All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

i'm slacking in my office againn!
i glad i have good moods these past few days cos apparently my colleagues dont.

they're rather pissed with my supervisor though..

cause we OT-ed till 1045 on monday and we look like zombie the next day..
just to rush her stuff out for her..
and now she's giving excuses to not do her job.. and give us more unreasonable work to do! like sealing up boxes cos she thinks that 'sealing up boxes' are 'damn important', more important then 'shipment'
o wellss.
i'm not really affected by it..
thus the still happy meee. =D

been eating out for the past feww days..
and my bank account is damn dry!=//
i'm looking forward to sat mannn.

i'm glad today is wednesday cos that means only one more day to work and friday is for me to slackk away..
might be going back to GoodmanRoad for the party with lele =)

ohh. speaking of that party.. i suddenly remembered Allura!
i saw them on this 'Juice' free mag just noww.
just randomly.. cos they'll be performing in this july's Baybeats..
so i saw their photographs(wah.. very long never type this word liaoo) =)



anyways..
i had a colleauge whose bdae is tml and we just went to Fish and Co for lunch..
2hr of lunch pls.
we nearly got sacked..haha. just kidding.

anyways..thats not the point.
i heard that her close girlfriend bought her a Gucci bag for (you might have guess it)..
freaking 800 bucks mann.
omg. i nearly fainted when i heard the number.
wah lao.. no matter how close that person is.. i wont have enough to buy a 800 bucks present!!
omgomg!
but the bag looks nice on herr=)

and we the not-so-close friends bought her a freaking 10bucks balloon with her name personalised on it..
hahaha.
see the BIG difference.

i wish to be her friend man.. 800 bucks leh!!

lols.. the video of the celebration is funny and cute..
cos my friend was asked to stand on a chair while we all sing bdae song for her!
so sweet can =)



lalallalaa..............
i hope i wish i hope i wishh.

ohh! my brother bought a guitar home yesterday nite..
that means i can learn a new instrument already.
wahhaha. i'm damn happy can..
urlele!! jamming at your house!
haha..
=D

i cant wait for friday.. seriously.




oKAyy..
i want to go genting noww!
omgg... cos i've heard so much story of my friends travelling that make me tempted!!
actually tioman is a better choice.. but then i cannot eat seafood there so forget it..
grrr. i wanna travel =Ss

i'm slacking in the officeee.

ooo. i just calculated.. i only slept 5hrs for each day.
woo. song ah

lols
i OT till 1045 yesterday..
damn shagg.
bo bian leh. have to get ready for shipment le.. so boss rushing us. =X


enough about workk..

i'm craving for some Famous Amos cookies right now!!

i want my AMOS COOKIES!


zz. i'm hungry..
go bite something..
back for more updates laters =)

waaah.
i had a hard time finding this song for urlele..
but i'm glad i found it..
woo. took me some time..

cos i was too tired from camp yesterday.
dint have time to update about it..
since i'm free now.. why not?
haha

we had home cooked meals by each brothers and sisters for dinner on friday nite..
cos the camp is started only like in the evening..
they cooked so much!!
we couldnt finish e food.

i tell you ah.
kids now adays really dono how to do housework..
it's either that.. or they're too pampered.
me and another sister of mine had to do all the washing man..
for 23 people!!
you might think it's not alot.. but it's alot!
imagine 23 people uses 23 plates, bowls..
and you still got trays(to put the food?) to wash!!
plus.. cups, pots, cutlery, yadayada..
all the craps stuff..
woo. wash until we pek chek and noone offered to help!!

okay nevermind.. since i'm the senior in the group.. i shall make a good example.

after that we had a solid prayer session which was pretty distracting cos the kids cant concentrate.
then it was games and washing up!
gaames was rather fun actually.. but we had to keep our volume down cos we're afraid our neighbours will complain..
but it was fun though.
quite a number of girls got orh cheh on their legs!!
why? cos we had to kneel our legs into this pail to get water for the sponge that it tied on our kneels.. you know that kinda game where you had sponges tied to your elbows or kneels to get them wet and use the water to fill up a bottle?
yes..so we got blue black on our legs cos we tried too hard to get the water that wwas in the pail..
hahaha.

then after bathing we watch a movie call "Click"
oh before that..
i realise our church toilets are far better then those campsites one..
cos it's cleaner and the water isnt too hot although we dont have heater( okay i know this is crap)
haha..but i love our toilets.

anyways..
Click rocks la.
pretty touching story.. i guess everyone should watch it although it's been a so-super-long-ago movie about 3-4 years back.
Adam Sandler's a joker man.
watch it if you have the chance ok!

after that we're suppose to sleep
but being the hyperactive people we are.. how to sleep!
somemore the kids don get chances like this where they can chill until midnight with their best friends and dont get scolded.

i went downstairs(the rooms were on the second floor) with my sisters..
and we saw loads of stars in the sky! although e neighbourhood was pretty bright.
its so pretty can!
but sadly i dont have a camera to take it down =(

i slept at 3? that day..
super tired cos of not-enough-sleep week and i was tired cos of e washing and stuff.
the kids slept at 4 plus.
cool man.

i became like the discipline mistress of this camp.
cos i couldnt stop nagging at everyone and everything.. and i keeps scolding people.. and getting irritated by small things.. =X

i guess it was cos i had a bad week+ bad sleeps, thus the bad mood, thus the scolding and all..
now i feel bad about it all =(

i'm doing it for God! i dono why am i complaining so much laa.
=S
anyways.. i call them 'kids' not cos they really are kids!
its just that i feel old mixing around children all younger then me.
btu to console myself.. my brother is still the oldest.
wahaha.

enough of complains.

actually i was pretty happy we camped in church.
cos it was a pretty fresh idea and a rather good one.
1. church was near our homes.
2. its pretty safe.
3. we got our own fridge to store the leftovers!
4. we got access to everything.
5. no need to pay rental fees
6. rooms are big enough for us to all sleep in
7. we got enough clean bathrooms for us to bath and they're good =)
8.we get to cook for ourselves.
9. we can save the environment by not using styrofoam boxes and bowls and plates
10. we had fun..

=)
see the benefits!
we should do this more often man =)


wooooo.
time to sleep..
monday blues againnn =X

its okay.. i shall try to stay happy cos i ate a piece of cake just now..and i'm pretty happy now =)

i'm boredd.

i realise i only slept for 5hours each day for the past 5 consecutive days.. and i'm surviving still! =D

back from camp finally.. and i bloody shagged now.
i realise i'm a super nagger when i'm in a not so good mood kind of bad mood.
that explains the unexplained 'speeches' i gave at work and when i meet my friends.
i'm a stupid naggy old woman when i'm not feeling good.
=X

hahah.
i have absolutely nothing to say already.
good nites people =)

i'm super shaggily shagged noww.
i had nothing to do so i came to blog.

i'll be away for 2 days!
dont miss me okay.

woo.
finally will be free on sat for once.
lets see where i can gooo.

eeeeeeeeeeee.
not fair lo.
jason ang going genting next week
i also wanna gooo!!
not fair not fair!
lols.

sorry ah.
abit sot up there now.
wah!
1215am liao.
siao le.. i got 4 hours to sleep
nitey.

i'm taking my time off to blog from work cos i'm simply shagged.
haha.

day has been good..
except that we still got loads more to rush before the stupid date line..
OT, OT and more OTs.
=X
shaggged.

i keep pua-to-ing in office today.. haha. but i dint fall down la pls!
just near to falling but i manage to balance myself...
i'm feeling hungry now..
but luckily i'm going home in 5 mins.
i wonder why i've been working so much.
actually now the money factor doesnt really matter that much anymore..
its more of.. the company my colleagues gave me and trying to use work to distract me from some stuff.
some will think that i dont really care.. because of my behaviour.
but i dont okay.
i'm just trying to behave like the normal me in front of peoples... but actually trying to forget some things at the same time..
thats why i've been doing OT this few days..
because when i'm alone i'll think of very ridiculous things that arent necessary.
whats over is over already. no point thinking bout it anymore.
so.. i work until like i'm damn shagged so i'll reach home super tired and sleep
haha.


but it's bad..
cos i kena migrain today =X
yucks.
i think it's the lack of sleep thats why,
i only slept like 9 hours over the past two days and i'm super tired now..

oh well.
home sweet home for now!
ciaos. =)

i suddenly had a urge to blog..

zzzzzzzzz.

working with a hungry stomach and a dizzy head is shitty.
i woke up with a dizzy head today.. cos i only slept for 4 1/2 hours yesterday nite.
shits.

super lack of sleep... and i'm feeling shitty, thats y i had no mood to work.

i nearly cant open my eyes when i reach my office this morning..
cos we'll normally sleep till 7.30 before starting work..
i nearly cant open my eyes sia.. scary.
somemore when i walk to the toilet. my path wasnt straight..
hahahaa. i think i'll look like some drunkard.

booo. i had bad mood todays.
cos i had so little sleep,
plus i had to go to take company transport myself today cos my dad refuses to send me.
plus it was raining this morning.
plus.. the stupid copier keeeps jamming like siao.
plus.. i had bad mood.
hahha. stop complaing miss lew.

anywayssss....
i had fun yesterday!
yay.

lets see what happened...

i knock off at the earlier timing.. and met urlele at tpy to go town together..
went to hunt for mr jason ang's super belated bdae present.
we walked from heeren to far east to look for the present
and yes.. we found a super satisfied present, which is a personalised cap =)
hopess he likes it.
wahaha.. he told me the cap nearly couldnt fit his head cos the cap too small.. or rather, his head too big.
haha, kidding la ang. chill la!

was rather suprised that i saw someone at the shop.
totally stunned.
haha.. but still okay la.
got talk abit =)
errr. but it's just weird leh..
think she dont know anything yet. =X

then because of mr jason angs again..
we walk back from far east to plaza sinagapura.
omg. okay la.. actually it's not that far.
cos of miss urleleee=)
you must be thinking why?
cos mr ang wanted cheap parking lots.. and the cheapesst he can find is somewhere at PS.
so okay loh.

thats not the point la..

lols. had dinner at Thai Expresss.
yays.
had this super coold 'xing chuan mei dian shi' joke that i think.. was really jialat la.


ooh! we went to seee our new school at Mcnally road!!
its so cool can!
its actually bigger then i thought.
although they say its only '1 hectare'.. but i think it's very big already.
it's super nice laaaa.
i'm so looking forward to school reopen.
but before that..
earn more money to speend! =D

actually wanted to send urlele home already..
but on the high way, mr ang suddenly had a urge to drink teh tarik.
so we jio his gay partner mr chian out.
haha..
went to this.. rather big prata house for some drinks.
i'm amazed by the guy's appetite pls.
it's like you cant make them full no matter how much they eat.
oh wells. they're guys.. and they can eat.
had some funny jokes about people and stuff.
hahaha. not gonna elaborateee more..

(eeee. got ants on the table)
hahah thats random.

reach home around 12 plus?
that was.. because we dint get lost.
haha. kidding.
i had fun laaa. =D

thanks you guys for the companyy.
i needed it i guess.
heehee.

boo.
back to the boring work again.
will blog more when i had the urge..or when something interesting comes up.



the word 'interesting' reminds me of some silly people.
=X

i dont know what to post today..
just know i need to get to somewhere to unwind.


i had moodswings this morning..
you know i had to cross the road to buy breakfest every morning right..
today's traffic was super heavyy.
i waited until i almost wanted to just jump onto the road and die.
but don worry, i'm still alive.

bad day for me..
had loads of work in the morning..
was busy until lunch..
just becos i had my lunch like half an hour later.. i lost all my appetite to eat..
then it's just work work work plus alittle talk crap.

i love my working colleagues la..
they can crap all day one..
but good la.. keeps me happy.


well.. the point of this post is not the above.
i just dono what to type..
i'm feeling abit lost in there.

you know today is a super sadded day..
i was sad like at work..
then when i got home, the tv serials on channel 8 is showing a stupid sadded episode of the boyfriend leaving the girlfriend.
then now nobody's at home cos they went for a wake.

SADed. =S

i just felt that..
when you realise someone is not who you think you judge they are.. then you should learn and accept them for who they are..
and not trying to change them to who you want them to be..and to be who they're not.
everything ended.
i just need time.

i dont really like sundays now..
although i get to play the piano and talk to my friends on sundays..
i don really like sunday when i'm working! =X

it's 'hi' to monday blues, and 'goodbye' to weekends againn.
i hate sundays! =XXX


okay neverminds. i shall forget all the unhappy things.
i'm happy now cos i'm working tml.
i'm happy now cos i'm working tml.
=)


happy Fathers day!! =)

ohh. although i'm sians about work tml..
i'm happy now cos..
my brother bought me a piggy alarm clock from malaysia!!
he was in malaysia yesterday and i'm glad he came back today..
cos nobody talks to me at home when korkor is away!!
pathetic right..
i mean.. i still talk to my parents.. but i cant complain to them..
but i can complain to my brother!!
cant imagine the days when he's away for NS =S

anyways.. i love the piggy clock alot!!
its super cute in the shape of a piggg =D

talking about things..
i went shopping on saturday with my sisters!!
bought some tops..
i'm a happy girl =)
haven been to shop for so longgg.
its just different when you spend you own money..
you tend to be more cautious but impulsive when shopping!
but i'm glad i bought something for myself =)


ohh. i got another offer for temp work.
as in.. in another company by one of the brothers in church
pay slightly higher..
and the office is nearer to my house! although its in toa payoh.. but i have straight bus..
but i think the work scope is pretty tough..
and i hate accounts.
why all the jobs i got has something to do with accounts!!
i failed my accounts pls!

but i think i'll stick to this jurong job until ive decided whether i wanna change job.



thanks anwar for calling me yesterday!
haha. this was pretty random but i'm glad he called. =)




i still cant get over whatever happened on wednesday.
why.
i use to love my brain for remembering things like people's bdaes and sweet memories.
now i'm beginning to hate it for remembering so much.
cos i'm trying so hard to forget pls.
just forget it.
remembering it wont bring you any good elim.


goodnight people.

another best friend of mine left again.
so sad..
whats saddening about working life is that your friends around you will leave suddenly to another better place to work.. and you can seldom meet them up again cos working life is hectic.
oh well.. he just moved house! nearest to me!! yay. next time can jio him out for supper already! =D

we went to 'celebrate' his departure today at tian tian huo guo.
the atmosphere not bad..
food not bad also..
damn full after the meal.
joked alot also.. haha.
i will miss such gathering with the gang man.
another member gone. 3 more to go.
lols.

shagged today.
damn shagged.



found this somewhere and i thought it was pretty interesting..

" Don't turn your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you, because if you do, someday, you'll think again, why you let love flew when it was there next to you.
In Love, think things first over if you're sure about how you feel.
Don't fall too hard not know'g where u'll stand, 'coz it ll hurt real bad if things don't go the way u want em 2 be.
The scariest thing about falling in love is getting hurt.
The scariest thing abt getting hurt is not being able 2love again.
The scariest thing abt not loving again is being alone 4ever.

When u truly care for someone, you don't look for faults, you don't look for ans, u don't look for mistakes.
Instead, you fight for e mistakes, you accept e faults, and u overlook excuses.

It's better to lose ur pride to the one u love, than lose your loved one to ur useless pride. "

=) totally agreed.

i'm happy today

cos..


PAYSLIP IS HERE!!

wahahah.
which means i'll get my pay tml.
finally man!!

although i only get half of what my colleagues get cos they claimed their OT for last month.
i'm still happy and excited to spend!!
yaay!!





today was rather quiet except that i still.. bump into myself.
i hit my thigh on some heavy boxes and i hit my elbow on the table.
=X

my blue-black still hurts! =S

haha.
but i'm still super happy and excited about my pay!!





since you can be so nonchalant about it..
i dono what else you can do.

Series of Unfortunate Events

damn.
dono whether it's 13th the wednesday or what.
i'm quite unlucky today


1. when i got to work today.. i had a aching neck cos i slept on the same side for an hour on the bus, on the way to work.
painful la.. cos it cant really move my neck..
but luckily i got better later.

2. i nearly got caught by my supervisor cos i was slacking.
lucky i had a pile of documents in front of me.. so i wasnt accused of not working..

3. because i had quite a serious bad mood today.. i was quiet most of the morning.
so i quietly did my work.. not realising that i've scanned the documents in decending order, instead of ascending order..
i only realise until i've scanned most of the documents =X so i had my friend to change the sequence for me..
not only that. i keep having jammed documents in the copier..
hais. dono whats wrong with me today.

4. i accidentally peeled the burn wound on my left hand.
i dono what i'm doing! while i was sorting out the stuffs, i accidentally peeled the unhealed burn wound on my arm.
eeks. it bleed abit but still okay la. =(

5. i knocked my ankle on the chair.
i think i'm seriously unlucky today.
while i was moving my things from table to table.. i hit my ankle while trying to sit down.
it hurts okay.. cos it hit the bone!

6. after that..
i hit my right fore arm on the table.
like WTH.
i keeps getting bumps here and there =X
i have orh cheh a.k.a blur-black on my right arm!
so now i injured my left and right arm.. and i have both injured arms =X

7.while i opened the door for my friends cos we're going home..
i hit my shoulder.

omgg,
you might think how stupid can i get.. and it's not the end yet.

8. i hit my head on the window rails of my company van while sleeping..
painful pls! ouch. and i literally woke up from the hit. =/

9. i hit my head again while opening the door of the van.

Series of Unfortunate Events for miss Lew Yiling today =X

wah lao. how suay and stupid can i get today!!
maybe cos i'm feeling really down ba =X
i've not felt like that beforee.
and it's really terrible.
it's like your heart is aching, and you're feeling really sad but you cant descibe that kind of feeling..
its just something you feel within you that you can share with someone.
and it's shitty.

i keep losing forcus in work.. and i dint talk much during lunch time like i used to..
and my colleauges suspect something was wrong with me.
haha. they super nice la.. bought me ice milo during tea break to cheer me up =D

anyway.. this is not thw whole point.
i'm just trying to tell you all i'm feeling very suay, stupid and down today.
hah.
good nite okay..

although i know this post is abit crap.
aiya.. all my post very crap de la.
feel free to drop me an sms if you feel like cheering me up! =D

wow.
shopping with wangma was good =)
it was 'chop chop' and super fast.
we got all the presents done in 2 hours time.
damn fast la.
haha.
once we see the things we like..decide and bought it.
although short.. but yea.. i enjoyed e whole shopping experience.

i love xiuqi's guitar la!
i played it for awhile.. and i loved the feeling!
its so nice to play with.. =)

urlele receive her bdae card already!!
i felt so happy!
hope you like the presents lele! =D


haha.. i abit high now maybe cos i'm too tired.
i keep falling asleep everywhere.
on the train.. on the bus..
tired.
more OT-ing tml and on thursday..
since i'm meeting no one.. i can OT =)

i missed my friends already!
although i met them last monday for dinner..
i still miss their company..
it just feels weird when we dont meet for 1 week.
at least weird for me =X
i wanna meet u all for dinner after i get my pay ok!!

speaking bout friendss.
Lasalle is moving into the new campus when school starts! (okay no link =X)
yay.!
finally we can get out of the ulu but 'convienent to get to places' school at Goodman road to the high class Mcnally road.
i'm feeling excited to move!!

oh yar..
we received our results today.
i failed.


nah.. just kidding
haha.. i passed. but not with flying colours la.
i just passed
i was super nervous when i opened e letter laa.
my heart nearly popped out.
but thank God..
i passed! =DD


i kinda know why some girls like girls.
yea.. i'm talking about 'lesbians'
because i happen to come across a couple recently..
and they're rather interesting though.

its like.. perhaps the guys cant really understand girls except the way they're build (sorry guys, but i'm stating the facts)
i think that.. maybe guys cant really grasp what girls are thinking cos we always think too much, think too complicated, and think stupidly..and we always dont mean what we say/think.

RIGHT GIRLS!?
well. you can dont agree with me.. but you cant deny we're like that
hehehe
anyways.
this couple quite cute one.
the 'guy' will take care of the girl like normal boyfriends to their girlfriends..
except that i notice that the 'guy' can tolerate a higher level of abuse and rubbish with the girl

its liike.
this girlfriend will just bo liao hit her 'boyfriend'.. and that 'guy' just happily let her hit without asking for any reason.
which guy will let you hit them when you just feel like hitting someone and not scold/hit you back?
well.. perhaps girls does understand why girls do somethings sometimes.. and we do know what the other party is thinking.. alot better then guys.
haha.
oh well. i'm just doing this post out of boredom and bo liao-ness..
but this couple gave me a 180degree change in the way i think about lesbians.

sometimes..
girls really do understand girls better then guys..
alot better.
=)

a few happenings today.. (i'm typing this in the office again cos i cant online when i reach home!)

1.Sun Rise.
i saw the beautiful sun rise today!!
omgomgg! it's damn pretty can!
its the first time ever i saw a sunrise in my work place.. after so long working in vetco.
sun rise are so pretty can!

2. I nearly got knocked down by a car
just because i'm so excited about the sun rise..
i kept looking at it..and dint really notice the on coming cars along the road i'm suppose to cross
i'll usually buy breakfest at a coffeeshop opposite my workplace..
so.. today as usually.. i crossed over to see what the uncle has in store for us, the hungry office people..
then u know.. jurong has damn heavy morning traffic.. so we always has to be very alert while crossing the road..
and these drivers/bus uncles usually drive very fast, i dono for what..

sooo. i was looking at the sky.. and trying to cross before a row of on coming (fast) vehicles come by..
and
.
..
....
....


i got horned.
because i think i crossed too slowly, those impatient uncle bu shuang
hahaa.
but i'm safely back in the office blogging!!

3. i realise i always hear the same song when office hours officially starts.
err.. this is because my teenage-colleagues always play this same song..
it gets quite irritating cos its damn early in the morning and the song keeps having the studpid F*** word in itt!
and my friends quite enjoy listening to it every morning.
hahaa. its' their addiction i guess.
some akon song i thinkk.
"i wanna f... you.. "and it keeps on repeating for 1/2 hour until someone plugs in a mp3 into the speaker...
=X

hahaha.

4. one of the director in my office passed away.
i was rather shock when my laopa was talking about the flag put up half way (okay! sorry, i dono whats that called!) a.k.a 'ban qi' today..
so i was curious and asked.
"oh.. he passed away yesterday night at 12"
that time i heard he vomitted alot of blood in the office and was admitted into the hospital..
and i think yesterday was the day where he's suppose to be discharge after 2 weeks of hospitalisation.. as in.. he got abit better and doctor decided to let him home to rest.
but.. unfortunate him passed away yesterday.. think he's only 50 plus, 60.

alot of my colleague told me he passed away because he smoke too much.
yes.. he smoke alot..
cos when ever i walk to the canteen, back from my lunch or detour on my way to other departments.. he will be smokingg.
and it's stick after stick.
he'll finish one.. and take out another one to smoke..
i guess he smoke 24/7 siaa.
=XX
and i heard he died of lung inflation..
my collgeaue told me cos smoke too much.. the tar got in the way for his lungs to function properly thats why he vomitted blood.
and i also heard he smoke 4 big packets of cigar aday..
that's.. ALOT.
omg..
1 packet of cigar = 20 sticks.
4 packets of cigar= 80 sticks.

omg *faints*
no wonder his body cant take it and he vomitted blood.

i wasnt very sad cos he wasnt my boss or what..( that doesnt mean i'm happy either, goodness.. what are you guys thinking!)
he's just this other angmoh in the other department.
but i'm sad he left us so fast.
i only see him for bearly 1 year plus, since i start working..

5. my friends got a tongue piercing.
errms.
i think its quite scary?
so i really peifu their courage man.
they( there're 3 of them) told me that it wasnt that pain at all. in fact ear piercing is more painful then tongue..
eeks. i feel so scared for them!
now they cant speak properly and eat properly cos there's like this 'something' in their mouth.. which is the stud.
ouch.
other then facing the pain.. they still have to face their parents.
now they dont dare to talk alot in front of their parents in case they find out =(
aiyoo.
but they feel satisfied.. haha. i dono la..
they still ask their other friends to pierce together..
i really envy their bond with each other..

thats all the funny happenings today.. hope i will meet more interesting ones later!
well.. i'm a super slacker here in the office..
so i'm back to work already!!

before i forget..
HAPPIEST 19th BDAE MISS URSULA RODRIGUES WEILING!!
i know you'll see this!
see.. God created rain and sunrise on your bdae!!
=DD

i'm getting really frustrated cos this stupid guy WONT return me my money despite many many reminders.
its getting on my nerves already.. and i dono what i'll do if he still don wanna return me the cash.

its not that i dont trust him that he wont return me my money.. but its that.. i dint see him for 4mths already.. how am i suppose to trust him?
and he keeps breaking his promise saying that he'll return me tomoroow,tomorrow,tomorrow!
but that tomorrow never comess

=X

why are guys all like that?
nono..
why are these kinda guy like that?!
cant they jsut keep to their promise.
seriously la.
=(

i'm blogging in my office!
how cool can that be?
lols.
i'm not feeling well right now..
feel like vomitting and having dizzy head =X
i had that yesterday night after the celebration..=X
think it the stuff i ate..
i woke up in the middle of the night cos i felt like vomitting..
eeyer. i hate vomits =X

actually dint wanna come to work today...
but my leave is so expensive pls.. so i force myself to come, believing that i'll get better after i get some food..
i got better.. and was feeling normal the whole day..
but the stupid irritating feeling came back to me again!!
eeeeeeeeee.

anywayss..
made another new colleague in my office!
although she's abit older then me.. but we had so much to talk about.
hehe.
cool..


hmmm.
1 and 1/2 more hours before home sweet home..
back to work already!
more updates soon =)

miss chenxiuqi's 18th birthday celebration was a sucess.
had loads of fun laughing about leftover food, and bed sheets
i'm super tired right now.
i've never been on heels for such long hours for so long already!
which means my heels are only out on special occasionss.

well.. went for lunch at village' with bao jia and the special shiwei and tim.
abit weird though.. cos we only expect all girls and no guys around..
but it was fortunate to have them around cos they helped us finish up the leftovers!
haha.. our church brothers have special uses like this =P
but today was fun =)
so much photos, and so much talk between us =)

miss chenxiuqi cant stop hao-lian-ing to me that she's 18 already and she can drink.
okay looh.
i'm still 17 , but i'm young and energetic okay!
i'm still under the protection of the law if someone tries to get me to drink or club
hahaha.
self console.

anyways.. i cant help but feel happy for wang ma =)
hope you find your happiness soon okay!
i believe communication is the most important thing.. so dont be so fierce also la!
ahaha.

i seriously cant wait for my pay man.
i need money.. urgently. =XX

i'm very very tireddd right noww.
needa get some rest soon cos i have a long day ahead of me tml..
monday blues again.. =X


3rd month?
i dont feel it.
you makes me wonder.. so much.

You Makes me wonder- Maroon 5

I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

[Verse]
God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

[Breakdown]
I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

[Bridge]
I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

[Chorus]
Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah [x3]
(Oh no)

'I...can give you gatsby"

eeew.
no its not the song..
its that guy
haha.
mu chun tuo zai( i forgot his jap name) looks super gay in that adv pls!!
eee. he looked like some gay trying to get another's attention.
=X
i prefer the handsome and cool him =)
he's very shuai pls.

i saw a flying crockroach yesterday nite.
it keeps kajiao-ing me.
wth.
buay tahan..
i wanna hit 'it', but it keeps flying off to exile.
as in.. in my shoe rack
it might sound funny here, but it's deifinitely not funny yesterday nite..
i got so irritated i logged off and sleep

when i tried to hit the roach,
it still turned and stare at me for awhile before flying off..
diao me!!
=Xx
my brother cant stop laughing when i told him about this roach incident yesterday nite..
it's bloody irritating to have a flying roach in your living room pls!

anyways.. i'm off to sleep =)
good nites people..

happy bdae lefort!

i'm addicted to this song.

Above all

Above all nations, above all kings
Ablove all nature and all created things
Above all wisdom and all the ways of man
You were here before the world began

Crucified, laid behind the stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall, and thought of me
Above all

Above all kindoms, above all thrones
Above all wonders, the world has ever known
Above all wealth and treasures of the earth
There's no way to measure what you're worth

Crucified, laid behind the stone
You lived to die, rejected and alone
like a rose, trampled on the ground
You took the fall, and thought of me
Above all

=)

i just went to tampines mall.
and to my pleasant surprise..
the long awaited construction outside macs became a escalator!
super cool cannn.
TM has a extention now..
which means..
more shops, more shopping!! =D
shoppaholics like me should be damn happy..
yes i am.. but i'm not cos i dont have any money on me right noww.
i'm serious..
i cant wait for my payy..
1 more week to endure before i can spend like water..
haha. kidding.. i save ok!

anyways.. TM's changes are still okay..
that time while i was in eastpoint..
the extensions was so crazy..
alot alot of shops...
well.. it gave people more reason to visit eastpoint more =D

i cant wait to shop
i cant waitt to shop!
i just saw a pretty top at isetan la!
super tempted to buy but i got no cashh.
now have to wait for people to return me money before i can survive whole of next week =X

my brother just told me he went to watch 'Men in White' aka "Gui ah Gui ah"
okay.. i tot it was a rather cute but crappy show about ghosts in singapore..
and yea.. he told me that the plot was quite crappy but the jokes in them were funny.
so he advised that if i wanna watch.. just go Princess cinema to watch (cos the shows there only cost 5bucks, and you can bring your own food in to munch)
lols.. i think he tthinks that it's not very worth to watch in gv, engwah or cathy cos maybbe the show quite crap
haha.. oh wells. maybe i'll catch it if i found someone to watch with me, or if i have the time..
those OT are quite driving my free time crazy..

celebrating miss chenxiuqi's birthday tml!
finally..
not sure where to go yet cos she's been to Indulgz yesterday already!
and that's the place where i plan to go tml!!
=X.
now i have to think of new place for the celebration =XX..
oh wells.
another person from my circle of friends is being lost into the '18 year old' catergory..
that left only 3 more girls from my church one more year in the illegal age catergory.
lols.

you guys must try this biscuit!!
go find 'Tim Tam' chocolate biscuit from NTUC's "International Products"
it's damnnnnnnn nicee.
seriously..
you should try if you have sweet tooth like me.. or even if you dont..
TRY!
it's seriously nice and addictive!
i finally found this biscuit from TM's NTUC.
have been hunting for it since the day of miss fu shanwei's bdae..
cos she brought them back from aus after her attachment for us..
i felt in love with it in my first bite..
it's very nice!
lol. okay.. promise me you'll buy and try!
it might be alittle hard to find at first cos its quite a hot product.. and miight be abit ex.
but its' nice!!
i'm repeating this for the million-th time.
TIM TAM IS NICE!!
the nicest biscuit i ever tried =D

zzz.
my burned wound hurts.
i dono why!
it'll have those 'needle needl-y' pain, like what you feel when you have muscle cramp, once in a while..
=(
today i nearly rubbed the wound cos my friend held my arm too hard.

lols..
2 more days to working again..
i'm treasuring my weekends like never before!

actually.. i dint expext people to read my blog.
haha.. maybe they just read cos they're bored..
but thanks anyways for supporting my bo liao entries. =D

3 days of consecutive overtime..
12hrs + 12hrs + 13.5 hrs = (go calculate yourself) of work including OT.
wow. i'm shocked at my never dying energy to 'pia' OT..
well. its definitely more fun and crazy pia-ing OT with a group of teenagers instead of your own lonelyself, or with a group of aunties and uncles..
my team memebers are quite crazy sometimes..
one of the guys told me they work 19days of OT a month.. that means like they stay back almost everyday to work overtime..
their source of work energy? money, more MONEY, ALOT OF MONEY..
wahahha.
i'm abit influenced by them i think.. the money factor and time factor =X
despite working only for a week, i'm quite use to working 12hrs aday already..
even today i left early cos i had dinner, i felt that the timing very weird. LOL.
hey, dont think i'm money minded okay! although i admit i might be quite money mind-ed sometimes.. =/
but i thought it out already..
i use to spent soooo much because i 'think' i earn alot..
i realise i spend my earnings on alot of useless stuff.. and dint have enough money to spend on serious things, needless to say lasting me thru the month..
and shopping is addictivee..
sooo. i tot that.. maybe OT can help me stop spending on things like grocery and clothes, and even help me earn more..
although it's damn tiring in the long run..

my perception of OT changed so much sia!!
maybe its the people i talk to, work with.
last time i think OT is a waste of my time although i earn 1.5 times more then my hourly salary.
and OT is wasting my youth cos i dont get to eat dinner with my family and watch my favourite tv show, and go online often.

but i realise i was quite wrong.
COS...
1. OT earns me more money, definitely
2. i still eat with my family.. cos they always eat late..
3.i still go online.. now even better cos my office has one laptop which can connect us to the internet.
4. i spend alot lesser on useless stuff.. and same amount of money i use to spend on food.
YAY!
but the disadvantage is that i cant meet my friends as often already.. =X
(but if i dont meet also good la.. so my 'funny' mum wont think they're baddies cos we meet for dinner)


i realised i typed so much rubbish above.
and it's all WORK
shit. i'm thinking about work now..
shit. i'm thinking about my salary.
shit. i need money.
hahahaha. i'm becoming a money face-cum-workaholic.
eeeeeeeks. thats scary.


ohh yar!!
yesterday i worked till 9.. cos we got shipment this morning and had to get the things done.
so the only way home is CAB.
so my friend booked citycabs for us..
i'm quite lucky to get into a hyundai one.
okay..i dint pickk.
i just get into any of the cabs (cos not all of them are hyundai, some are toyota), cos i was feeling quite shag already.. and i'm super hungry until wanna die.
haha.. so when i got into the cab i realise it was different from the normal cabs i take last time..
it was alot more spacious, very new, very leather-y and it just feels great la.
next time you all should try flagging for hyundai cabs, cos i think they rock..
somemore the ride very smooth. no engine noisy engine noises, and no bumpy rides.
it took just 1/2 hr for me to reach bedok from jurong..
quite fast right..
yea.. now i like hyundai cabs more then toyota kind..
although i use-d to think hyundai cabs are ugly.. USED TO!
like what people say..
"dont judge a book by its cover"
or..
'dont judge a cab by it's paint'
err. okay.. maybe not paint.. then.. errrm. printings then =D


i still got a ugly burn mark on my hand..
cos that day my friend accidentally splat a 'drip' of hot oil on me..
now that burn mark is... reddish pink and still hurts!
=XXX
eee. i dont want any scar pls..

oh yar..
HAPPY 18th MISS CHEN XIUQI! =D

whoa.. i survived second day of work
whahaa..

aiyo.. my stupid supervisor want us to work OT everyday..
whatthehell!
okay nvm..
OT = more cash =)
but it's 12hours of work daily!
wah.. i wanna die already.

i worked 12hrs today.. still can tahan despite i slept at 12plus yesterday cos of the dinnerr..
maybe its just the second day thats why i'm not tired.. but i think i'll die if its long term.

this time i changed group of colleagues to work with.. =X
not so bad la.. cos i work with a group of teenagers.. instead of aunties and uncles..
they very funny can.. bored until catch ants =X
lols

and i survived on 3 bucks for 2 days..
cos breakfest at my workplace only cost $1
then i got home-cook lunch yesterday morning.. and my colleagues to pay for my lunch today..
wahhaa.
and i think i gonna grow damn fat after this week cos i keep eating.. like bread and stuff..
=XX

but one bad thing is.. the room is too cold.
and it makes my 'already-very-dry-skin.. DRY-ER
eeeee.
and i keep having 'near-to-paper-cuts' accidents.. yucks.
if you happen to not understand the above statement.. it just mean that i'm accident prone in the office =S

i very cranky today la.. i dono why also..
maybe the time of the month is near..
i feel so sorry for the photocopier now =X 'sorry copier'
because i was doing some scanning.. then the copier keeps jamming..
so i take out the jammed paper.. and BANG the cover..
opps.
i dint mean to..but i was having stupid moodswings in the early morning..
its irritating.. but i cant control la! =X
bring the talkative me, i think i never talk for half a morning today cos i simply dont feel like opening my mouth..
i hate moodswings.
and i dono what i'm typing here.. cos i'm not thinking straight after 12hours of work today =(

have to sleep soon i guess.
i know i know! it's only 10pm and i need to sleep =/
its super no life because i reach home only at 9 today..and i have to sleep at 10.. i only get to eat,bath and come online for awhile.. and everything is done in 1 hour.

aiya.. told you i cranky liao.. cant stop complaining =(
eee. elim should sleep really soon.
but i'm tired physically and not mentally! =S
when i have days like that i'll think of ridiculous crap on my bed while trying to sleepp.

ohh.
celebration for jason ang was quite goodd.
we went to marina bay for steamboat =)
me and lele bought him cute cupcakes to represent his cake...
wei come on la.. all have 'cakes' right.. no need to always use slice cake what.. sometimes we need to be more creative! lols. okay i'm talking to myself..
anyways.. will upload the pictures of cupcakes if they survived under jason angs' hands..
but they're adorably cute!!
hee..


now i'm telling ursula that i feel happy to waste electricity and water at another place (my company) without my parents paying! (read back my previous crap entries)
haha.. you know you can bath at my company cos they got showers for you?
and got people also brush after lunch.
hahha.. i still drink loads of water now.. cos its free! and i also visit the toilet quite often.. it became my favourite hide-out place from work (damn, i sound like those typical kiasu singaporean =X)

hahaha.. sorry la..
feeling super crappy and cranky noww.
CC! (crappy and cranky)
hehehe.
dinner soon people! =D

omg i love these! =)



i'm damn bored and tired now..
i cant sleep cos i need those tired-ness to last me thru the night..

working tml (finally)..
er.. not something i'm looking forward to..
but i have a dinner on tml night to celebrate angs bdae i think! yays!
well.. it makes the long dreadful morning of working more bearable i guess =)

i'm super hungry now..
when's my mum returning with my dinnerr!
and it's 9pm already =XXX


i cant wait for tml.. cos it seems like i can see besties once again =D

day out with Miss Ursula Rodrigues was GOOOD =)

seldom do i get to go out with my bestest girlfriend alone..
often we went out in a group.. but it really really brought us closer when theres only the both of us.. and we can chat and nobody's there to kajiao or dig gossips out of us. haha.

indeed.. the meet up made us closerr..

went to watch Pirates of the Caribbean- at world's end.
hmm. can say it's a bit messy at first.. but the story turned out okay..
omg.. but i sit until my ass numb.
haha.. the movie was 2hrs 45mins!! nearly 3 hourss.. -X

i dint really like this movie compared to the 2nd Pirates..(er.. Dead Man's Chest)
haha.. this one was abit too political..
well.. ursula liikes it..

Ursula likes At World's End
Elim likes Dead Man's Chest
Mr Lew Jireh likes Curse of the Black Pearl.
hahah.. all of us has different taste..

the fellowship people went to watch Shrek 3 at Lido yesterday night!
felt quite bad cos i dint go... but wasnt really interested in Shrek.. cos i watched Shrek 1 and fell asleep! hahah..
but my brother say it was funny..
oh well.. maybe i should catch it someday..

OHH! i wana watch this upcoming movie.. Rat-a-too-ee?
i guess so.. thats how it's pronounced.
its a story about a chief and a rat..
and how the rat came to help this chief at work.. and make things he cook turn out delicious..
the animations seems cool and i like watching 'cartoons' with 'real people'
aiya.. i dono how to describe la..
just think 'The Incredibles'.. and yea.. thaats the kind of movie i love watching =)

anyways..
i felt alot better talking to urlele about stuffs.
cos i trust her so much =)
thanks girl... you made me felt so much better now..


ooh. countdown to working! only 2 more dayss =XX



oh yar.. miss chen xiuqi's bdae celebration...
sisters, pls msg me for the days you're available this week.. so i can organise!
lols..

see you people =)

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