Thursday, May 03, 2007
treatment gonna start very soon.
i thought about it for very long before i took up this challenge.
it wasnt an easy decision for me cos there's alot of things behind it othher then just 'treatment'
it bears the psychological barrier that i need to pull thru,
the trust in the physician that i will be completely healed.
the physical changes that i have no idea about.
and MORE restriction on food that i have to restrict myself to =X
bless me all of you =D
think i've been pretty emo cos i've been thinking alot recently..and i have not been meeting up with people..
that makes me kind of lonely at home despite i have computers, tv and instruments all to myself.
i just need someone to talk to..
and i definitely neeed to hang out soon before i'm coped up at home for 2weeks..
bless me again =D
theres definitely alot of things going on that i dono.
well. i don think i need to know.. but it makes me kinda sad though.
i dono because of what.. but i feel like a total stranger all these while.
i miss our old dayss.
=X