still traumatized by ang.
lol
he just told me he might just be joinin Astreal.
and he's name is in the papers.

and i'm freaking jealous!!
haa. i dono larr. just JEALOUS!!!

ang, if you're reading dis..
i'm JEALOUS!!

lol. he might just turn famous over night.
ok kidding..
but i'm happy for him =)

yay. going to watch them this friday..
hope it'll be a good one cos the ticket expensive ah!
LOL.


the few blocks infront of my house just enblocked.. and the area behind my block is a park and expressway..
and i'm like living in a haunted area because the few blocks just shut off their power supply..
and there's nobody left in that estate.. no security guard also..


i'm not gonna go out at night loh.. its super scary lar!
=X

i feel like i'm getting stupid-ier and stupid-ier-ier.
i was just discussing stuff with my sisters on the phone about this sat's stuff..
and its like she's practically givin ideas the whole time and i'm just "orh-ing" all the way.
makes me feel so stupid lar.
i think its the work and sleepin late larr.
i cant think properly nowadays..
and my mind is full of rubbish.

time to go for a brain change!!

me and ursula was rather cranky on tuesday..
its like everything dint feel right the whole day..
work also sian..
lunch also dont know where to eat..
talk also rubbish come out.
aiya.. do everything also sian.
lol. i think because we slept late days before thats why.

anyway..
Melvin(the guy who intro us to the job) just told me that he's gonna sign us up for a contract so next time we can work for his "company"
cos his company is not really a company so i dono how to put it..


zzz. i have mental block..
it's like everything is happening so fast.. and i have no time to react.
will be going to JB on sat. and i haven prepared my stuff.
freaking.. stressful.

HAPPY =)

THANK YOU GUYS FOR ATTENDING THE MINI DINNER OUTING AT MARINA BAY =))

thank you
ang,soap,aaron, rossi,lefort,sam, hairie, and urlele =))

oh yar.. and thanks Aaron for sending me to and fro.. and the present =)
and of course urlele once aagain for your cute starbucks t-shirt..
which alot of people mistook that i'm working in Starbucks.
my goodness.
lol.
not because i'm wearing a "starbucks" shirt means i work in starbucks.
LOL.
and Aaron's driving skills rock larr.
like.. he can accelerate straight into a perpendicular road and suddenly turn right..
scared the hell out of me.
but it was quite fun though..
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today is a boring dayyyyy.....
work.. school... home. lessoon.. homee.

i was watching this show on national geographic at my teacher's house about 'child prodigies"
this little boy called Marc is amazing mann.
he plays by ears, and dont need any scores when he's playing the classical pieces..
and obviously he's only 8 years old..
and he's got perfect pitch.
and nobody taught him piano!
wah lao.. so good loh.
and he can play 'bumble bee'
i see already.. feel like giving up piano.
haha.
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i'm so bored i had nothing to write!!

OH YAR..
i almost slept on a auntie's shoulders' when i was going home just noww.
think i too tired..
omgg.
why i always so suay...
why cannot let me sit beside Shuai GE!?!?!

okay just kiddingggg...
but if got shuai ge i will be much happier =)



i miss my pay check!
when is it comin in?!
i'm going broke soonnn =XX

got this somewhere.. which i think sounds pretty meaningful =]

sometimes i think im like a wooden plank floating in a stormy seasometimes people hold onto me tightly when they need tobut when a boat or land is sightedim left alone, never to be remembered again.
But i guess in a way, being able to do that in itself is a good thing.

pretty right =)


anyways..
thank those who love me!!
too many names to nameee =)

and i thought anwar,lefort and soap was pretty sweet!
they actually called to wish mee!
soo sweet!! =)

LOVE ALL WHO LOVES =)

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i forgot to mention..
i miss my 'laopa' who's in korea with his rig!

luckily he's comin back soon... =))

i miss laopa!!

thank you all for your wishes =)

ursula,kelvin,shane,youk,lenny,
huizzhen,xiuqi,kangling,haojie,huiting,shanwei,lifang,meishi,guocheng,
sandra,tony,xinting,jack,shenghao,gina,cailing,xinyue,kaiwei,
jiale,sureen,sharon...

your wishes greatly appreciated!! =))
and thank you Mr Don Ong for your TCC oreo cheesecake although i was just jokin bout it.
hahaha.

thank you everyone!!

and xiexie wangma and ursula, and Paul for the pressiees! =)
LOVE IT!






actually it just seemed like a normal day to me lar..
work, lunch,work,dinner.
like nothing special except i get to choose my presents this year instead of wishing for them =)

and i was rather calm the whole day which is godo and bad.
because i was super emotional last year..
and i was feelin ok this year..
lol

and the day dint start too well too..
i forgot my EZlink card..
almost died walkin in my new shoes..
got soo much work today.
and teddy just told me we need to go back for re-subs for my EDL homework.
its liikee. spoiling my day without realising it.
nevermind forget it.

but overall. i'm satisfied =)

dinner tml with my favorite people
yay. =)

THANK YOU PEOPLE!
LOVE YOU GUYS ALOT!

18.
the number that's double of my favourite number9..
the bus number that goes from bedok to tampines..
the number that allows me to go clubbing..
haha. just kidding.

i dont club lar.

but in a few hours time i'll turn 18..
which is like super fast..
its weird that this year i'm not happy or sad.
haha its like.. just another day to me..
maybe cause i'm gonna be one year older..
and maybe because i chose not to remember it cos i'll be workin tml!
zz!

although got people ask me why i dont wanna take the day off cos like.. bdae.
but thn.. i think..
if i'll be alone for my bdae.. might as well go and work
lol.. i'll be sadder alone at home loh.
lols.


but anyways.. thanks all for your thoughts =)


my gf called me to chat while i was on my way home..
and i'm so scared my another common girlfriend will get depression/anorexic.
its so scary lar..
and i think most of the fault is caused by her boyfriend lar.
he's really an ass.
its pointless for me to type it here because he's really beyond words.
i just wish her all the best larr.


OMG.
i'm having mental block
prob because i'm so super busy this whole month with exams, work, church, meetups.
i'm losing my momentum..
zz.

guess i'll need a break soon.
things are going too fast..

THANK YOU WANG MA! =)

and i can annouce that i passed max msp.. and i can go to work in peace on monday..
yay, finally once working with my good friend.
last time always work alone.. or work with strangers de.. not really fun.
now work with friends and somemore near town loh.

ice cream was great just now..
i think my mum and me quite similar.. (okay like DUH, i'm her daughter?) hahaha.
just now we went for ice cream.. alot alot of ice cream.
then she went back to work because apparently she haven finish her work.
omg then i just realise that i and her the same.
workaholic.. plus all the ice cream =X
really her daughter..
bleah.


korkor is playing that high school musical song in his room! REPEATEDLY!
EEEKS.
hhaha he's always that weird and funny lar..
first chinese new year songs, then white chocolates, then all the beating around with his gf, then high school musical.
my brother.. and i love him


hahaha. thats random =)

i'm happy and sad.

sad because i lost my first job.
happy cos i found another job.
weee.
God is so good =)


well at this point of time.. i receive quite a number of people's messages saying that they've failed max msp.
i dint get any message though, and i'm sure i will fail the exam cos i dint really know what i was doing.
but i'm quite glad i dint receive anything up till now..
which kind of mean i passed my exam..
but i should check my mailbox again tonight =)

oh yar.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA! =)
yay. she's bringing me out for ice cream tonight.
yay.

Its the last day of school.. once again..
its funny how time flies so fast everytime..
school started? just when we're all getting used to the pace.. ohh. its holidays again.
funnny but frustrating..
its constantly changing.

once again.
i've to thank all the people who helped me thru this sem..
brought laughter,craziness(although i think i'm the only one craziest in class), stress, crap into my life at this point of time..
THANKS =)

names not put in order please.. cos you're all close to my heart =)

1. Miss Ursula Rodrigues.
no doubt she's the first one.. because she's closest to my heart.. and closes to me in school =)
thank you for listening to me.. when i'm feelin crappy,emoish,sad,stress... whatever.
thanks for always being there.
though you get stressed up often.. but dont worry ok.. you're doing fine and you will pass your theory lar!

2. hmm. Mr Jason Lefort?
haha. i doubt he'll see this but..
yar. thanks man.. for sitting thru my moodswings and complains.
and 'thanks' for your corrupted info bout some stuff.. and your crappiness.
and yar. thanks for being there when i needed someone to help me with transcription! haha.
thanks for being a nice friend lar!

3. Anwar?
haha. he's a nice guy... and super crappy.
thanks for showing me all the presents you sent to your girlfriend and make me jealous.
ahhah kidding. but those presents were really sweet.. your gf must be damn happy!!
and thanks for being the class rep? cos i think without you.. our class will be clueless about info like where to go for recording and all those random stuff.
and thanks for sitting thru my random conversations with you =)

4. err lets see. Jason Ang and Soap
haha i dono why.. they just sort of linked each other up..
wheen i think of one.. i'll think of another.. so yupps.
Thanks for all the fun you guys bring.. and all the jokes and random stuff.
and thanks for introducing the chicken rice store and CS.
haha other then that.. hmm i think nothing else ler.
hahah! kidding lar..
thanks for teaching me all the things like.. er. abit of Reasons and stuff like these.
THanks for being a nice friend!! =)

5. EVERYONE ELSE THAT BROUGHT JOY AND LAUGHTER AND NUISANCE TO MY LIFE :)

sorry if i dint mention you here.. i'm having kind of a mental block here.
but i'm happy to have friends like these cos they mean alot..
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Work.
i'm quite regretting my decision right now..
cos i dint ressttt.
EEEEEk.
nevermind.. think of the money behind it
NO. shit. i shouldnt let the money drive me!!

and i'm hating next week..
dont ask me why.

oh yar.. dont joke about my bdae with me. seriously dont..
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oh yar..
me and urlele saw girls and guys wearing super formal in town today..
and our conclusion was..
they're having the Day of the Year : Prom.

haha. they look like boy bands walking on the road la..
think thats' the most fashionable style during sec school ba..
shirts, blazers, leather shoes. and nothing else.
Girls? tube top.
hahahaha.

the last time i went to prom was like 2 years ago?
omg. freaking long time ago.
i'm soo old!! =XX


Lasalle people..
Enjoy this short holiday!
and meet up if possible kay =)

anyways.. i kind of hate holidays because things will change after holidays. always..
like the first one we had adam leaving..
second one.. er change of courses..
this one.. hope nothing big happens.

its like we've slowly gotten use to the people around us.. then after holidays..
everybody drifts apart and they feel they dont need this person anymore.. and like.. dont really talk.. then become acquaintance.
eeks. i don like that feeling..cause feels like shit.
like you've just lost another friend.
=XXX

i was on my way home from class today..
guess i was pretty bored..
i started to guess the brand of every car that passed by my bus..
hahah.
i was suprised i saw quite a number of different car brands..
hyundai, honda, mazda, nissan, toyota, ford, BMW, volkswagen, renault, chevolet, mitsubishi, mercedes, volvo, kia.. and some other unknown ones.
lol. its weird to see how different but similar those cars are..

and i realise i like family cars!
as in those cars not in the shape of a normal car.
haha like got squarey backside instead of a retangular one,
they look very cute!
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eee.
bedok hawker centre under renovation!
so sians.
i miss my fish beehoon and cha siew rice larr.
still got 2 more weeks before they re-open =XX
i want food!!

and i saw pasar malam in bedok even though my beehon and chasiew rice shop was closed.
realise how different pasar malam was when i was young compard to now..
last time they use to sell those CDs, and children clothings, and loads of cheap food there.
now they only got Ramily burgers, and only 1-2 stalls of random food stores and not forgetting the very noisy Fortune teller.
hahaha. its weird how these tellers can survive...

just now on the tv i still saw one fella, he earns his living by TEACHING people how to buy 4D/TOTO.
like.. teach them how to win the lottery, which number to shade, how the 4D things works and stuff..
it just feel weird for mee.

lols.

ONCE AGAIN, ITS TIME TO COUNTDOWN!!!
YAYS.
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was talking to ursula online and she randomly asked how long i waited for the bus to go home today..
and then the topic linked us to..
rude aunties/ladies..whatever.

u ever encountered those people(i shall not specify the 'type' of people cos it applies to everyone,literally. eg. office ladies, aunties,ah ma-es,ah gongs, even secondary school girls and boys)
okay ah ma and ah gongs i wont blame.. because we're suppose to give way to the elderly people and let them go up the bus first..

oh yar.. i was saying..you ever met those people mentioned above, always wanting to cut your queue when going up the bus.. like they wont have a chance to go up the bus? (even like it's the last bus =X)
ZZ.
really lar.. those people ah.. should be more courteous to give way to the people who're going up the bus first, then just cutting our queue and give a stupid looking face like they damn big!
like what urlele said, they kept pushing their way up the bus, and give that stupid looking look and the piss-me-off noise, a.k.a "phuhtkz". the sound you make with your mouth when you're irritated, or pissed off.
and these people are named "CHICKEN NUGGETS" (no reason for this, just something random urlele came up with)
yar u get what i mean.
super dots.

irritating freakss.
YAR, next time.. i think i'll just tell them..
"Excuse me, the bus is not gonna drive away until everyone gets on board. because if the bus just drives off like this, we can lodge a complain you know.. so stop being rude and stop pushing! it wont make you slimmer!"
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yay. its finally time for me to rest...
after 13 and a 1/2 weeks( technically 12wks cos our first week is orientation week, but whatever) of battling..
its finally holiday time, and no more homework!!
cause being the usual (ahem)good-girl that i am, i've already finished my work so i ought to rest from all that work!
TIME TO CELEBRATE!!
YAY =)

hope i pass my ttheoey today so i dont have to go back next week and face the same old paper!! =X *cROSs fingers!*
anyways.. i have nothing to complain since i've already studied what i need to study..
so.. yar, no regret..


and i just realise i'm super duper shit.
i mean..
i'm starting work next week.
booo. no time to rest!!
okay lar.. lets put it this way.. i'll be super bored at home if i've to rest for a week! so.. okay i'm happy to be working!

work=money=spend =))
okay sorry bout the money face.. but i'm super broke now..
need cash badly =X

and another thing to feel shitty about..
WHY AM I WORKING ON MY BDAE WEEK!
and on my bdae!!
it happened last year.. i dont want it to happen again!
eeeeeeeeee.
EEEEEk.
MISS MONEY FACE! this is what you get for money =XXX

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
okay sorryy.

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anyways..
THANK YOU AARON GOH! *if you can see this*
cos he's the super early one to wish me, even its not my bdae yet.
appreciated! =)

have you ever felt damn scared in the middle of the night?
like suddenly.. in the middle of your work 2am in the morning.. u feel so super scared?
as in.. not scare you cant finish your work..
just a very scared feeling inside you u cant describe?

eeks. i just felt that.. and i was really scared this time!
i dono why..
usually when i work until so late.. i'll just be my normal self..
but tonight felt super freaky.

OMG. stop thinking about it elim!
when such things happen.. i'll just let my uncontrollable mind go wild.. then calm down and pray..

when i open my eyes...
WAHH!
guess what i saw?




nnothing except my essay.
hahaha.
kidding lar..
nothing happened. just me feeling better everytime.
i still sing hymns to myself..
=))
God is so GOOD =)

i got peace in my hearttt.



and after those prayers(yes i did a multiple praying session cos i have faith like a mustard seed=D)
i manage to actually finish my work..
omg.. those days of struggle with my brain cells thinking what to write actually paid off.
i've been keeping my mind on my work and exams next week..
and i just realise i could do nothing except ask God to give me wisdom and a happy heart =)

and i actually managed to finish work on time, even before date due..
to study for my exams.
YAY. i'm a happy girl.

and Ursula( if you can see this)
don worry okaY!
you can finish de!
dont stress and remember to put it in God's hands!

elim is bored tonight!!
and i'm nuts!!


told u i'm nutss..

i stoned 2 hrs infront of my computer thinking i wanna do essay and get it done so i wont worry bout it.. but then..
freaking brain..
i cant think!!
zzz. and i keep drifting away from workk.
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an interesting ttalk with a friend today make me feel happy..
but also made me realise how girlfriends can be.. easily jealous?
haha. i mean come'on.
who's girlfriend wont get mad if the boyfriend talks to another girl..
but then.. err. abit too much?
hhaa.
although she said she's not angry or whatever.. i still think her expressions betrayed her.
whahaa.
oh well. i was relieved to see both of them talk when they're waiting for bus =)
at least make me feel better that it wasnt me who created the trouble for both of them.

haha
RANDOMNESS.


yes. no. wait. maybe.

today made me feel like a stupid dumb dumb.

lol.
why?
because i was trying to finish my homeworks so i can study my exam in peace..
while trying to look for a resource for my assignment..

i typed "Speakers" in the yahoo search engine.
and they shows me a number of links to the work "speakers"
and my mentally towords a search engine was.. "the first link should provide me with my stuff cos the details stated there looks good to me"
so i clicked..
and looked through the site.. and decided to look through the "search" site..
and i found "search by catergory"
so i though.. "arhhg might find something there"
they showwed me names of people.. like "Jerry Perry" for example.

AFTER AWHILE then i realise that..
those speakers were "human speakers"
as in those kind who goes around talking bout insurance benefits and all (just stating an example)

which means..
i've typed "speakers" in the search engine, but i forgot to state i want "audio speakers"!
not human speakers!!
HAHAHHA STUPID ME!
OMG ELIM.
you're so dumb!!

stress level and moodswing level is getting HIGH.

although i look like i super hack care.. but inside i'm actually quite stress.

stress level is increasinGG!!!. omg i can feel myself with a volcano inside.
homework is the main culprit i think =XX
SHITS.
and i think i might just fail theory exam next week..
i dont understand a single thing Tim teaches.. and i don really have time to look at my book.
freaking...SIANS.

and i'm moody nowwww.
homework? maybe..
and probably because i'm HUNGRY.

CHEER UP LAR ELIM!
HAHAHA =D

i'm going NUTS about assignments!!
someone pls stab me with a knife and just let me die..

i think everyone else in my class is going bonkers larr.
craps.



i was at a wake yesterday..
well..
it's still as traumatising as other funerals i've been to..
the mindset of how short life can be keeps lingering in my head =X
makes me scared sometimes.. to think of growing old n dying.



me n my girlfriend was talking bout this girl we both knew.
seriously lar.. why would someone stick with a boyfriend who has like 'mental' problems?
a guy who's violent.. then cries and begs for mercy.. and then tries to win her back by buying things.
i think this kinda fat ass can go die man.
think girls are like their toys or something..
angry then use violence.. later when guilt strucks.. think of ways and means to make it up.
DOTS.

no comments. i wish this girl all the best in her relationship lar.
LOL.

i saw that superstar AVRIL yesterday at bedok..
wahaha.

and i super guai can.
i went back to school to study music tech stuff.
=X
sounds very kuku but yar i did.



*i realise there are somethings that i cant do.

you know what.
lasalle actually send me a letter saying i dint attend class.

CRAP.



it was one of the theory class lar.. and i was really sick that day.

i dint go to the doctor cos like slight fever only and i dont wanna waste the money..
but seriously! crappp larr.

that letter actually made my dad nag at me?
like.. -_-"" cos its only one class and he say it was a warning letter and that might cause me to retain.
whatthehell.
loads of dotts!

and homeworks are coming in like crazy again!!
and obviously it got me going nuts!
i might be back in school to find some resources.
ZZ on a day where i can rest!
nevermind.. i should be happy i'm meeting people for dinner =)

oh yar. i was playing CS with the guys just now...
i managed to kill 3 people!!
yay. accomplishment!
its the first time i'm playing and really happy i could kill.
haha quite hard to play at first but after that was pretty okay cos i got use to the control and all that..
its really different watching people and playing yourself.
watching is like soo easy, but playing yourself.. boo really quite hard.
but was a good experience though =)

OH.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON GOH =)

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