All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

moodswings.
i think thats something alot of girls get during their periods.

and i think it's yucky.
for me.. i get irritated easily.. just feel like crying suddenly.. that kinda thing.. and i dont like it.

like just now..
i was on the way home.
i usually love to wait for buses when i'm not in a hurry..
but today.. i only waited for 10 mins i start to get impatient.. =/

and when mama call. i answered in a irritated manner..
thats bad.

but thats what i need to go thru.
lols..

damnit.

church today..
then dinner with some of e Bao family members..

met jason n ck (again)to chill out..
haha.
guess what.
the guys initiated to go beach.. which is a weird thing. cos normally we'll only chill at one place- pool @ 10th floor.
hhaa.. but the short beach outing was good.
i've never sat down with them and talk about stuffs like that before
=D

saw some couples kissing away..and we started gossiping again.
hahaha.

jason asked me a question which left me thinking..
"why did u believe in what you believe"
thats one question i've been asking myself for some years and i dont get any answers myself.

i partly agree with what jason said la.
he believed cos he felt that.. he wont lose out believing in God after he felt God was true.
i think.. for me..its because God gave me JOY that i cant find in anyone else.

take my skin condition for example..
people might feel that having this kinda thing is damn suay and super kelian.
like..it'll stick with me forever.
and i just heard from this doctor this afternoon that.. if i dont heal by the age of 18.. don even need to think about recovering already..
i think thats a ratheer sad truth for me cos i'm gonna turn 18 in 10 months time.
and i have to leave with it for e rest of my life if i don recover.

but i'm still living my life happily..because God gave me JOY in my heart and told me that i'm living with this kinda condition because i'm special
u might think.. "special? no.. i don think so"

but.. yes i do feel special in some ways.
like when i see my pri school friend on e way.. they'll remember me because of my skin condition and just ask me how i am..
God showered me with e concerns and e attentions that i needed indirectly.. and i feel loved =D and its true i'm a attention seeker. haha =P

how many ppl will get ppl coming up to them and asking how they are after u haven seen each other for years?

God gave me JOY and a happy personality to contrast with my condition..
and definitely gave me hope of eternal life..thats what made me believe He's there =D

and.. i seldom blog about my skin condition.
although sometimes i get really upset when ppl starts to talk bout it.. but i still remain happy cos i know there are friends who truely cared for me =D

thanks people for all e love n care u've showered upon me.. =)
and Thank God for these wonderful people =D

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