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i'm at chen xiuqi's house right now...wahahhaa...
i missed her housee man...
lols.

anywaysss..feeling kinda..downnow.. cos something happened yesterday nighttt...
i feel that.. you shouldnt see people in the way that u feel they aree.. sometimes they're just not the way u think they aree.
and not everybody talks to another just to find a solution to their problems.. they just wanna let it out sometimes...even if they do not see any solutions to sharing their problems.

u think u understandme.. i don think so... after yesterdaynite..
u just think everything is like what u think... but i guess you're wrong..
what ever it is... lets hope w're still bestie..

yupps.. and dont slam the phone on me.. i hate that.

i enjoy being in the chen's house!hehe.,...
peppermint milk teaaaaa...
wahahhaa... i love qi's houseeee...

=)

haha.. today's paul's first book out day!! we're the lucky ones to see him in his botak head.. wahah.
went to fish and co for dinner.. *cos paul say if he eat hawker he'll cry* lols.. he suffered enough in camp le la.. spare him this time!
then went to coffee bean to chill awhile before going home...
oh! i forgot to mention!! we went to TIMES to shop for books..haha. suprised eh? bao jia went to SHOP FOR BOOKS! lols. okay la..i boughtt 1 book.. cos i haven finish my other books..so have to control myself =P

messaged alittle before sleeping... and i had a bad dream.. haha. not cos of the messaging la.. but.. that dream had a great impact on me =(

hmm..i fall quite fast into my sleep... cos was really tired.. haha.

then i was brought into this scene.. (er..ya..dreams are broken u see)

everybody was panicking i think..
then i heard that my grandpapa was dying liao.. at first was nothing to me.. i mean..yar.
then until his last few breaths he was gonna die.. i suddenly broke down n cried so badly, holding his hand and said :" YEYE, u have to believe in Jesus Christ or u'll not enter heaven! u must believe that he's your only Saviour..."
yeye: "yes i believe abit..."
me:" but u must admit now!!"
okay.. i broke down n cried even harder... in my ddream la..
then... i said somthing like "tell the pastor u believe Jesus now! quick!"
then i heard the noisy priest.. that kinda priest chanting..
then.. he was in this coffin.
er.. then i woke upp.. cant remember whether he died in my dream or not..
okay... he dint die when he was lying in his coffin..he was still alive.. haha. i told you dreams are broken..

(days before the retreat i was in malaysia... to attend my yeye's brother's wake...he was that kinda buddist kind..so i kinda still remember the scene and all.. thats y the "priest" scene appeared in my dream i guess...)

but during the whole thing(my dream) i was crying like nuts.
a very scary feeling that i'll lose him anytime.. i just cant control myself.
although he's alive n well now... but the scary feeling and the burden to spread the gospel to him is still stuck in me..
i think God is trying to speak to me.. even today's sermon waas about the burden to be a good christian and to bring your un-believed family members before Christ...
oh man.. suddenly i'm engulfed in terrible agony.. and sadness?

even today i wake up.. i just don feel like talking.. total ston-ness..
the scary feeling still feels yucky..

haha.. okayy.. i'm better now.. realising it's a dream..
but never felt so scared after one night's sleep..

yucks...
=(
pray for my family!! =)
thankss...

i miss retreattt...
i miss genting.. and it's cable car..
i miss the balcony..
i miss singing on the bus..
i miss the buffet breakfest and lunch..and dinner..
i miss the ice cream supper we use to have..
i miss talking on the bed with you..
i miss the terrible tap we had in the toilet..
i miss the sharing session and singing session we had..

I MISS RETREAT '06!

looking forward to retreat 07' though.. =)
hope we'll go some far away places far far away.. lols. on plane..not on bus.

i'm not really looking forward to school =P haha.. no idea why.
maybe many gave me the concept that lasalle is a crappy place.. er..yar,crappy.

i have no idea actually... why did i choose lasalle, why did i choose music technology..
why... did they accept me..
lols.
maybe God wants me to serve in HIS kingdom..
but.. i have no faith in myself at all.. wad kinda music will i produce..
it's either i become the best among the best music producers, or just a nobody..
i'm really scared =(

time for church!
=)

this is limiee's new blog..;
just sick of the blushy blog...;
hahah..;
have fun n enjoy =)

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