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All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

i am very tired because...

i slept at 4am yesterday night.
i hate how my mood affects me now and then..
i'm super stressed cos of my music tech course right now
i have no idea how to do any of my homeworks..or rather how to start
i cant seem to be myself when i'm in school..
i'm amazed at how people can be different all the time..
how my condition starts to worsten(again) and my mum cant stop nagging..
i have to organise a trip for church this coming saturday..

i cant handle everything..



i'm just.. very tired.

i think this post is short enough for me to express my thoughts. hahahs.

okay nvm..
at least i had an ice cream for desert today.. that, at least kept me happy for awhile =)

life..
has been getting slacker and slacker everyday..

although there're homework to do..
but i'm damn lazy to log into our school's portal and download it.. not to say even calculate all the maths stuff in my head.

haha. anyways. i'm just crapping if u haven noticed.

went to see some cello with my teacher just now..
omg!
acutally nothing.
haha. i touched a cello before.. so i'm just there to hear the sound of the cello.
nono. not as good.. i still like the 1.5k one =X

okay. maybe i wont get one so soon..
i still have a long long way to save before i can buy anything expensive.


hmmmmm.
still thinking whether to go tomorrow anot...
because yar. there some reasons why i dont wanna go.. and there are some reasons i feel like going.
how how how!
omg. elim, make up your mind!

okay this weird agency called me up..
urlele might remember this.
this girl asked for my number at bugis.. and they really called.
er..... no comments.
haha.
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The Reason- Hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
as many things I wish I didn't do
but I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
it's something I must live with everyday
and all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
that's why I need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
and so I have to say before I go
that I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
a side of me you didn't know
a reason for all that I do
and the reason is you


okay i wanna sleep.
do not disturb =)

the place where i'm studying~ dont jealous you people! =D

class.
is damn interesting today.

like real.
haha. but it was pretty fun cause we went on an excursion trip today..
to Beats Merchant.
they have a new recording studio just downstairs of their jamming studio..
and i think we're pretty honoured to be able to see it since it's still 'under construction'
as in.. it's not really 'under construction' that kinda 'construction'
it's just not ready for recording cos the sound proofing thing is not wholely done yet.

i love recording Stuffs. [haha. urlele will get this =D]

anyways. i think i had a great day today.
compared to yesterday and the day before..
cos..
-i've learned something in school today..
-able to hang out with my greatest girlfriend and talk anything under the sun =)
-realised i've met quite alot of colleagues this weeK!
=D

okay. i'm not emo today. thankyou..

met up with my colleagues for dinner just now..
and we got some free popcorns' voucher from this nice angmoh guy just now..
wahha. FREE POPCORNS! =)
anyways. dinner was great although most of the time they were talking bout guys stuff and random craps.
still the same old them =)


i have homework to do!
am i suppose to be happy or sad.
haha. ironic.
i'm happy cos i finally can do homework (like finally lar! slacked for 1 year already.. 1 year ok!)
but i'm sad cos.. yar, i need to do homework.
haha. okay lew yiling, dont be lazy.
i hope those binary numbers stuff dont get too complicated..
as you know.. i hated maths so much last time.. i dont wanna face the same thing this time round trying to convert some stupid binary things into wrong conversions.

and urlele and lefort is discussing the homework right now..
omg, what are you doing elim?!
go get some stuffs done!

apparently. i hope our classmates wont like copy homework?
haha.
u know like sec sch where everyone just grab your hw and starts copying?
its gets really annoying.
its not like we're gonna lend you on our-own-will..
so stop copying and get your butt on some reading =D

whaha.
i just realise..
i get very attitude-ed.
esp today..
and.. i realise.
some people are not worth your attention when they seriously are like crap.
have you ever had that feeling like..
you tried to talk to someone and he just ignored you like crap? (okay i dono why i used 'crap' but it just came out of nowhere)

zzz.
i'm like 'fine lar, since u want it that way'
hahaha.
maybe i'm just attitude-ing today.
i'll be fine tml =)

funny how all these moodswings get me swinging here and there.

but at least i know i'm cool and happy today =)


-friends are damn important once u fall- =)
*If I think of anything interesting to say, I'll let you know.

nights =D

i fell in love with our school's location.
haha. although it's in the middle of nowhere..
but it's still near town, malls, and many eating places.
although already 2 weeks into the new campus.. me n my friends are still trying to figure things out.
like the nearest bus stops, most delicious and affordable food( this dont really apply to the girls cos we're dieting =D), and where we can just slack our time off during those very long hour breaks. [thank god our longest break this semester is 3hours]
me and my girlfriends just found out a new 24hour foodcourt near our school.. which looks damn nice and cosy from outside..and apparently i see alot of our students eating there too =D

anyways.. i'm still trying to figure out the short cuts to some places and all.. so i dont need to walk one big round n stuff like that..


oooh. i just went to see my colleagues baby just now..
so cute.
but it got a little challenging carrying a two days old baby..
weighing only at 2.4kg.
but nonetheless..
he's so cute =D

at least my day wasnt wasted in school, like finally.
we learned quite some stuff in music tech lesson today..
and i'm glad its not boring!
finally i understooded why ipods have 1GB,2GB,and 4GB of memory, instead of 3GB.
it has something to do with the binary number stuff we're studying.
okay forget it.. i have no idea what i'm talking about too.
but i love class today..
=)


zz.
anyways.. i'm having bad mood now.
i have no idea why.
i get bad moods very easily now..
in school, at home, on the bus, wherever.
its not pms, i swear.
its just.. not normal to me.

because i only get really bad moodswings when my days come..
or just when i get stressed up and irritated.
but these days.. i really get so much moodswings i dont even understand myself.
and it's irritating =X


okay i shall try to keep myself happy.

haha. i know why.
maybe its because my brother just shouted at me for no stupid reasons =X
maybe its because i have to eat very late dinner when i dont feel like, cos i've been starving all day.. and when i eat something, i feel like puking.
maybe it's because i'm eating some kiwi now when i'm not in the mood to do so..
maybe it's because.. i'm having a bad day cos i'm reminded of some idiots when i don have to..

maybe it's just me.
haha.
*maybe...
i just feel like going on a holiday right now..
or working to earn more bucks.
*money no enough ah...
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sorry, badmoody girl.. i know my posts is not interesting today.

some things never changes...
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like how much i feel like sleeping now..
and perhaps will need to go gaigai alone again.
i shall start to pack up and get ready for church.


eeks.
i want my sleep =X




as much as i wana help my friend..
i tot that.
it'll be hard to come out of a situation if i ever jump into it..
should i or not?
hmm.

yesterday was..
funny.
tiring.
interesting.
high.

becausee..
my day started quite screwed up.

first i was caught in a weird traffic jam at some area of bedok reservoir road, and i was late for my class meeting.
this stupid traffic jam started no where, cos i couldnt see any accidents, or car break-downs.. anywhere.
the bus trip started quite okay.. and i was still chattin with my fren.. then all of a sudden the bus started to move damn slowly... out of 20mins, i only traveled 3 bus stops =X
very bad traffic in the morning, and i'm already late when i board the bus.
okay. luckily my lecturer never scold me or anything when i enter the class like 15mins late.

luckily the class was okayy.. rather funny cos maybe Sam was there.
and we have 3 new classmates although only 2 came!
one of them know how to play the harp. omg, and he's a guy.
and this another new friend.. who's almost like a teacher cos he teaches people all the different music programs that we dont know! and he plays in some bands.
hmm. quite cool la.
so.. the class ended in a funny note cos some jokes our friends said were very funny. =D


after this meeting.. got a call from my friend.
okay she got me quite worried bout her personal stuff..
so.. yar. . calming her down, and settle stuff with her isnt quite easy..
although i sort of know what she's going thru.. but it all comes down to her ownself.. bcos facing everything alone can be quite tough.. n depressing.
and it took me 3 n 1/2 hrs to settle everything and get her emotions down. woo.

i ran around from sch, to bugis, back to where sch area is..
omg. nearly died. cos i haven eaten anything since i woke up..and by the time this whole thing ends.. its already 4pm =x
tiring.

lucky i get to eat smth after this before i rush off to meet my patiently-waiting girlfriends at some salon.
i think if not.. i'll prob faint while crossing the road or smth
haha.
u know what.
they got free hair cuts from Toni and Guy Academy!
omg. 'branded' hair salon.
cos they were walking around bugis..then got this person ask them whether they want free haircut by their students.
although students sound 'dangerous' (who will dare to give your hair for experiments by student hairdressers!).. they went for it.
and i think the results were quite satisfying although the cut took a long long time..
they'll be called back for more cool stuff!
zz. although i missed the cute opportunity.. i'm still glad i can share their happiness while getting hair 'cutted'!
the teacher is hot!
haha.
interesting =D

after that we girls walked to far east (yes from bugis.. it became a normal thing for us to walk already) to watch our friend's competition.
its amazing to see so many singers in singapore who cant sing
haha. i'm kiddin. but some are real good man..
i was quite high at the whole competition i dono why..
but it was interesting battle of vocals =D
HIGH.


i reached home like near to midnight..
tired,funny,interesting and very high day for me..



today had to wake up early in the morning (supposedly)
but outing was cancelled..
so i met my jurong colleagues for lunch.
omg. they're still as crappy as ever..
and i just realise..
to meet them for lunch..
i have to travel nearly half of singapore =X

after that i travelled another half of singapore to meet my dearest ursula for another round of movie.
still as touching as ever..
i'm not gonna mention the movie title cos people will say i waste money to watch the same movie again =X
hahaah.
kiidding.
but seriously
Secrets is damn damn nice.
u might not like Jay Chou for some reasons.. but this movie is really good =D
at least good enough to motivate me to play piano every other day.. rather then twice a week.

went to watch soap and gang at esplanade.
they're good!
all the audience (i guess) liked them so much they ask for an encore
haha.
its really cool to perform at eaplanade okay.
and the satay at the hawker beside esplanade is good =D


<<不能说的秘密>>

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
我忍住的情绪在很后面
拼命想挽回的从前
在我脸上依旧清晰可见

最美的不是下雨天
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 oh
回忆的画面
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
又何必去改变
已错过的时间

你用你的指尖
阻止我说再见
想像你在身边
在完全失去之前

你说把爱渐渐
放下会走更远
或许命运的签
只让我们遇见
只让我们相恋
这一季的秋天
飘落后才发现
这幸福的碎片
要我怎么捡

=)

goodnights =)

i went to watch a movie today..
and i think its a damn nice movie..
"Secret"
=)
it's nice okay! at least i think its storyline is nicer then the recent "harry potter" *no offence to harry potter's fans.*


actually.. it's pretty interesting to watch movie on your own..
okay. yes i went to watch 'Secret' on my own
cause:
1) i have nobody interested, to watch it with!
2) i was having random moodswings the whole day
3) i have one whole afternoon to slack away..
4) i wanted to watch it impulsively! haha.
thus the decision to watch a movie i've always wanted =D
dont say i'm a emo freak or what cos i seriously am not.. just feel like being alone for today =X (okay, thats considered emo already)

okay.. enough of my ranting.

yes i know i know.. people might be supporting this movie because its Jay Chou's movie.
but the script, actors, everything is really fantastic!
i cant tell you the story.. cos it'll spoil the whole movie.
like how my brother dint tell me the storyline..
and i went to watch it on my own.. then i realise 'eh actually the movie's pretty good!'
if i wrote the storylinr here.. people might have higher standards for that movie.. but then you finally watched it.. it aint so good.
so.. go watch it yourself! =D

but the actor/actress-es is pretty good in piano! all the Chopin and Bach's stuff.
it makes me go.. OMGOMGOMG like a hundred and five million times.

i mean.. they can play the piano soo skillfully well.. it really amazes me
i dont know whether there's a real pianist playing for them or they included effect or what.. but the playing is really amazing..
and motivating, at least to me.
haha. now i wanna put in more effort into passing my grade 8 =X

but the main song 'secret' sounds good to me..
maybe i should try to find the score =D

anyways.
the new school's pretty cool!
and me and my girlfriends finally found the toilet like 1 hr later.. =X
haha..
but i just realised today.. that each building(or blocks as we call it) has a elevator each..
EXCEPT for our music tech's C blk!
omg. we always so suay one.
first we dont have our equipments ready except for the macs, and now we dont have lifts!

ohwells.. we're fated to climb the stairs and do more exercise =X

but i think the whole design's nicer, and spacious-er then goodman..
although i still feel it's smaller.
and our head of school say there might be a canteen, or cafe.. like starbucks in our school!
hooray!! but sadly.. we've to wait till next year
hahah. what a happy yet sad thing to know.
=[

but overall.. i still like our new school campus =D
and oh yar! we have more performance spaces, more practice rooms, nicer studios for mt students, and a cute grass patch in the middle of the school!! plus a cool bridge in the middle of our building =D

to end this random post off..
i present this quite addictive song i kept hearing in my mp3

Beautiful by Christina Aguilera

(Don't look at me) mmh mmh
Ooh, oh, mmh mmh oh, ooh, mmh

Everyday is so wonderful,
then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure,
from all the pain I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down
I am beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring me down oh no
So don't you bring me down today mmh mmh mmh

To all your friends you're delirious
So consumed, in all your doom
Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone, is that the way it is?

You are beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring you down, No, no
you are beautiful in every single way

Yes words can't bring you down. Oh, no
So don't you bring me down today
No matter what we do, (no matter what we do)
No matter what we say, (no matter what we say)
We're the song inside the tune, (yeaah….)
full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go, ( And everywhere we go)
the sun will always shine
The sun will Always, Always, Shine
And tomorrow we might awake on the other side

Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes Words can't bring us down, no

We are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring us down oh n
So don't you bring me down today oh oh uh uh yeah yeaahoh
So don't you bring me down today yea ay yeah ay
So don't you bring me down mhm-mhm-mhm today

*sometimes you just cant stop things from happening, but just believe that, thing'll be beautiful again =)

working at the Popular Bookfair last week made me realise some stuff..

1) singaporeans can really be quite kiasu sometimes..
2) there're good people around if u're lucky to meet them
3) i'm still the youngest despite i change job =X

1)Singaporeans can really be quite kiasu sometimes?
well. i used to think that people can only get that kiasu..
but seriously la.. some aunties can really.. be DAMN KIASU!
cos i help out in giving free gifts to people
once they purchase more then $10... they're entitled to a free gift from popular..
so i'll stand there everyday at my booth to thank customers for buying stuff from us.. and give them their free gift.
then there's this particular auntie.. i think she quite rich la..
keeps coming back to collect free gifts!
i think she came back like 5-6 times.. and not only her.. her maid also!
zzzz.
she keeps buying stuff..then show us her receipt..and then collects her free gift..for 5-6 times!!
her maid also.. zz.
and she once came back and showed us a $300 receipt.. cos she just bought a camera =X
then she *hint*hint* that we should give her like 3-4 free gift packs cos she spent $300.
"eh. i spend $300 leh.. give me more la.."
zz. imagine that situation..
so my supervisor closed one eye and gave her 3..
which up to that point of time she already came back like 5 times..
haha.
i think in total she and her maid both got like 15 free gifts in total =XX
kiasu.


2) the good people around?
my working colleagues.
haha.. on the first day of work i met this irritating supplier(who happens to be an auntie)
she keeps ordering me to do this and that.. arrange and re-arrange stuff..
i'm okay if u tell me nicely.. but when u talk until like "i'm the boss" kinda attitude.. forget about me doing things properly for u la..
somemore the stupid expo hall doesnt have air-con!
imagine us sweating out like pigs.. and still doing stupid things for her!
haha.. anyways..
yar.. she was ordering us around..
me and my colleague really cannot stand her..
even when we eat lunch..we need to go in separate groups..
=XX

my colleauges are nice enough to help me with the things loh..
if not i surely work until mid-night.
=D


3)i'm still the youngest.
yes. i'm still the youngest amongst the bunch.
after changing jobs from the jurong office one to this..
i tot i'll get 'older'.. in the sense that there'll be younger peeps working with me.
but i'm wrong.
i'm still the youngest.
sigh..
hahaha. nvm!


think i'm off for some ice cream!!
yay. i wanna go ikea laterrr.
see you guys when school re-opens!! =DD

*the new school is damn nice!!* =D

8 hours of War and a Lucky day =)

me and ursula went on a '8hrs war' yesterday.
we manage to defeat ang mo kio hub, vivo city, orchard area and bugis.
hooray. we came back in triumph.

hahahaha.
no lar. me and ursula went SHOPPING yesterday!!
finally...
because school's gonna start in a few days time and we hadnt been shopping for sometime!
wahhaha.


and it was seriously mentally and physically demanding.. wahaha. lucky for my working days at Popular Book fair... i dint get any muscle cramps after walking for so long.
we dint rest loh.. like sit down and eat something..
the only resting time for us is the time we take bus/train down to another location.

anyways..
we went amk hub to hunt for bags..
initially wanted to buy already..
but decided that we should go to more places to look at more designs..
so.. we left amk hub in an hour or so when we dint see any eye catching bags..
on our way to the train station.. cos urlele reminded me that mrt stations dont have bins to throw the drinks that we're holding on.. due to terrorist threat and all that(yar.. u know they like to plant bombs in rubbish bins and all those)
so we had to throw them at amk hub..
then this guy in green shirt.. (think he's some sbs bus service manager or smth like that) came up to us and told us "thank you for keeping the place clean, here's a voucher for you"
hahahah. omg. cant believe it. its like.. out of no where, and its sounds like the start of a lucky day =)
although the voucher only entitled us for a single sbs bus ride.. we're still thrilled :)


went to vivo city next to hunt for more bag and tops.
walked into "Pull and Bear" cos we saw some nice(and affordable!) clothes in there the last time we went there..
grabed some tops to try on..
yay.. some ftted us pretty well =)
managed to buy some pretty clothes =D

walked around vivo.. u guess who we saw?
Chen Hong Yu a.k.a Shawn(?think soo...)!! the guy who acted in Holland V as XiaoXin, or as u all know, Michelle Chia's boyfriend at Ben and Jerrys =D
urlele was damn excited when she saw him.. and shouted(not on purpose =X) his name out loud.
hahaha. he turned and look at us.. and turned back to talk to his who-ever friend.
we were both v paiseh.. so walked quickly to get out of that awkward scene..
lols. but he's damn ShuaI.
seriously!!
=D

then we walk and walk..
we saw Haikal.
that guy who has a pretty pretty wifey!

this is our lucky day! =D

left vivo and went to town..
saw some pretty clothes in far east but we dint buy.. cos the price there *shakes head*
hahaa..
but i did get a pair of jeans though =)
walked down to paragon to see my shoes..
but urlele advised me not to buy cos cannot see the shoe!
haha.. and the price also not worth it..
oh yar! did i mention it's our lucky day today?
haha. we saw Bai Wei Xiu at Fareast!!
urlele saw this damn tall girl in shades, and really skinny..
and on a closer look she's Bai Wei Xiu. (i forgot her english name =x)

ohh! we went to breadtalk to buy some breads cos we're both feeling hungry..
they had this whole new series of bread!
quite nice leh!
should try!!
*i dono whether this new series is only for paragon Breatalk or what.. cos i saw other people eating the "normal" kind of breead that Breatalk sells =X

head down to bugis to try our luck on shoes and bags.
we decided to go see see our school first in case we got lost on our first day..
although they're still doing some construction on the outside of the school building..
the school is still damn nice!
loads of people like the bridge in the middle of the building..
and we have lifts in the school... like finally.
overall.. it's still a damn nice and significant building la!
and we had loads of hawker near our school!!
so we cannot complain the stuff there are expensive cos they really arent.
haha.. me and urlele joked about things when we start school.. like " eh.. see you opposite hor" (sounds like lasalle in goodman road?)
ahha.. but really! they have one big hawker down the road!
and the food there's nice =D

walked down to bugis street.. and i realised lasalle is only one straight road down bugis street.. and u can see it already.
dint really thought we'll see anything there.. but we manage to get bags, tops and bottoms at cheap prices!
and i think the shop vendors there really like urlele la..
whenever she's paying for her things.. the aunty will automatically give her discount when she never asked for any!
so next time when u go shopping at bugis street, remember to bring urlele along!!

our day ended when we head back to far east to get my bag which i saww at amk hub.. it's like damn stupid.. i walked one round around town and dint seee any bags i like.. so i went back to fareast to get, since its the same shop.

haha.
what a fun, and lucky day!!
and bus dint get us waiting too longg too! =D


see ya all back in school! =D

i think i'm abit siao..
i cant stop working..


just after i finish my work at jurong..
i start a new part time job at expo..
luccky its only for 3days 1/2 only -_-

its new work, new environment, new pay, and new friends..
my friends ask me.. must as well extend work at my jurong company..
but then..eveytime stuck in the same office, work for same department.. maybe know abit of neww friends everytime i go back to work..
haha..

today i started work at expo..
fun, sweaty,tiring, shagged.

imagine stuck in a hot expo hall. without any aircon or fans.
and standing 12hrs straight.. except for lunch n dinner =X
putting price tag and arranging,re-arranging, re-re-arranging things that will never satisfu your irrtating suprvisor..

my colleagues from jurong ask me.. "might as well extend contract at vetco right? work better, pay also better.."
lol. true la.. but i think its the experience lah. so i know how difficult money comes by..

but i had fun "shopping" in the expo hall..
because things are quite cheap and they're products i dint see..
hehe. i kept some cute notebooks(i'm in charge of staationerys-.-)and i plan to buy on the last day! =DD

come visit me tml or sunday afternoon at expo hall4B, Popular bookfair!!

ohh i saw loads of book for 5blucks each..
cds going at 3 for $10,
note books at $1-$5
cheap fullscaps at $1.80

and.. alot alot alot of weird things la
lols.
come and see for yourself!

i have to sleep.
=)

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