All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

when i saw it..
i was damn excited..
the uncle was very nice to let me try playing it.
hahaa.
i played a cello.
very sweet..and i love the sound.
yupps. i went to see a cello on sunday with my beloved brother..

dono since when the idea of getting another instrument gets into my head..
i've always wanted to play a celloo.. and cant stop thinking about buying one..
when i stepped into the shop that day.. i was damn happy cos i can finally see something i like other than clothers,shoes and bags..
woohoo.
okay. i dint buy a cello for goodness.
its too expensive..
i wanna wait till the cheaper ones come in then i re-consider buying one..maybe.

but i love cellos =)


can u imagine going shopping with your brother at a pasar malam?
hahha.. the trip was quite fun.. and funny.
he ended up buying stuff.. not me..
weird huh. reversed characteristics.
we almost wanted to share a 'SpongeBob Square Pants' floor mat cos it's soo cute..
but lucky we dint buy..and save that couple of bucks for better future use.
but it's really cute!!


anyways..

last day tomorrow!!
yay =)

but i scared i cant finish my work cos i still have quite alot to settle!!
oh wells. dinner soon! =D

its 1.20am now.
that means "SHIT"

i only have 4 hrs before i need to wake up for work =X

Thank God it's Friday, man, really.


well.. work's coming to an end.
manged to meet up with one the new colleagues i knew at work..
we went to vivo to eat.
i tell u.. the marche there has super nice scenery..
u should dine there one day!!

i met up with urlele on tuesday!!
so long since i met her.. well, it felt kinda long.
we had fun at ding tai feng and gelare =)
and we promised to meet up for shopping spree before school starts!!

come to think of it..
holidays are damn short when you're working..
cos u dont realise how short days are.. and how fast time passes each day..

omgomg.. my random-ness is starting again!!

sleepy heads need some sleep.
good nights people =0

its 1.22am already =XXXXX

ZZZZZZZZZ.

while i was on the way home today..
i realise i only left 4 more days to have lunch with my colleagues, 4 more days to rant about my irritating supervisor, 4 more days to get fatter, 4 more days only, to wake up early and 4 more days.. to do everything at work.. msn, OT, gossip.
i guess i'll miss work for awhile.

this time back to work at jurong made me realise quite some stuff.
i got to witness the process of a pregnancy, realise how bad my supervisor can get, realise that i got closer with my close colleagues.. and i realised i'm actually fat. =X
haha.. forget bout the last one.

but yupps. i'll miss the wonderful memories my colleauges left me..
and i'll have to meet them not very soon..
too many people are coming and going in and out of my company.. that i cant keep track of them until i go back to work during the holidays.
i just hope my colleagues will stay for another 2 years or so.. =X

i'll miss waking up at 5.30am.. its abit insane.. but i'll definitely miss the morning traffic.
i'll miss sleeping at 11pm everyday
i'll miss sleeping for 5 1/2 hours aday.. i'm more awake when i sleep lesser =)
i'll miss my colleagues.. like Duh, i only get to see them 2mths a year
i'll miss gossipping about the latest news in my office.. normal stuff girls(and guys) do..
i'll miss the hard-earned money[and OT!] i get to spend..
which means i'll need to save now to survive next 4 mths
i'll miss my new colleagues.. although some left for school already
i'll miss being the youngest in my company.. LOL.
i'll miss getting to use the internet secretly.. yes, i'm msning secretly everyday.
i'll miss having to look at the computer 12hrs aday.. i'm insane,thankyou.
i'll miss everything i've typed above
=D

oh wells. lets see how's i'm gonna survive the next 4 dayss.

ciaos. =)


ohhh.
'Queen of the Damned' is quite nice!!
its showing on channel 5 right now..
'wednesday night movie' yea..

some rather random stuff:

finally.. my internet access is back at work again =)

one more week to go!!
=DD

i just realise my OT adds up to a few hundred bucks. woo hoo.. i'm a happy girl =X

i'm eating a mango that's as big as a papaya.. can u imagine how BIG it is!!

i'm enjoy life at work at the moment =)

dinner tml anyone?

i'm looking at some Gucci bags online..
prob cos of my friend's influence, prob cos i'm darn bored.
but some of their bags are actually quite nice!!
yea.. nice price too.
lols.

ohh i forgot to mention..
although i had a bad thursday..
i did have a fun thursday night to talk about.
cos i met up with my bro and his group of kakis..
karen,kenneth,owyong,mr and miss lew =)

NYDC's mudpie rocks la..

ohh.
i saw that superband guy and bryan at cineleisure..
so qiao la.


anyways.. thats not the point.
after dinner we went to east coast park and had some good laugh over stupid jokes..
oh well. tired day but good night =)

its been like 10mths since i met up and they're looking good!!
hhehe.. loads of teasing here and there.

sians.. i have lesson tml morning =X

i was quite pissed with my supervisor yesterday!
give her black face see =X

you know what happened..
she took off me and my friend's internet connection on tuesday..
then on wednesday she told us that we need to report to her when we do OT, and she was really rude to us when she want us to do stuffs, and she keeps coming in to spot check us..and even told my another colleague to not come and disturb us if not she'll complain. *diaos*

then yesterday max.
she decided to separate me and my friend.
and i moved into that stupid office i hate to work in.
why?
because everyone's like looking at what you're doing all the time.. and you have no freedom to come and go as you like.
yucks..
friday.. whole day in that office =XX

T.G.I.F!

i cant stop talking about her..


enough of complains.
i dont like my supervisor.

count down to freedom: 9 more days =D

i'm glad i survived this week even though i'm quite unhappy thru out the days of the week.
=)

cello? no?
=)

elim is pissed today.
wwhy?
because my 'clever' boss decided to take off my internet access at work
thanks.

now i'm super bored at work.. cos i can msn,friendster,youtube.


maybe cos she saw me and my friend slacking at work.. for 3 times.
once in the morning when she came to spot check us, twice in the afternoon cos she wanna teach me new stuff on the new program..

should say we're lousy in covering up for ourselves.. =X
and so.. she took out our internet access in the afternoon..

FYI, my work place doesnt allow any internet connection unless you're an engineer or a adminstrator.


my friends all thinks she's too much.
hais.. nvm la..
left 2 weeks exactly before i prepare for school..



i cant wait for fridays.

i always thought mondays are blue-y.

but today is abit different..
because i had a change of table.. and working place.
i'm back to the old container that i use to sit whenever i came back to work..

and my computer is back facing the window.. which means i can detect when my boss will come in to spot check.
my other colleagues say my workplace now look like a cyber cafe more then working..
hahaha.

but it's cool!
and one suprising thing is.. i still have internet access!!

actually i was quite moody cos i tot i'll be separated from my another close colleague..
but my boss decided to let us work together side by side.
yay.
so now i am.. slacking away
hahhaa.
anyways.. its only 2 more weeks and 2 days before i stop and relax and prepare for school..
might as well make full use of this time.. to work and slack and play at the same time =D
ohwells.. i dono what i'm typing now.


my leg hurts today!
i think it's because of the cycling and the Tree Top walk...
ooo. very long never had muscle cramp already!
now walking become the last thing i would wanna do
=XX


lalalala.
now it's 4.05pm..
i still have a long way to go before i go home!!


ohyar..
i find itvery amazing that God actually answers my prayers.
i was actually praying for a part time job to come by cos i hope to handle my expenses by myself..
then jobs just came flowing in..
i have like.. 3 job choices for me to choose from
cool laa..
God is so Good =D

i nearly died today..
i'm serious!

we(the sf people) went to MacRitchie Reservoir for trekking today,
just because we wanna see the "Tree Top Walk' thingy.
although only 6 people turn up for the thing.. it was fun anyways.
small group, can communicate better, can organise faster.

anyways..we walked for like 4 hours?
nearly died.
we started the walk at 12pm. okay i know the timing is stupid.. but cant help it when peopple are late.
lols.

we had to walk 5KM before we walk reach the long hanging bridge that's only 250m.
had to climb up and down uneven roads, then walk up very steep slopes, to get to this bridge.
we used the long walking time to sing,walk,crap.
quite fun la,cos the group is small..

but you need alot of determination and stamina to complete this whole journey..
5KM okay! not a very short journey loh.
we took nealy 2 hours to get to the bridge which is at the top of the hill of macRitchie, and we took another hour to go back..
very shaggedd..
now my leg muscles hurts!


i've been to amk hub for 2 times this week already!!
omg.
went shopping after dinner with miss karen lee, cos we had nothing else to do..
breadtalk is having sale now..
i wanted to buy some bread home for breakfest tml.. cos the bread there only costed 1 bucks each..
but when i see the number of people and aunties in the shop, i gave up
haha.. not that i'm biased towards aunties or what..but sometimes they kiasu until very ridiculous one la..
once my colleague who's pregnant told me.. she was in the train and she wanted to sit down..
but then this auntie walked very fast into the train just to snatch a seat.. pushing everyone else..
like.. pls loh. my friend's pregnant hello?
what if she falls down?

my colleague also lazy to fight with aunties la..
not that she let them have their way.. just that she cant be bothered.

i better sleep.. super tired.
i don wanna fall asleep during sermons again!!

hehe =X
i love cheesy waffless, and mistletoes =D

i went cycling alone at the reservoir just now.
yes.. you heard it correct
ALONE.

it sounds rather emo..
haha.. but its quite fun actually..

but abit scary..
cos you imagine la.. reservoir so dark..you're cycling alone, listening to your mp3,
then u keep seeing pairs of construction workers walking/lurking around there.. of course will get hallucinations that they'll chase me or whatever.
haha.. c'mon la.. i think any girl who cycles alone will have such hallucinations.
haha.. maybe i watched to much tv.
but i'm glad nothing bad happened to me =X

reservoir is soo pretty at night!
esp when you finally cycled up the super steep hill.. and you overlook the whole area..
its very pretty and relaxing, and i saw stars!!

cos looking back at the amount of food i eat for these past few weeks..i really need these exercises.hmm. not bad la.. i cycled 1 and 1/2 rounds around the reservoir and half the park behind my house in 1 hour... not a bad record although it sounds abit slowww.
GOOD JOB ELIM =)

but i'm very tired now...
and my stamina dropped alot can!
last time i wont get so tired one.. now i cycle awhile tired already =X

but nvm.. hope i can continue with the 'exercises' until i'm satisfied with myself..

i have a strong urge to shop tis week..

Happy Bdae Letitia!! =D

its 12:17pm already and i haven eaten my lunch..
booo. i'm feeling blue today despite wearing pink..
haha. no link but.. i worked the whole morning sia.
finance people came in to our training room to help us pack the boxes..
so noisy la.. cos all women.. and somemore you cant stand there for awhile..
i stoned for awhile then they say 'nothing to do isit?...'
DOTs.

i nearly died cos i haven eaten anything up till now..
=S

you know what..
it's Friday the 13th again.
no wonder i have bad mood.


haha
everybody's asking about harry potter..

i forgot to mention that the 9 and 3/4 platform train station changed to this.. super nice and high tech station..
it's like.. because we're living in the 21st century. then we started using electronic stuff and card to take train..
they changed the platform to suit the century..
haahah.
and the kissing part is so sudden and quite short..
haha.
i shant mention anything more cos it might spoil people's curiosity to watch the movie.
but harry potter quite nice la.
serious!




i so lazy to work already
T.G.I.F.
and payslip is here!! =DD

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

omg.
its the first time i catch a movie on its release date!

its quite cool actually to watch it on its day of release..
lols..
cos everybody will be so excited to know what happened in the story!

actually..
the movie was okay only..
as in.. nice but not FANTASTIC.
cos.. i think they cut out too much from the original..
and the whole story was too sudden(like its ending) and rather short =X
the movie only lasted bout..
2hrs 10mins?
around there..

but i give credits to its effects and the cool magic, and humorous lines.
haha.. it was a rather funny story although it's quite dark.
talks alot about love,friendship,dealing with yourself.. rather then magic,magic and more magic stuff..

but anyways, it's still not bad la =D

i advise you guys out there to watch it during weekdays cos..
no.1 : it's cheaper
no.2 : more people watch during weekends
haha..
=X


had fun eating popcorn, walking around, gossipping, shopping with urlele =D
ang mo kio hub is so pretty!
its big, its new and its chio!
and they have loads of familiar shops there..
you guys should visit there some day =D



that day was going home late from this colleague outing..
then i was on the bus..
usually i nothing to do will just look out the window.
then i saw this pregnant women in her pyjamas sitting at the bus stop alone..
waiting for her husband to return from work..
i think it was around 11pm already.

i think its super sweet lah.
waiting for her husband to come back..
somemore she pregnant.


haha.
just some random thoughts.


tml my colleague's last day!!
=S



off to bed =)

i damn tired noow.
zzzz.

sleppt at 1am yesterday..
omg.
i only sleep for 4 1/2 hourss..
lols.
shit la.. my eyes closing already..


was out with jason and soap yesterday at clarke quay for awhile after work yesterday..
i think jason's new effects very cool la!!
and i jealous he got so many new things laaaa.
new bag, new trigger finger, new laptop.. and he got ableton live.
piangs.. richhh.

anyways..
while waiting for soap to come.. i played abit with his trigger finger..
it's this effects thingy that we need to plug to a program to heard its sounds (hope i'm right about this *crosses fingers*)
but it's very interesting laaa.
never see such things before you know..even though i'm studying in music tech course =XX

lols.
anyways..
i had fun.
ooo!!
u know that Azubo Hokkaido Ice Cream thingy!!
its damn nice!
next time go try k!
cos yesterday i had nothing to do.. so shared ice cream with jason..
its yummmyYY!
i tot it's like just a normal expensive ice cream..
but it's really different.. and it's very nice!! =D



cabb-ed home cos i was really tiredd.
this friendly taxi uncle talked to me like 10mins after i got onto his cab.
oh yar..
its very hard to cab-a-cab at clarke quay la..
i waited for 20mins before this uncle willing to send me..
but he's friendly-talkative kind.. so i can still take it..
i had fun

=D


this song kept playin in my head..

Avril Lavigne When You're Gone Key: G

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there

When I cried
And the days feel like years
When I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
Is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I never felt this way before
Everything that I do
reminds me of you
and the clothes you left
are lyin' on the floor
and they smell just like you

I love the things that you do
When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you
We were made for each other

I'll keep forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe
I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

i hate having migrains after a napp.
hatehatehatehate;

anyways..
i got 2 free tickets to Harry Potter on thursday!
anyone interested? =D
cos i think my brother wont be free at that timing.
it's like what.. 2pm in the afternoon la.
lols..

off to work lo.

days went by super fast can.
it's sat already..

i'm quite tired out from work actually..
actually.. so much money for what?
no time to spend alsoo.
=X

lols. i'm contradicting myself..

went for my laopa's bdae party just now..
ended quite early though..
but i had fun..
lols.

i took 2 hrs to get to serangoon la.. wah. nearly died.
bus,train,train,bus = 2hrs of transport time.
by the time i reach there.. quite alot of people reach already..
eat, chat, eat, laugh..
haha.
took loads of candid pics!! =D

scandalous la.
lets name them a,b,c

B is a boy.
A is B's girlfriend.
C is B's colleague.
but A dont like C becauseshe thinks that C is trying to seduce B.
lols.
so when they met, the situation is kinda weird,

A is trying to see what C is gonna do..
and C is doing everything to irritate her..
and B is trapped in the middle

me and my friends concluded that maybe B has a little feelings for C thus the special treatment ( i dono what he did, but they say he just treat her differently)
but B loves A alot..

aiya..
office relations.
hard to explain.
its' just a scandalous affair.
hahahaha.


what a boring week plus boring weekend.

you know when i OT-ed till damn late for one of the days this week..
i really wonder why am i working so hard to earn so much..
earn so much no time to spend also no use..
somemore i work until i dont find the pleasure in working already..
and i lost all my energy to go on..
everyday is just doing the same old things over and over again..

when i'm done with one batch of things..another new batch comes in..
and we have to start all over again.
its pretty tiring okay.
and i realise i'm gonna work for the rest of my life after i graduate..so i have no idea why i need so much money for.


that day was out with xt,jack and his friends for dinner in town.
we were having fun talking bout school stuff.
on the way home my mum called and started shouting in the phone to ask me to go home.
and it was only my first day out for that week.. i dont know why she have to spoil my mood.
maybbe she dint realise the other days when i'm home late.. i'm slogging my heart out at work..
hais.
weird.


haha.. just some of my random rants.

oh wells, time to sleep already..
lunch outing tomorrow!
yays. =D

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i was working half way and thi song came into my mind..

It's Not Over
I was blown away.
What could I say?It all seemed to make sense.
You've taken away everything,And I can't deal with that.
I try to see the good in life,But good things in life are hard to find.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,But you're the only one.
It's not over.

I've taken all I can take,And I cannot wait.
We're wasting too much time
Being strong and holding on.
Can't let it bring us down
.My life with you means everything,
So I won't give up that easily.
I’ll blow it away, blow it away.
Can we make this something good?
'Cause it's all misunderstood.
Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,But you're the only one.
It's not over.

We can't let this get away.
Let it out, let it out.
Don't get caught up in yourself
.Let it out.

Let's start over.
I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's not over.
’Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killing me,But you're the only one.
It's not over.

Let’s start over.
It's not over, yeah...
This love is killing me,
But you're the only one.
It's not over.

wah..

thank God that that sister of mine was successful in her op =)
thank God cos you've prayed for her =D
now it's just the waiting time for her to recover both physically and mentally =/


nothing much these few days..
not much happenings.

except thatt...
my boss keeps coming in to kajiao!!
buay tahan..

lols.
my friend risk their lives to help us da bao dinner yesterday!!
omg.. so touched.
they're not suppose to go out of office for long one ma.. but they so nicely helped us buy dinner back from jurong point..
they took the 615 co bus to jurong point and they came back at around 8..
but suay suay this stupid colleague of mine go bao dou to my boss that they went to JP to buy dinner... instead of buying at the nearby kopitiam =X
lucky they never kena scolded.
just kena some sacarstic remarks.
hahah.

=D

i'm loving fish soup from JP!!

=D

fat.

i'm quite sad today..

to see a cheerful brother-in-christ of mine tearing.. okay maybe not, he's just near to tears.

i just heard news about one of my sister's pregnancy..
actually she's near to five months into her pregnancy..
at first she went for check up in the early months of her pregnancy.. and she went for the 3 tests to test whether her baby is healthy anot..
apparently the first two tests were quite negative.. except the 3rd test was positive..
we were quite happy fro her.. cos she was married for quite awhile already..

her husband still gave a "thankgiving testimony" last sunday the give thanks that God looked after his wife..
who knows when she went for the checkup, doctor confirmed that her baby is not growing properly already.. and she has to go for an operation tonight..
the notice was super short.. like 4 days? then she had to go for op le..

when i heard of the news i was rather shocked, and quite ssad at the same time..
cos i know they tried so hard.. and its a hard truth for them..

i saw the couple this morning..
my sister still looking stable..but her hubby couldnt hold back his tears..
i was near to tears also when i saw him trying hard to not cry.. because he was such a cheerful and crappy brother..
when you see another side of a cheerful person.. it just hurts la..
but i know God's still looking after them..
just hope she'll recover v soon..

and i'm praying for her op to be successful =)
everybody pray for them also okay =)
God will remember you =)




grrr. aiyo. the moment i go online.. people bombard me with surveys, votings..
buay tahan..
i cant even type a proper post..

oh wells. it's monday again..
4 left.. 5 more to goo..
1 more month!! =D

lalaa.
monday blues againn. =X

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