All about love,hates,places,music and what keeps me going
Saturday, July 15, 2006
i hate tomorrow.. it's scary, frightening,terrifying... and horrid. playing the piano is not any of my talents.. and.. why did i?! ohwells..since i promised. i'm just disappointed with myself sometimes.. sometimes i know i cant do things well, and i dont have the confidence to do it well.. and i just promised others.. sighs.. ARRHHGG...i'm going madddd.
sometimes i just wished that there was someone that i can talk to.. whom i can share what i think and what i feel.. that somebody who will be there when i needed.. when i need to talk to when i'm spiritually low.. but that someone did not appear.. till now. but i'll wait. u might ask me.. dont u have good friends? good sisters? yea i do.. but none of them fit into that catergory where i can really talk freely to.. *i'm still searching =) God's always there for me... He's my best friend! haha.. er.. i hope so too lols. i'm spiritually... dry? lols.. don wish to talk bout it.