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All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

finally have time to blog before i go school for chingay.

yesterday was super fun..
although it's only chingay preview.. but the crowd and the people around me made high.
hahah..
was vv surprised that rossi,ck and jason came to watch..

gonna have e actual thing a couple of hours from now..
i will enjoy to the max man..

i dont know how am i feeling now..
it's like.. not i'm suppose to feel.
i dono what she's thinking.. i'm not trying to find out what she's thinking.. but the posts always felt me confused.
hah.. maybe i should just forget all about it la..

Michelle Branch- Everywhere

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
And when I wake you're.. you're never there
But when I sleep you're.. you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Just tell me how I got this far
Just tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
you're never there
And every time I sleep
you're always there


'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone


I recognize the way you make me feel
it's hard to think that you might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

Cause you're everwhere to me
when i close my eyes it's you i see
You're everything i know that makes me believe
i'm not alone
i'm not alone

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
I hope there never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so


'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath it's you I believe
You're everything I know that makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?

absolutely love this song.. =)

CNY was actually fun...for this year
lols.

many will think that chinese new year is only collecting ang bao, eat loads of abalone, sit around and do nothing..
haha..but cny was fun for me this year.

other then e usual angbao collection.. and loads of rubbish eating.
i get to play cards.
wahah.. yes i do that every year.. but this year seem to be more fun.. cos my cousins were around =D

and i tot 2nd day of cny will be super boring.
i actually planned to go to my friends house to chill if there's seriously nothing to do at my ah ma's house after lunch
surprisingly.. many relatives came and i had to stay put.
and..lols. girls' stuff... me and my cousins took loads of photos!
it's been super long since i last took a picture with them
and everybody has changed.. some became taller.. some became really pretty..
=)

and.. we went swensens for desert!!
yay.
that was totally unexpected.
had loads of fun teasing my younger cousin..
haha.

oh! and my parents brought me n kor out..
actually didnt know where to go..
after that we decided to check out e bottle tree village!!
we actually found e placE!
but it was closed..
it's a super wu lu place la..
v v v deep inside..
and its at sembawang..
although i didnt get to see those bottle trees that i hoped to see...
still satisfied to know that i found the exact location of the village =)

went to macritchie reservoir after that.. i dono for what..
haha..but had fun walking around la..
lols.
tml will be a busy day again!
visiting my fren's house then will be going to sentosa with my mum..
for wad? to see those flowers..
haha..
since she wants then go loh

oh!!
going sam poh's house!
wahaha..
exciting day =D

happy chinese new year! =)

ohh i forgot!

yesterday i saw fireworkss!!
so nice =D

cos i was at marina square's food court.
then just suddenly..
"BOOM" then fireworks across the sky.
v surprised.. and it's damn nice!

and we saw an super cute elmo on e way home.
haha.

i'm starting to miss that elmo! =P

blogness.
finally i have time to update.

these few days have been really exciting.. and yeps. busy.
lols.

loads of school, classes, rehearsals.

lets talk about Vday.
yeps. i had a wonderful V day =D

was at school for aural lessons. then went to do my music tech project.. gosh, we left like 2 weeks more to the deadline.. now we're really dead la.
then after that helped *ahem* someone to send flowerrs to TP.
it was fun though.. like calling and say you're someone someone calling from a florist to deliver flowers to you.
lols.. the girl was. quite surprised i guess.

then went home and out again.
lols.
thank YOU for everything =)


thursday.. er. total defence day.
hahah..okay no link
had mt classs.
and so sad. mr adam is leaving us next week. he's one of my favourite teacher in lasalle la.
at least we still can joke with him that kinda thing. and he one nice teacher that wont penalise us for lateness to class.
zz. he's leaving.
guess we're gonna do something for him.. but no idea yet..

anyways. back to school.
er.. had a time-wasting class after that.. talking about gender and stuff like that.
-_-''' total waste of time.
now i know why so many people wanna pon that class already.
okay.. i'm abit slow in this aspect.
llols

OH!!
we saw our costume for chingay already!
we're gonna be..
marching bunnies.
haha..
it's like.. some people from performing arts is gonna be a "Garden" and there'll be beetles and caterpillars and stuff like that.
we're rabbits invading the garden and destroying everything.
sounds fun..
actually i had tot of dropping out from chingay like 1 week ago..
but decided not to.. cos it'll be a waste of my efforts going to those practices, and the attendance for chingay practice is always not full.. so in order not to create more troubles and headaches for riduan and mr matt gray.. i've decided to stay. it's just one week later. so might as well just have fun.

had chingay practice again yesterday...
went out with ck and jason, eh. another jason..lefort to dinner..
i practically got bullied all e way la.
haha..
imagine your friend shouting out "HEY EVERYONE, THIS IS ELIM!! -points at me-"
omg.
super paiseh la.
and more stupid stuff happen la.. which i don wanna elaborate
haha..

anyways.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR =D

busy busy day for me again.

well. but thing's has been going well =D

the presentation today wass..err. v yucky.
i cant speak properly.. and my group presentation was abit... nonsensical
haha.. but anyways. after weeks of hard work and researches, the effort paid off la.

i've got s big mission from my buddy few days ago.
send flowers on Vday.

i think it's a super cool thing to do la.
see happy faces on people's face =)
v nice =D


was helping my mum at her shop just now.
er.. okay la. at least she still got a few orders from people..

i realise e trend for flowers is always changing..
last year i think is blue roses. this year the red roses came back..
haha.
but i still like white roses =DD


okay enough crap
i think i better go pay back my sleep debts that i owe myself for 1 whole week
hahah.

nites people

happy V day =D

i'm a good girl today!!
at least i wasnt really tempted to eat e things i want to..
jiayou yiling!

but i wonder how long all these can last =/

i'm having doubts about myself..

school's getting tougher..
just received my results for my O's re-take.
although not good.. but better by 1 grade for my combine humans.
hahaha.

i'm just thinking randomly la.
is music really wad i wanna do.
cos..
everthing is getting tougher..
i'm those lazy kinda people.. who wouldnt do anything to improve my skills..
although i would be enthu for a few weeks to practise my piano. but after few days.. i will go back to my old lifestyle.

was just thinking whether i should try and apply for a poly..
lols..
how how.

lew elim..

shits.

the challenge starts TOMORROW!

omg.
i think this is abit hard to handle but i'll tryyyy...
hopefully it works.

i found a new chilling place..!!
the fountain at suntec rocks la.
it's really nice to sit there and talk crap at nite..
lols.

when shall we go chill again? XD

zzz. i wanna sleep already!
lack of sleep for e whole week man. eeyers.

new year's coming new year's coming!
but sadly, i'm not very enthu about it..

i'm more interested in Vday.
haha.. i really wanna pon chingay practice for Vday man.
wanna send flowers.. send send send senddd...
woohoo. sounds like fun XD

llalalaaa.

i wanna go chill at suntec fountain!!

i just think bedok inter is crapp la.

after class went parkway for awhile..
then met wang ma to discuss e debate stuffs.
we were in princess mac la.
then saw daxin.

u know wad.
he told me his friends outside want my no.
and obviously.. no?

lols. then daxin went off to watch his movie with his girl.. and i obviously told him not to give my no. away la.

then after he left.
those guys stod outside mac for super long..
i dono for what.

then me n wangma discuss halfway.
one of e guys came in and said "eh, my friend wanna know you, care to give no.?"
of course no..
i gave super hell loads of reason for him to leave saying i'm not interested.
he said one thing which i find v funny..
"my friend already have gf la..so no need scared one. be friends only ma.."

like..wth la. u got gf then u doing this kinda thing behind her back, asking for other girl's no.? u think your gf is wad.. your toy ah..

okay. nvm.
e 'lead' came in after his friend's failure..
"eh.. friends only la..'"

ee. pls la.. ah bengs? sucha turn off.
not that i'm bias towards them or whatever.. but if their not my friend/classmate, i just think they're irritating guys with no life.
haha..
anyways..
they literally stood outside for one whole hour la.
which i think is super irritating.

wang ma wanted to call my brother to fetch me home..but lucky in e end e guys left.

lols

i v no mood now..
sorry.

i realise something..
whenever i discover red rings around my wounds,or when the rashes just keeps increasing.. meanss.

i'm having a serious infection.

that means.. UH OH for me already.

loads of taking care, loads of restraints on e stuff i eat, sleeping early is a must, must keep my fingers off my skin(to prevent me from scratching la!)
eee. now to think of it.. i hate it actually.

as i was telling my girlfriends in school today.
cos bel randomly asked me bout my previous entry bout my skin condition.

the 18 yr old thing is.. somehow.true i think.
but.. different doctor said different things la.
one doctor said i will recover by 16.
now this doctor say i wont recover if i don recover by e time i'm 18
what the hell la.

okay..so.
i was thinking.
whether i should take up e challenge..
e current physician said i cannot eat (note: don be surprised):
-chocolates, sweets
-oranges,lemon, those same variety kinda fruits although loads of other people said i should eat cos of e vit C, but i don like oranges,so okay la
-seafood(like duh, i don eat them too..so okay)
-chicken?
-any fried stuff, okay, i might as well put, FASTFOOD. (that includes, mac,ljs,bk,kfc,yoshi?,mos.. the list goes on..)
-try not to eat out la. cos of e oily food and stuff.
-oh, no smoked stuff. meaning, BBQ food,and so on.


okay. sounds shitty.. but its like that.. =XX
okay. i was thinking whether to take up this challenge.
meaning.
i'm gonna have to try to avoid those food mentioned above to help myself..
and of course change my bad habits(like sleeping late etc.)
and yea. eat medicine regularly.

but for my character ah. its like.. impossible la.
but i'm gonna TRY for this one last time.

but......
even if i recover in like 1 mths time..
the restrictions don end there.
i still need to control my diet n my lifestyle for 3-4 months.. to really recover..

how!?
i'm struggling.
i know some of u reading this might be thinking "this kinda thing need to think one meh, just go ahead and do it lar!"
its not that simple u know.

imagine walking into kfc for lunch, and your fav fried chicken is just right infront of you..u're feeling extremely hungry... but u cant even touch it dont say bite one mouth. and pls hor.i cant order anything else except drinks. haha.
and all my friends(almost all) eat fastfood 3-4 times a week.. because we all budget.
and e food outside like kopitiam food/foodcourt are quite oily for my case..

hmmmmmmm!
i dono !!

i think i should TRY for this one time.. for my own good sake.
provided my friends really control me la?
okay,? =D

tag me okay!

moodswings.
i think thats something alot of girls get during their periods.

and i think it's yucky.
for me.. i get irritated easily.. just feel like crying suddenly.. that kinda thing.. and i dont like it.

like just now..
i was on the way home.
i usually love to wait for buses when i'm not in a hurry..
but today.. i only waited for 10 mins i start to get impatient.. =/

and when mama call. i answered in a irritated manner..
thats bad.

but thats what i need to go thru.
lols..

damnit.

church today..
then dinner with some of e Bao family members..

met jason n ck (again)to chill out..
haha.
guess what.
the guys initiated to go beach.. which is a weird thing. cos normally we'll only chill at one place- pool @ 10th floor.
hhaa.. but the short beach outing was good.
i've never sat down with them and talk about stuffs like that before
=D

saw some couples kissing away..and we started gossiping again.
hahaha.

jason asked me a question which left me thinking..
"why did u believe in what you believe"
thats one question i've been asking myself for some years and i dont get any answers myself.

i partly agree with what jason said la.
he believed cos he felt that.. he wont lose out believing in God after he felt God was true.
i think.. for me..its because God gave me JOY that i cant find in anyone else.

take my skin condition for example..
people might feel that having this kinda thing is damn suay and super kelian.
like..it'll stick with me forever.
and i just heard from this doctor this afternoon that.. if i dont heal by the age of 18.. don even need to think about recovering already..
i think thats a ratheer sad truth for me cos i'm gonna turn 18 in 10 months time.
and i have to leave with it for e rest of my life if i don recover.

but i'm still living my life happily..because God gave me JOY in my heart and told me that i'm living with this kinda condition because i'm special
u might think.. "special? no.. i don think so"

but.. yes i do feel special in some ways.
like when i see my pri school friend on e way.. they'll remember me because of my skin condition and just ask me how i am..
God showered me with e concerns and e attentions that i needed indirectly.. and i feel loved =D and its true i'm a attention seeker. haha =P

how many ppl will get ppl coming up to them and asking how they are after u haven seen each other for years?

God gave me JOY and a happy personality to contrast with my condition..
and definitely gave me hope of eternal life..thats what made me believe He's there =D

and.. i seldom blog about my skin condition.
although sometimes i get really upset when ppl starts to talk bout it.. but i still remain happy cos i know there are friends who truely cared for me =D

thanks people for all e love n care u've showered upon me.. =)
and Thank God for these wonderful people =D

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