Wednesday, September 20, 2006
sometimes..
the things that u say.. or some actions that u do.
make me feel so guilty and scared.
dont know whether am i thinking too much or what
sometimes.. i just feel that i made u this way.
maybe some of the stuff that i say, or some things that i do.. hurt u in a way or another..
i'm sorry.
dint want it to turn out this way also...
we just have to accept that things cant go back to the past anymore
but i'm trying..
i just feel that u dont mean your words anymore..
u said we're best friends.. but i dont feel it now at all..
everything just seemed to change because of that day, of that conversation we gone thru.
i dont want it to turn out this way either.
hope u wont give up whatever you loved doing..
now i'm all moody.
perhaps of what u just told me,
perhaps pms.. whatever u can name it..
just treat this as a emo post la..
just want you to realise that..
we cant change some things or, the past, and we cant predict the future.
perhaps its only a matter of time, perhaps its only me..
but i'm really affected when u told me you're giving up..
whatever it is..
all the best to you..
=)
smile more okayy.