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i realise something..
whenever i discover red rings around my wounds,or when the rashes just keeps increasing.. meanss.

i'm having a serious infection.

that means.. UH OH for me already.

loads of taking care, loads of restraints on e stuff i eat, sleeping early is a must, must keep my fingers off my skin(to prevent me from scratching la!)
eee. now to think of it.. i hate it actually.

as i was telling my girlfriends in school today.
cos bel randomly asked me bout my previous entry bout my skin condition.

the 18 yr old thing is.. somehow.true i think.
but.. different doctor said different things la.
one doctor said i will recover by 16.
now this doctor say i wont recover if i don recover by e time i'm 18
what the hell la.

okay..so.
i was thinking.
whether i should take up e challenge..
e current physician said i cannot eat (note: don be surprised):
-chocolates, sweets
-oranges,lemon, those same variety kinda fruits although loads of other people said i should eat cos of e vit C, but i don like oranges,so okay la
-seafood(like duh, i don eat them too..so okay)
-chicken?
-any fried stuff, okay, i might as well put, FASTFOOD. (that includes, mac,ljs,bk,kfc,yoshi?,mos.. the list goes on..)
-try not to eat out la. cos of e oily food and stuff.
-oh, no smoked stuff. meaning, BBQ food,and so on.


okay. sounds shitty.. but its like that.. =XX
okay. i was thinking whether to take up this challenge.
meaning.
i'm gonna have to try to avoid those food mentioned above to help myself..
and of course change my bad habits(like sleeping late etc.)
and yea. eat medicine regularly.

but for my character ah. its like.. impossible la.
but i'm gonna TRY for this one last time.

but......
even if i recover in like 1 mths time..
the restrictions don end there.
i still need to control my diet n my lifestyle for 3-4 months.. to really recover..

how!?
i'm struggling.
i know some of u reading this might be thinking "this kinda thing need to think one meh, just go ahead and do it lar!"
its not that simple u know.

imagine walking into kfc for lunch, and your fav fried chicken is just right infront of you..u're feeling extremely hungry... but u cant even touch it dont say bite one mouth. and pls hor.i cant order anything else except drinks. haha.
and all my friends(almost all) eat fastfood 3-4 times a week.. because we all budget.
and e food outside like kopitiam food/foodcourt are quite oily for my case..

hmmmmmmm!
i dono !!

i think i should TRY for this one time.. for my own good sake.
provided my friends really control me la?
okay,? =D

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