All about me,love,hates,music and the sky.

All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going

seriously la..
i think i shouldnt bloody waste my time on this.
get a life and move on..

=D

seriously la..
i think i shouldnt bloody waste my time on this.
get a life and move on..

=D

still remembering how nervous i was when i entered the room..
pushed the door open.
greeted Sir.

played the first thing he told me to..
played wrongly!
really de-moralise me already.

after that was okay.
my pieces was bad.. and got worst when i realised i played on wrong notes quite randomly..
and i was nervous till my fingers went numb and i couldnt feel a thing.
the whole examination was screwed up.. and so... bad that i dint wanna mention when i reached school..


but who can think that..
i actually PASSED my grade 7 piano practical!!
omgg.. i was totally stun when i heard the news from my "forever calm" teacher
"eh.. u pass your grade 7 ler.. the examiner very nice ah"
hahahaha.

THANK GOD, really.
never believed i'll actually pass.
i was thinkin of getting a 70 smth, or 80 smth for exam..


=D
im a happy girl! =)



something that somebody said to me today made alot of sense..
made me feel much much better..
and also made me realise that things are not always withthin my control.
thanks =)
*but so sian always have to do such stuff.. and i dont mean to.. haha.
we'll see how it goes =)

*i'm happy!!
=D

met huizhen recently at meixin's granpa's wake..
had a nice chat with her..
was talking all the way from the wake, till mrt station..
talked about school, friends, whats happening in my school thats kinda thing..
there's like always so much to talk about.. and its like never-ending.


was talking to Gary yesterday also..
asking about how his army was doing..
and he's indeed becomed a LAMER person.. worst then he usually was
and thats not a good sign.
wahaha..

anyways.. he's been saying army is a waste of time..
haha.. loads of stupid excuses about not going to army..
Eh GAry, don lazy already la! =P
lols. and of course talk about other stuffs also la..

i love chats like this..
when u know there's someone there for u to listen to, talk to, share with..

i just feel happier when i talk to someone..
knowing each other better after we've not seen for a long long time just feels good..
and i'm a happier person =)

afterall.. i also wish to find someone like that in school also..
haha..*still searchingg..

=)

whenever i attend someone's wake..
i just cant help but feel that our lives are so short and weak.. and hopeless without God in their lives.

and i cannot help but worry for my family members and non-believed friend's salvation.
because i know the only way to enter God's kingdom is true believing Jesus Christ.

and i'm always happy for the family of the late that the deceased believed in Jesus Christ.. and i know he entered heaven. Becos God promised that He'll always have sufficient rooms for those who believed..
our names will be written on His book.

i always have a sinken heart after a wake.. cos i'm always touched by their testimonials from pastors and their family members =)

i know God has a plan for all of us..
In His time.. and in His plan.
=)

sometimes..
the things that u say.. or some actions that u do.
make me feel so guilty and scared.
dont know whether am i thinking too much or what
sometimes.. i just feel that i made u this way.
maybe some of the stuff that i say, or some things that i do.. hurt u in a way or another..
i'm sorry.

dint want it to turn out this way also...
we just have to accept that things cant go back to the past anymore
but i'm trying..
i just feel that u dont mean your words anymore..
u said we're best friends.. but i dont feel it now at all..
everything just seemed to change because of that day, of that conversation we gone thru.

i dont want it to turn out this way either.
hope u wont give up whatever you loved doing..

now i'm all moody.
perhaps of what u just told me,
perhaps pms.. whatever u can name it..
just treat this as a emo post la..

just want you to realise that..
we cant change some things or, the past, and we cant predict the future.
perhaps its only a matter of time, perhaps its only me..
but i'm really affected when u told me you're giving up..

whatever it is..
all the best to you..
=)
smile more okayy.

i realise that this "7 things" and the next "7 things" im going to do have something in common! they're all "7 things" that i need to fill in.. wahahah.
okay la..i know i very lame.
let's do XT's "7 things" first...

7 random facts about me:
-i am a girl
-I likes to act dumb..and totally love it =P
-i cannot live withuot ALL of my friends..*and of course family members la
-i love sweet sweets and mar bars plus cadbury chocolates
-i tries to remain close friends to everyone..
-i Spend alot on food
-couldnt leave my com for a second if i'm at home..

7 things that scare me:
-when God's angry..
-er...bad friends who scold vulgarity and are mean to me.
-no money to spend
-no topic to talk about when there's only you and me..
-when my phone gets confiscated!
-when i get backstabbed!
-Failing my Os or any of my piano exams.

7 music at the moment:
- ju hua tai
- tai mei li
- wo men de ji nian ri
- zi dao zi yan de bei ju
- hong dou
- Mr Brown?
- Sway
*hehe..yups..most of them are chinese pop.

7 things i like the most!:
-Chocolates..
-family!
-going out and chill
-Watching Drama Serials(like xt'!)
-Shopping
-Friends that rocks

7 lucky people to do this :
- The one who send me this..wahaha. xt! do it again.
- Kangling
- cristabel
- Yonglin
- Paul
- Anyone else who wants to grabb it..

next is Paul's "7 things"..
here it goes..

7 Things That Scare Me:
-When God is angry
-If something bad is gonna happen to my family
-no transport to go home in the middle of the night, and i'm broke to take cab..
-if i cant talk
-hmm.. if some weird guy came up to me and propose.. wahaha.
-living in a dark world without love.


7 Random Songs At The Moment:

- fly away-liang jing ru
- love love love- F.I.r
- shan hu hai
- yi lu xiang bei
- high and dry
- sun and moon
- soledad

7 Things That I Like The Most:
-God
-Travelling
-Night scenes in singapore
-ice cream!
-sleeping
- Music!
- food

7 Important Things In My Bedroom
-my bed
-my boaster
-my blanket
-my soft toys..
-my house phone
-my clothes!
-my fan

7 Random Facts About Me:
*same as the above siaa..
-can be quite crazy and lame after i past bedtime
-cannot live without food(okay..who dont!) and music..
-likes to do irritating stuff in front of my crazy friends (like singing "Pinky and the Brain over and over again until they ask me to shut up!=P)
-can dont open my mouth at all for 2 hours..
-can be quite emotional at times..
-hate to be lonely but like to be alone(*same as paul!!)
-Take away my freedom and i will die infront of you(*same as paul!)


7 Things I Said The Most:
- cannot make it
- oh my God
- mei li mao
- really?
- damn *blah blah
- aiyo..
- lan de li ni la

7 Things I Plan To Do Before I Die:
- TRavel to space and die there...
-Travel around the world
-Get married *provided if got people want me la..
- spread the gospel..
- act in at least one of the drama serials! =)
- fall in love
- do something meaningful that can affect the whole world

7 People I Want To Pass This On To:
*not much diff from the ones above actually
-the one who send me this (Paul! do it again!)
-Xiuqi
-wenjun
-jamie
-rebecca
-lenny
-whoever's in my blog-er list

thats all!
although some answers/question abit lame..
but i had fun!
of course..wanna see the people i listed do this quiz la!
so i can know u better wad..
=)

have funn!

nothing much these days la..
just school everyday..
fusion is making me crazy man
lols..

but i'm naturally crazy laa.. lols

went for class chalet on sat.. the attendance for that day was not bad..
met up with quite a no. of my classmates.
xinting never come!! =X

last friday's lasalle outing... was... dissapointing?
haha.. tot it would turn out well.. but problem no.1) too many people.. problem no. 2)people came late.. problem no. 3) it was raining!

lols..loads of problem la.. like this person don wanna go there.. that one don wanna go here.. make me headache only trying to please everyone.
lols..
but.. outing was okay la.. we'll have better outing next time!

celebrated youk,jacky and shirley's birthday today in school!!
gave them a huge suprise sia..
lols..maybe i exxagerated*
they were thinking "why got cake? tot we going out for lunch together"
lenny managed to make jacky come to school.. wendy persuaded youk to come also..
hahaa.. they came..and our plan suceedded.
lols.
nice nice celebration =)

HAPPIe HAPPIE BIRTHDAY GUYS! =)

gonna have school tml morning.. so lazy..
don wanna see mona's face..
haha.

anyways..
ursula's fusion groups' video is on youtube!!
got catch! so interesting!!

ciaos..
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY GINA!!

*whatever it is..i'm still your friend =)

i'm FINALLY....

SICK.

wahha.

keep sneezing and coughing non-stop since yesterday.. =XX

luckily this week is lasalle's one week breakk..but this week dont seem like a break at all..
practically have to go back school everyday..
no time to meet up with my friends at all!! =((

i'm not as happy as bell even tho my week's packed,
she seems rather happy it was full
haha..
i just wish one day that i can slack.

anyways..
i wanna go esplanade library on tuesday..
any followers? =D
tell me soon okay!
cos today's already monday's dawn.
i missed my bgss friends so much =XX

i'm really sick...
booo =(

i woke up late today!!
like..9.30!!
i got class at 10am!
omg..
but i got to school on time la.. not even late loh.
thank God man.

met shanwei after lessonn..
went to watch The Devil who wears Prada.
nice nice...
u all should catch it =)
but i guess it's more suitable for girls? haha..talks about fashion,relationships and stuffs like that..
i feel its more girly la..
lols.

superr tired now..

by the way...
Happy Enlisting Yanxin!
although i dont think he'll see this. lols..

take care..

totally totally screwed up my grade 7...
when i playeed correctly for scales.. i played one less octave.
wat the hell la.
whats wrong with me!
when i go into the room.. the scales that i practice.. and all the aural stuff i remembered just hide themselves in some part of my brain. i went totally blank la.
and i was shivering!
grrr.. so angry with myself.
no wonder people say.. "dont let 'zhao zhi dao' exist at all"
haha..*chim hor*
hais..whats done cannot be undone la.. and i shall live with it.
whatever it is.. i still thank GOD that i got thru it =)

today's concert was great.
had performance by our seniors in school
all of them like so high sia...buay tahan
hahaha.. but it was great.

after that went for lunch with ursula,lenny,youk,kai and collin.
crapped all the way man.
haha.. lunch was great.

still have to go back for the stupid aural lesson tml..
piangs. go back school for 1 n 1/2 hour they also shuang..


the crocodile hunter died.
quite sad to hear that la...
feel quite sorry for his wife n kids.
his boy still quite youngg..
(this is so random)

anyways..
got quite a shock when i reach home just now..
saw kenneth,his brother,karen n jeremy at my house.
they all ah..playing X box.
haha.. quite a suprise too thou =)

gone to mourne for my exam today =X

another happening day?

guess so..

had to reach school super early for fusion practice.. cos we only had half of the song done.

but we screwed up at fusion also..haha. nothing good to talk about.
but ursula's voice did make us sway. wahah. she has darn nice voice!

after that..
gave iris a suprise birthday celebration in school..
hope she enjoyed the cake =))
Happy Birthday IRis!! =D

after that went for lunch.. loads of laughter with josephh and sam. super crapp people la..

after that was gamelan class..
then went dinner with the gang.

met kor kor at parkway..since he was bored.
hahaha..
he sent me home using his bike.. *as in bicycle..not motorbike la*

the journey home was...crap n torturing =X
wahaha.. imagine sitting on the thin metal for 15mins home.. and the ride was bumpy.
hahaa..then i kept singing stupid songs to make my brother irritated.(yonglin's influence!!! =P)
haha..then he joined in, making us the irritated siblings.
never wanna sit his bike again =XX

leg very pain one leh!
haha.
happening day rite? okayy ba


i realise that..
our school got a couple of superstars man.
one is gayle..
and i just discovered another one..
u know the superband called "Jade"
yar..one of the guitarist is in our school also.
haha..before i knew, saw him everyday sia.. and i dont know who he is, but he looks so familiar.
now i know already..
okayy. i crapping.

got church later onn..
take careee
*i got nothing more to say if u choose to think it that way*

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